to my darling girlfriend:
finally a word frm u!
*smiley*
visiting me anytime soon?
*wink winks*
ahahhahass...

went dwn to wisma to visit pearly pearly pearl
tt poor girl was SO busy
i just HAD to help her serve the customers..
and it was really fun!
i miss talking to billabong customers, directing them to the fitting room,
rushing around and getting the stuff they want.


daphane's last day at wrk ytd.
looks like i wldn't get to see much of her anymore.
=(


bambi accompanied me home ytd.
aie, i appreciate that idiot's company
quite entertaining actually
ahahhas


food for reunion dinner was FANTASTIC
but sick glory didn't have appeitite to eat
DARN!
all that good food!
growlS


AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE,
I HAVE BEEN GROUNDED BY MY PARENTS.
sheesh...screw this bloody fever man....

today's job was more "happening"...
i ARRANGED a pile of paper 5 cm thick.
like, WOW!!!
tmr, i'll work half day, and get paid for full day.
*cheers*
went last minute new yr shopping.
got two funky belts, a green top, and
A BRA!!!!!
like WAH!!!! i bought a BRA myself.
gawdddddddd
anyway it's worrying.
been having fever for 13 days...
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!

my new job is BORING.
the hardest thing i did today was to shred paper.
feed the machine with paper. how brilliant.
growls..
somebody save me.
i miss billabong.

*cries*
"Symptoms of bird flu in humans include fever, coughing and eventual pneumonia, and - as with Sars - they are similar to many other common, but less lethal, ailments"

i wuz tnking, i'd juz flirt wid e entire world.
find moi suga mama/suga daddee and wring they wallets Dry.
whoppie.
*BIG GRIN*

ytd
my commission ytd was 20 buckeroos! whoppie doo!
and ytd i got to talk to my gege dear. whoopie!!
and ytd, amy went back to heeren and a new guy got posted to wisma.
and ytd, ezdi darl dropped by with her DATE which she happily conned...RIGHT EZDI?
ahahahs..
and ytd i learnt the "anything anything" thumps chest and twirls hand
today
tio kanned by the bloody supervisor today.
like 5 or 6 times in less than 3 hours?
fuck i was angry until i cried.
sobss..
but bambang was nice
he had self-declared lunch break to hv lunch wid me!
last day at wisma..
boy am i gonna miss tt place.
afterall, everyone's nice der, except tt bloody RAHMAH.
hope she trips and falls and sprains her back!
grrroooowwwwllllllllllsss..!
shopping with Bambang after work
aie... stupid assssss!
anyways he lost his way after sendin me hm.
but people RICH sey..take CAB home..
mmmms... it's nice to be pampered...
like sent home all the way to doorstep.
yums...
talking laters.
haha... more crap on the way...

OH KAYyyy...
lynn just called.
jared is sick too!
he can't cover me afterall.
poor boy.
so i'm working from 4pm to 1030pm tomorrow....
grrrrrrr...
for money, i shall go.
aie, aie, all the billabong promoters are sick.
glory, pearly, jared....
soon to be sick - shihan
hohoho.
god bless us.

on sick leave
today and tomorrow
i give up fighting.
i'm in no condition to work right now.
10-day fever, a swollen eye, a throbbing head, and an itchy throat.
i'm out.
*pouts*
no money to earn today...
jared's covering me at wisma tmr..
hope he won't get messed up.
thx jared!
and thx pearly for punchin my card today...
(mmm...not lyk they're going to read it...mmm)

my life is stupidly funny now
thx to some additions in my everyday lyf
there's
*pearly : who can't stop talking
*amy : who has self-declared time-off all the time ahaha
*jared : my gege's twinnie...the more gentleman version
*daphane : who got expelled frm st.marg's
*keane : whom pearly adores "that keane is so irritating.. you know ytd he was sayin that he can't stand my pink nail polish..."
*levi's promoter : bangalah!!! + free billabong model + free mambo model ahahaha
*cerruti jeans promoter : she's NICEEEEEE!!! but so kaypoh also lar
*ozoc's janice : she's goes "QQ, see i got new darling...my billabong darling...."


BUT
i miss all my other friends...

stupid body just has to give me all sorts of problems.
today, i woke up with a sore eye.
AGAIN.
goody...so laters i'm going to serve my customers with one eye wide open and the other shut.
-________________-
plahhhh!!!
laa dee daa. she has some enforcement party tgt wid her company at nyt..so looks lyk i can't pass stuff.
mmm... maybe i'll drop it at her place.
ladida. time fer wrk!!! ladidaadidadidaaaa..

i worked an incredible 12 hours today, with only a twenty-nine minute break.
credit goes to pearly and shihan for keeping me going all the way till my knock-off time.
*growlssssSss*
my legs are breaking..but tt's alright cause it's $63.10 more to my pay check. laadeedaa.
pay day pay day where art thou??!!
doubt i'll go shoppin w/ pearly tmr...else i'll aggravate my everlasting fever ahahahas...
besides, i'm thinking of going over to her house to pass her stuff. it's her birthdae.
mmm. plah plah. i don't know.
//exhaustion

half an hour later and i'd have to drag my heavy feet out that wooden pink door and travel dwn to orchard again. i've been posted back to wisma, which isn't a very bad thing cause orchard point is farrrrrr beyond glory's minimal living conditions. hanging wires, cardboard wrecks, plastic sheets, planks of wood, bangladeshys, and dust flying around fogging the air like ooo! i'm in genting highlands.
today's my full shift. i'll be slogging from 9.30am to 9.30pm. sheesh. gonna wear my pretty pretty CCC jersey to make my long day a teen ween bit better. *pout*

went cow visiting today. haha.
stupid cow... bad SErvice! i'm going to file a complain against you! grrrrr..
and wow! is she GRAND or wad? 7 people waited for her to knock off? WHOA!


talked abit to jared today.
he's silly, and nice.
oh and abit naggy also. haha. what about drink more water and sleep now and what not.
and he reminds me of the bestfriend.
*smiles*
it's a pity i never got a chance to work wid him.


it's another billabong day tomorrow.
"its lik billabong day forever... Man."

laa dee daa
i cldn't get to sleep.
i'm now a red faced monkey with bloodshot eyes.
and!
the temperature has risen AGAIN!!
darnn...
soon i'll be admitted for SARS.
work tmr starts at 10am...but bloody rammah says i have to be there at 9.45am for the useless "meeting" they have every morning.
one example:
"pls tell all your colleagues and smoking khakis not to smoke in the lobby area. smoking is only allowed at the smoking area outside the staff entrance. anyone caught smoking elsewhere will be dismissed immediately."
like HELLO?!???! you call that a meeting???? People have EYES! we can READ!!! this is not the school of the blind thank you.
//bullshit
and so i'm going to go late again tomorrow and say that i'm in the toilet SHITTING.
ahahhahs... yes lots of shit.. .like her goddamn face.


oo.
and on my way to work,
thr was this GORGEOUS HOT BABE
like WOAHHHHHHH...
and a WOAHHHHHH!!!
and a WOAH WOAHHHHH!!!!!!
totally.
aahahahhahas....


cow also agrees that Jared looks lyk chongming.
tskk tskk!
but he's sillier and more adorable hahaha
one of this days i'm going to drop by at scotts to
*visit cow
*say hi to jared
*see who the hell joe is
*and tell auntie lynn "EH!!! wo mey you zhuo ler" and get teased by her


wendi posted pearly over...
great bitching partner..
and we break all the rules once lynn chia is away for dinner break
wendi shld have posted her over earlier
ahahahaha
and under my influence, she's gonna quit too
prolly going to work for mambo under Keane's recommendation.


oh def was damn funny..
she heard i'm quitting,
she looked so shocked.
"HUH! HOW COME???!!!"
ahahhahs... CUTE.



cow + me wanted to go parkway to visit weili but hey hey...
we didn't know how to get there. oh sigh.
oo...! it's 10.23pm!!!
about time weili knocked off.
poor darling....
gotta work at parkway till 1030pm.
say, by the time he gets home, it'll be 12+ am???


sighh.. tomorrow's my last day at wisma.
am going to miss my senior staff who taught me everything
gonna miss looking at DING DONG defanny
gonna miss looking at my sweet eye candy
going to miss bitching about wendi together with pearly
going to miss sharon and eve and the "bitch" auntie


tskkk......
oh maybe after working tmr, i'll be posted to tan tock seng hospital? ahahhaha
SARS patient.
bewareeeee......
the whole orchard wil have to close dwn ahahahhaha

fever back.
thermometer reads: 38.9
whoaaaaaa.......
why won't it leave me alone??//


anyways,
HI CELEST!
i thought u went into hibernation...waking up next spring...
tskkkkk.............


and,
gege,
where are you??
thought u'd be online...
sighhhh

ok.
on second thoughts,
i take back my words.
customers,
pls buy the bags.
average sling bag costs $49.90 (50cents comission)
back pack (female) costs $59.90 (60 cents commission)
"plastic" sling bag 39.90 (40 cents commission)
kids bag, $39.90/49.90 (40cents/50cents)
so u see, it's alot.
SO BUY BUY BUY!!!!!!!!

//sucks totally.
one night's sleep and i'm still having fever?
lyk, whatevers.
so now my head's killing me,
but there's no panadol in this household even if i want it.
i've got a bad feeling about working today.
prolly gonna tumble dwn the ladder when i take new pieces for customers.
dear customers,
much as i want to push my sales for my 1% commission,
pls pls pls, don't buy the bags.
otherwise poor gl--ory dear has to climb up the shaky ladder,
and risk tumbling down.
jack and jill?
uh-uh. *shakes head*
it's jill glory and kill.
working hours: 9.30am to 6.00pm
break time: 1.30pm - 2.30pm
that's when i run over to guardian or watson's to get some panadol (YUCK) before i die
panadol before i die...
hmmms..
how I-R-O-N-I-C.
but what the heck.
i NEED MONEY.
money, at any rate, is more important than my nitty gritty disatisfactions.
cow and weili are working too. same time, but diff outlets.
cow at shaw hse, and weili at parkway, me at wisma.
go visit them too!
their first day at work! hope they'll be doing just fine!
god help me.
send me some familiar faces to brighten my day.
//i miss the best friend. so much.

cow was swt today. she came dwn to accompany me for two whole hours...and she bought me fruitips! haha.. i know it's wrong to chew on the sales floor, but what the heck lar... chewy sweets rule!!!

now i know why i was feelin the chills and walking around with a floaty floaty feeling the whole of today in wisma isetan...
temperature: 38.6 degrees celsius
tskk..
the agony i go through for $48.
but i'm stil going to work tomorrow...money is more important than health. weekend ley!! more sales!! more commission!! mroe money!!!
//gege ni zai nar lee

it's 1050am on a friday morning and i haven't phoned wendi to say i'm resigning. it's hard to tell your boss you're quitting you know???? grrrr...

and aiya after much thought, i'm going to tell wendi the truth. i can't lie. like, DIGNITY!!! HONESTY!!! oh yeah.... like since when i became so truthful right... plahhhhh....
can't wait to work in SP.


+ of working in SP
*free transport to and fro
*free lunch
*fixed working hours
*I GET TO SIT DOWN
*air-con
*i can look at small poly kids (hopefully got eye candy hohoho)
*HIGHER PAY

i've got a new job offer which pays $50 a day.. that's $15 more than my billabong promoter job. yesssssss!! so no more working my ass off on my birthday, i'll get to spend time with my friend's and family, and i get chauffeured around everyday!!!!! wheee...
//gloating


but the biggie problem now is, how do i tell wendi that i'm not working for her anymore?!??!?! oh shuckss...

GuoHuo (2:14 PM) :
Glory... I miss you...
Dont ask me y...
Suddenly I feel that I miss everyone...
you're one of them


oh man.. so swt! tsk tsk.. i miss teong ge too. i miss the days we'd talk till it's time to go home. hmmms. *pouts*

i worked so hard yesterday i nearly died. my legs were on the verge of breaking. terror terror. so tired was i, all i thought about was to get a hug from someone. sobbs... and, call me a spoilt brat, but yesterday was the very first time i ate by myself.
=(
oh anyways if anyone wants to get billabong stuff, pls come to wisma isetan's billabong boutique k! i promise to serve u well.. muahaha. this sounds kinky.. sheesh. but yeah.. chinese new year is coming, n i'm sure everyone needs new clothes right??????????? billabong has nice hipster skirts! new stock coming in on wednesday!! so hurry!!! ahahahs...
janen's working with me today. he's too quiet. sighh.... why didn't wendi post jared down instead? sighh....jared is nice and friendly...hmmms.. and did i mention he looks like my bestfriend? tskk!
yet to go down to bishan to help siao tin with her new year goodie stall, and talk to M5 at the same time. LOl. if anyone wants to get some new year goodies, pls contact me k?

*shrimp roll - $10
*kueh bangkit - $8
*cashewnut cookie - $8
*pineapple tarts - $10/$18
*almond sugee - $10
*sugar roll - $10

vi-vis called yesterday! *wheeEeEeee* but darn.. i didn't get to talk to her. and i felt quite bad cause i couldn't conc. on talking to her, even if it was a couple of seconds. with my mum ranting and vivis talking in bits and pieces.. i duno which one to listen to! grrrrrrr....
aie, lots to blog. too much really.
my OFF DAY is on thursday! anyone wants to go out with me????

i'm such a lousy friend. i can't be thr for u when u're dwn. it's always you here for me but never me thr for you. i wish i cld sit beside you to listen to you..even if u didn't utter a word, i wish i cld be thr by ur side. till now i still cnt interpret the sms u sent, but tt sms alone somehow gives off a negative signal. i'm feeling so terrible inside. i hope you're ok. i really hope you are. hugZz.
//i'd cry a river if my tears wld take ease ur heatache

i'm wrecking my brains to cheat on transport fees. hell it is expensive to travel around singapore now. "ti ti ti ti ti" and there goes a couple of dollars. sigh...

hmmms.. i'm behaving weird... it makes me happy..and tt's the only word that's in my mind now... and if anyone were to see me now, they'd see the silly grin on my face...
//feeling retarded, but happy.

i'm coaxing someone who hasn't slpt for 3 days to slp. hmms. how ironic! cause i too, haven't been slping. hmmm. and i'm actually staying up to talk to this person online! hmmm.
life is full of ironies. which reminds me, little ironies, katherine chong. mmmm...
//nostalgia

many of us think before we speak. and in a fit of anger, we ramble things which we never thought we'd say. after that, we regret it, and we feel so terrible inside, but there's really no way to take those words back. hmms. just some random thought. i don't even know why i'm saying this. sigh.

anita mui died this morning. sigh.. just when i left hongkong, she died. if only i stayed in hongkong for a longer period of time, she'd have lived longer. see, the power of my presence.... people live on it...i'm lyk oxygen. how great i am... sigh...my departure from hongkong has brought tears to many. sighh... how sad.. sigh.. SIGH.... *shakes head*

first day back home and i'm laughing all over

darlings, i'm home! says:
i'm NOT LAZY!darlings, i'm home! says:
i love $$
darlings, i'm home! says:
hahahas
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
hahahahha
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
me tooooooo
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
the i love $$ part
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
ahahahahaha
darlings, i'm home! says:
ahahhas.
darlings, i'm home! says:
i need a money tree
darlings, i'm home! says:
let's build money tree together k
darlings, i'm home! says:
then we can all take money frm the money tree
darlings, i'm home! says:
wheee
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
i'm in this mannnnn
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
ahahahahaha
darlings, i'm home! says:
ok SEt!
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
-raises hands- im all for it
darlings, i'm home! says:
sciece students go create fomula for money tree
darlings, i'm home! says:
me and quin design the tree
darlings, i'm home! says:
ahhhahas.
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
yup yup
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
i do e chem part
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
sd... PHYSICS
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
ahahaahahhaa
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
physics???
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
wahahhha
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
glooory
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
GEOGRAPHY
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
wahahaha
darlings, i'm home! says:
ahahaha!!!
darlings, i'm home! says:
quin talk to the tree lar
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
i help pluck the money
darlings, i'm home! says:
read poems to the teree
darlings, i'm home! says:
help it to grow
darlings, i'm home! says:
ahaha
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
hahhahhaah
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
Assssssssssssssss
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
i help pluck theee moneyyy
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
i help t0 kip dem after tt
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
hahah
darlings, i'm home! says:
OK!
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
i'll read p0ems t0 e m0ney t0 tame dem
darlings, i'm home! says:
i help to USE THEM
darlings, i'm home! says:
ahahahhas
=QuInnnNnNnnn= says:
gaaahhahahahahaha
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
ahahahahaha
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
to tame???
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
n finally... u'll need sunshine
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
tt's MEEEEEEEEEE
i miss you gorgeous babes hoho~ says:
its a wild plant??? RRRR
MEET AT JJ.... GO COUNTDOWN... *damai misses her babeSSS* says:
HO HO HO HO

so lame. ahahhaas

my luffed ones,
i'm back.
aside from all the shoppin fun,
i've missed everyone.
mmmm....


i'm tired,
& i need lotza slp...
coughin lyk nobody's business...
anymore and my lungs will fall out too.


it'll be awhile till i get to meet everyone though...cuz i hafta wait till my flu and cough goes away.
so till then,
happy new year.


i miss my hammy especially. *pouts*
o. and i'm going to buy a beagle. ho ho ho

before i leave for HK, i've got many things to say this christmas.
>
for all these people whom i love, thank you for loving me.


chongming
thank you for everything.


celest, shihan, gillian, claudia
God gave me four of you to keep me sane in jj. celest, for giving me advice, shihan for keeping me entertained, gillian, for being there for me when the whole world abandons me, and claudia, for your support and encouragement.


vivis
babe you mean so much to me. all the late night talks and disclosing of heheh deep dark secrets. your tolerance of my mood swings. mmm.. muacksie


touch babes
i never knew how much u all meant to me until the last chalet we had. celest for being celest *grin*. ezdi, it's been nice talking to you online...my HEROINE *cheers* nad, sweetie baby who's so lurrrving and true. momo for those times in the beginning of the year when i talked to you, and for looking after my little bundle of joy while i'm in HK. sunitha tao yen peg for being quiet and letting me feel noisy heh. damai...the girl with no pretense. quin...for being bubbly and cheerin pple up.


weili
darlin grandson u lend a listening ear when i'm down. u listen to my ramblings and grumbling. you're a great companion. i love you.


tianxin
all those mornings when i was tearing, you were there to make me smile. *hugZz*


chailee mummy
you're the one who remembers our birthdays. the one who sends us cards for christmas. you keep mjdds going on. *smiles*


bin, guang, puaygek
the three of you, often missin, but always there when i need you. cheers.


keatwee, huiyee, jia
you are sunshine in my life. not a word spoken, but the presence alone keeps me smiling inside.


ed.!
my wallow in self-pity partner, you keep me grinning when i'm down. (=


gimson
you still owe me coffee


yongxian, zhipeng
your company online while the first few days when chongming was gone meant alot to me.


angela baby
i love you.


mr. purple bear
thx for hugging me to sleep everynight. thx for making me feel better when i cry.

is this sms funny, or is it just me with psychotic tickles in my sides today?
=( ya rit. Aye. Til the day we mEET again, U tkc ya. ciaoz!
funny right? like, wahhh... i'm not going to see her until 10 years later. (wah if it's really like tt i'll cry i tnk)


oo.. i read bout sth interestin frm this certain gal's blog. it's interesting! aye, it made me laugh too.
you're supposed to draw circles in a clockwise direction with ur right foot,
and then draw the number 6 in the air with ur right hand.
ur foot will start drawing circles anticlockwise!
cow funny.


yet another funny dumb thing...
noVas> what do u call a fish with a big head and a small body
glooooory> ermmm..
glooooory> fish ball?
glooooory> ermmm..
noVas> wrong
noVas> hehe
glooooory> fish?!
noVas> yes
noVas> fish
glooooory> hahahahahhaha
noVas> 2 more chance
noVas> quick
noVas> guess
glooooory> ernnnnnn,,,,..
glooooory> luo han fish?
noVas> NO NO
noVas> wrONg
noVas> last chance
glooooory> ermmmm....
glooooory> fish dipperS?
noVas> No NO
noVas> hehe
noVas> hehe
noVas> i tell u the answer
noVas> 20 dollars
noVas> pls
glooooory> haha
glooooory> charge it to cm!
noVas> ok
noVas> the answer is:
noVas> ..................
noVas> excited?
noVas> hehe
noVas> wait
glooooory> wiating!!
noVas> the fish is an ikan bilis wearing a helmet


i keep blogging today. (the line breaks means different blogging times ya)
the bestfriend just called!!
O-V-E-R-J-O-Y-E-D.
hahhas.

sugar, spice, and everything nice.
<3

i miss being at the chalet with all the rest of them. i want to go back there to laugh and roll around...i want to play twister and get twisted...want to bbq on the ground and run around snapping photos...i just want to play so hard that my brains fall out and i stop thinking about missing my friends. right now, i'm feeling lonely. it's been like that since the tenth. december is a bad time of the month and oddly everything seems to happen around december. people having problems with people closest to them.

//today, your msgs made me tear.
i know my replies were chirpy,
but i also know tt -
you know i'm pretending

//andshe'sgonemissingagain.fuckyou,youdamnbitch.isitsohardtosparemeyourmiserablefivecentstojustfuckingreplytomymessages?isitsowrongtojustfuckingreply?tellme,whydoyoualwaysdothistome?whydoyougoawaywhenineedyouaround?whydoyouapologisewheneverythinghashappened,thewholeworldhastumbleddown,andi'minawreck,andyousaysorryfornotbeingaround.ihateyou.ireallydo.

just got back from touch chalet. totally shagged from all tt photo takin and laughing and water drinking (yikes). the second night was swt and peaceful (if not for the fuggin invasion of the roach). all the talks and updating... it's a nice feelin which i haven't felt for a lng time. seems like quite alot of things hv been happenng for all e touch girls. aie, boys suck. it was awhile ago when i remembered saying that i'd dis-associate myself from them after JC life is over but, after all that msn-ing n talks in touch chalet, aiee... i take back my words.
i don't know what to call them. do i treat them as my friends? or do i just treat them as teammates? when do u call a person a friend? is every person that has entered my life at some point of time considered a friend? why is it tt i make such a distinct effort to call my classmates, CLASSMATES. maybe my expectations for a Friend is too high. the touch girls.. are somehow more than just TEAMMATES. something in me wants to get to know them better... grrrrrrr... i'm so confused. i don't know what i'm driving at. i miss them. their chitter chatter, their talks their laughs their smiles and pouts. the thought of them sends a tinglish happy feelin down my throat. *smiles* friendships are much more confusing than relationships.
and to the point about relationships...i'm amused tt they find what c-eles-t says, to be very enlightening. the things ce-le-st says are all too familiar..something that everyone around me has been tackling with day in day out. why did it seem so new to them? haha... cute. i think they're just plain cute. not naive...just perhaps, not exposed enough YET. the world of emotions awaits them. i guess people learn as they go along. now now.. i sound old. bleahhhh....i'm not old!! so gl-ory!! STOP IT!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

CHALET PHOTOSwhEeeee.......... hell a lot of photos. crazy gals... headache man

c-el-est-ina, you're GREAT?! my foot man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahahhahhhahahhhahas..
newayz, was talkin to t-er-ence, and i showed him a touch photo..
and he said
"her hair used to be longer"
HAAAHAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

oo! ce-les-t!!
1, boy has quit touch.
2, i'm not going to register SAT on thursday, i'm going on saturday. now, aren't you happy? lol.
3, i'm SWEET. and,
4, I WILL GET MARRIED NEXT YEAR!!! muagagaga..

met the best friend for approximately one hour today! *smileys*
1046hrs: phone call
1140hrs: 10minute cab ride to CMPB
1200hrs - 1700hrs: roaming around from ikea to queensway to ikea to anchorpoint to ikea to queensway while waiting for that stupid dumb friend
1700hrs - 1830hrs: sending army boy back to hendon camp
1830hrs to 2020hrs: GETTING BACK TO LAKESIDE FROM HENDON CAMP -______- (i swear i nearly died on the train)
2020hrs to 2200hrs: crapping with dear ce-le-stin-a at JP
that sums up the day.
chalet tmr! heh.

morbid. stagnant. that's the phase i'm trapped in now. it's not the toomuchtimebuttoolittlethingstodo blues. it's just that i miss the bestfriend so badly that i bump into him in LALA land even in my 15minute naps. summary: bad.
but on rethinking, this sudden temporal absence of the bestfriend isn't exactly all that bad. more interaction with others, more independance, and more self-reflection. life's not just about whining, complaining, and bickering anymore. i think before i talk, look before i walk, open my arms and reach out to people around. wiser, perhaps. more thoughtful too. mmmm.... summary: more appreciative.


MISSION: girl
still going on. not forgotten! heehee


4.46am. currently suffering from a linguistic lag. words aren't flowing (okay what's new).
things to do:
*the bestfriend's christmas present
*get my butt down to ikea
*Send chalet photos to cousin
*register for SAT
*take driving liscence
*wash clothes
*run
*disturb ce--les-t
*meet brend for breakfast date
*charge camera batteries
*get a job
*blade properly


yadda yadda yadda. i haven't been acting stupid since the absence of the bestfriend. c-eles-t! where are you? i want to act stupid and say stupid things. come out right now! hide no more! hey tickle tickle.. come out come out, wherever you are!


and yes, to find out where i've been my dear c-eles-t, click HERE

aie, cute rights? so cel-est, are u still so sure that you don't want to take care of it while i'm in hk??? hahaha

i'm,
tired of blogging.
i think.


a little gloom cloud hovers over me.

much to my utter dismay, they're going back to mar-der-fukkin JJC to play touch. *SULKS* i miss hearing em crap arnd (& touch) but no way am i going to take a 5-min bus ride to that school (note: hell-hole). *double SULKS*
//
going to ikea to hunt for materials for honeydummy's christmas present!! oo! i'm so excited! *blinks blinks*

this is what people who're not aslp at 3.55am in the morning do.
4am-ish, i'm crazy, missing my bestfriend, and feeling extremely whiny but there's no one for me to whine to.
---------> CLICK

played around with photoshop.
i think my photoshop skills are damn good
cuz my hair LOOKS REAL (right?)
and this is what i'd look WITH LONG HAIR!
fucking funny
//laughs and rolls all over

oh man... why did i make that freakin bet of 8 meals 2 cheesecakes 1 strawberry cake and $2...

i dreamt of my honeydummy!!!!
*bounces up and down*
I DREAMT OF MY HONEYDUMMY!!!!!!!!!
i'm so happy!! *smileys*
*blink blink*
hees.

i miss
*gege dear
*tt tall tall thin thin girl (boy?) with highlighted streaks and a rotten fila bag and a UGLY (but not rotten)blue fila bag
*the stupid cow who doesn't know how to answer the phone whenever i call her
*vi-vis
*stupid e-D.! i duno where the hell he is


i wanted to
*sleep at 10pm but someone said she's going to play gunbound with me after Charmed but she didn't in the end
*sleep at 11pm but it seems as if many memories/worries are painted on the eyelids of my eyes. i see them everytime i close my eyes
*go for a run in the afty but it was pouring cats and dogs
*wash mr. mouse mouse's house but i couldn't get my butt movin
*msg ko-h xia-o hu-i but i became too lazy to type the sms
*cry when i looked into the mirror and saw your reflection in my eyes. you're on the extreme end of singapore -whines
*go out with weilin at 9pm-ish but i realised i have no money at all


i dream of
*my gege appearing right in front of me this very moment
*capturing a rainbow in a cookie jar
*loving and being loved


i am
*irritated because nan-a-na sent this to my friendster account before going into ns
i know i'm not supposed to be talking to you
anymore, but yah, sorrie...
took quite a while to write this, but could only
finish it today. dun think it sounds nice, dunno
y i'm sending you. but if i don't now, i might
never get the chance again. dun haf a
title...dunno wat to call it. dun think i'll ever
give it one.

They say that if i love you,
i should let you go.
But what do they know?
That's just impossible to do.

I can say a thousand words,
I can tell you a million things.
But it still won't mean a thing,
if nobody's listening.

All my time spent thinking about you,
all my life wanting to love you,
i'll never regret.
Maybe it's not worth it.
Maybe i'm being a fool.
But tell me it's being done for you,
and i'll ask questions no more.

Ever since the first time i saw you,
till the very last second,
every image, sound, even smell
Will be forever kept inside me.

Sometimes i wonder if i'm hurting you.
Please tell me if i do.
Everything i've done's been done for you...
All i ever wanted was to see you smile...

Every word to you,
i fear it to be my last.
But things are out of my hands,
i can only tell you i love you.

All my time spent thinking about you,
all my life spent loving you,
i'll never regret.
I'm sure it is worth it.
Even though you might think me mad.
But tell me it's being done for you,
and i'll ask questions no more.

i've rejected u flat in the face 5? 6? times so why dun u just go away...yeah everybody loves you adores you thinks you're great. i know that too but the thing is, there's no feeling. what do you want me to say?? if i talk to you, they say i'm leading you on. if i don't talk to you, they say i'm mean. go to hell lar


i have to learn to
*be mushy (cm will know what i mean)
*be more demure and girlish
*stop crying
*cook


i need
*my gege dear
*lots of money
*a marie france bodyline slimming course
*an intensive skin(face) treatment programme
*Soo Kee jewellery's Brilliant Rose pendant

aie.. it's 3sth am!!
i'm DEAD TIRED but i can't sleep lest i fail to wake up by 6am to make a phonecall!!
GRrrrr.... help!

goped from bel-le


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love, vacillate.

The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is that both of you can talk about everything and anything, no secret is kept.

You can never be stabilized; actually, you are not suitable for marriage and you don't want to make committment.

You always want to get married, but in fact, you don't even know what it really is.

At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt around.

outside she wore a grinning mask
inside she was crying


looking at the scars on her arms and legs
the hands scream yes
but the mind says no.


it's a sudden loneliness.


cry yourself to sleep baby girl.

swollen eye lids
blooshot eyes
tear-stained face
a soaked pillow
and a sunken heart.
you'll be gone tomorrow



i wonder when i'll see you again.
i wonder when i'll get another phonecall from you.


you mean so much to me. you're my precious jewel...my honeystars...this year has been a shade of grey. you've been that ray of sunshine that brings joy and hope. you've kept me going along this long and twisted road. no amount of ciggs and alcohol and running and plugging raging music in my ears can ever ever replace that one hug from you that lessens all that sadness. you're someone who's been through so much so much with me. u're my greatest friend.


i don't want you to go away
but santa wouldn't let you stay.
so here i am tearing and tearing the whole afternoon through.


i know a couple of months isn't alot
i know time will fly...
but..
it's just a weird feelin.





brother, i miss you.

back from the last dinner
went over to NYDC! haha. i'm ulu..first time eating there? yum yum...had a Mushroom Attack and it's nicey and yummy cause gl-ory LURVES mushroomies. (=
photos uploaded. they're HERE.
heehee

i like to think that everything will be alright after sleeping.

sometimes, it works. but more often than not, it doesn't. but i guess things tend to fade away somehow. it's all but a matter of time. at times i get so tired of everything, i just go to sleep and wake up, telling myself that there's no use brooding over it. nothing i say will change anything so why bother. a person can talk to me about the same issue on the night itself, and the very next morning, and find me saying completely different things about the incident...i'd sound perfectly fine, stable and composed. but am i really?


GR threw hurtful words at me again. i'm hurt. i teared, again. why do people always have to be so mean to me? it doesn't hurt to just keep things to yourself. i'm human too. if you hate me, don't talk to me. don't say things like "better than talking to you" because it hurts like fug.


i'm blabbering like a blurp fish. i don't know what i'm saying. i feel vulnerable. i feel my actions and words being scrutinised by people. i miss the bestfriend. at least the bestfriend's the one person i know who *hearts* me. sobs...


//girl, stop crying

yay. (=
i'm going out with my girlfriend.
yay.
i'm elated.
yay!
see the loss of vocab?
yay!
hmmm..
YAY!

blah blah blah.
BLAbbering.
blabber bloober day.
enough of the blabber.
i'm sane again.
shall not allow myself to slip into depression for Stupid reasons.
i am glory.
glory is strong.
yeah.

back from chalet, very boring. and people like to make up lots of their own creative stories. so be it. i'm not tht cheap la, comeon.


movie yesterday. best friend. her. LOVE, ACTUALLY double meaning. go figure.


long sleep.
news. good? bad? i don't know.
lost
/long run
/drinks
/sticks
/tears
anyone wants to drink themselves drunk??? call me.

everyone seems to be telling me that they're dying from boredom.
am i the only one who's been enjoying my sudden attained freedom? heeheee.
coz i am i am i am!!!
bleahs =p

CLICKY HERE PLS
this has become my lastest fav site. haha

i NEED a money tree.
God, please sprinkle money from the heavens above..
all i want for christmas is...
*$32.90 for the white short sleeved top
*$19.00 for the projectshop top
*$26.90 for the white halter top
*$65.00 for the google denim skirt
*$i-don't-know-how-much for the necklace with the huge square pendant
*$486 for the stardust necklace from lee hwa jewellery.
*$14.90 for the pink/darkpink bling bling braclet
that is all i want for christmas! it's not alot! give them to me!


give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh

*buRP* gl-ory is feeling really happy today. all filled up with eggie bread. the perfect meal to start a wonderful day of shopping shopping shopping shopping (but window shopping this time SIGH). came back from a chalet 2 days ago, and i'm off to another one tomorrow.

many things done since the last time i blogged.

i dyed my hair



i went for MJDDS chalet at




stayed at NTUC Sentosa beach resort,




spent some time on the nice sandy beaches of Sentosa,




attempted to indulge in some lesbianism haha...,




played alot of bridge, dai dee, (oh yes and lots of BEAR GAME)




and took lots of photos

the pretty lao puo



the ex



the darling Mama!!



the bestest grandson in the world,



and the BESTFRIEND



whom i really really miss so very very much.

this is strange. i don't feel that sort of happiness though my exams are over. deep down inside, i don't hear a "YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYY" ringing and echoing. sigh*
i'm feelin whiny today.
the best friend isn't at home,
the ce-l-es-t has her hair dyed already (AND I HAVE NOT!!!),
my room is half packed,
aie, i don't know. i'm just not feeling SUPER HAPPY as i thought i'd be.
hmmmmms.. shall get back to packin my room laters. tsk.

i've been waiting so long for this!
gil, cowcow, lest, vivis!!!!!!!!!
i finally got my Digital cam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
canon A80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





it's so pretty.. i'm so happy!!
wheEeee................................

*tee: $40.80
*shorts: $15.90
*crap from watsons: $37.80
jeng jeng jeng. and that was how 100buckeroos vanished into thin air.

Let's see what with have here...



a YuMMY tummy(i wonder who..tsk)




Lots of sand,




and three very happy people


*smileys*

yayy.. today marks the founding of Hungry Elephantey.
and i'll have a breakfast date with my darling brenda girl on friday morning!
yayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hops around*
yes

i'm skin is dry and parched and and and whatevers. my lost my minute brain in the sun yesterday. the pain i am going through, no one would ever understand! arghhh..
pain pain pain. anyone who dares to TOUCH me, HUG me or TAP me on my back, will get her boobs deflated or his balls burst.
grrrr. my eyes are dry too! which explains why i'm whining instead of enjoying myself online.

i'm shagged.
*THINK* i'll be skipping the ritual online sessions..
it's getting boring.
people don't miss you when they get to see you often.
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
do i make sense?
yo. i don't know. whatevers. i shall sleep.
good night world.

oh! maybe it just crossed my mind. perhaps i should marry a thai guy (yes thai guy not transverstite)..
then my name will be really cool! it'll end with blahblahblah glory blah blahPORN
hahahahas...
fuggin funny.

wahahha. gil-lia-n an-g is forsaking Malaysia FOR ME.
haha.. she loves me more than i love her. hahaha

ok i've got to type this coz my darling gil says i've been mean.
anyway,
THIS ENTRY IS DEDICATED TO MY DARLING GIL
gil-li-an dear is going to malaysia this weekend. that leaves me to be alone. ALL ALONE. i'm going to miss my DARLING DEAREST SWEET SWEET gill-ian darling. yes, i'm going to miss my VERY LOVELY "girlfriend". i'll be thinking of you day and night. i hope i'll dream of you as well.

hahhahaha.
//laughs out loud and rolls around

7 more days to wear the JJ uniform (pukes)
7 more days to clear my locker (containing touch tee, pe tee, pe shorts, the ugly neon green shirt from coach, plastic bags from during the sars period, my pretty file, contact lens solution, crayons, storybook, EH ALOT LEY)
7 more days to look at the field - ran on, slid on, slpt on, cried on, screamed on, got scolded on, oh yeah those were the days yo!
7 more days to look at the track which we ran on. 10 rounds man..no shit.
7 more days to mock the ugly school building

i'm going to baked in the sun tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and hahaha.
i can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am here to blog!
*my attempts to wake vi-vi-s up have FAILED.
*flipped through population (+migration),
*flipped through tourism
*had a crazy dream about seafood, with walking lobsters and talking crabs (?!!)
*forgot to eat dinner ytd
*ate banana, peanut butter bread (peanut butter?! i never ever touch it!), and choc milk.....WEIRD COMBI. maybe that accounts for my nonsensical dream too? yes?
*Cheers* to all those i know who're ending today:-
-che-n wei-sh-an
-ko-h xiaoh-ui cel-estin-a (glares at ce-les-t)
-eu-ni-c-e teo
-pe-ggy
-blaCkie face
and to all those who ended yesterday:-
-cha-ilee
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
//crap// *sulks*


oh i forgot to blog yesterday!! the girlfriend woke me up from my sleep AGAIN. forever and always pulling me out of dreamland *sobs*. just too much...Just TOO MUCH...TOO MUCH!!


back to digest some DRQ answers by sexay tricia seow. yawnsss....

to my dearest c-eles-tin-a ko-h Xia-oHu-i,
the WONDERGOD title BELONGS TO me ME me ME ME ME!!!!!! it'll NEVER be urs so STOp dreaming ho ho ho ho ho ho ho.


//she's FREE from exams. damn..i'm jealous! called her at 10+ at night and she wasn't home yet? *sulks*


timecheck : 1:01 am. ho ho ho...12 hrs more to my paper...
AND
only ONE topic (roughly) done.

i think my body's housing the 7dwarfs all at one time.
the height is there man THERE. i'm shorter than everyone else. sulks*
one, i'm as SMART as doc (i meant, smart alec)
two, i'm HAPPY..more than half my life centres around happiness when i'm with my friends haa. and the happiness rate-to machine runs up to the max when i get to bitch. hurr
three, i'm SHY ok...rights. ha
four, sneezy. ok maybe not. but does burping out loud count? i think sneezes have been substituted with burps. oops.
five, i'm GRUMPY. i'm never satisfied. too bad aaaa.. =p
six, i'm dopey. i believe EVERYTHING the best friend says. someone pls teach me how to get out of gulliblicity (gullible city) haha.
seven, I SLEEP AND SLEEP AnD SLEEP ALL DAY! for the past two days, i've slpt for a total of 28 hours. someone BEAT ME TO IT and i'll give you the title of wondergod.
lols.




wanted to just give up on this friendship.
my mind was already fixed,
but i guess i've got a soft spot here...
i get deceived by your words,
and i start to doubt my judgement.

36 hours to my human geog paper and i haven't started on anything. ho ha. am i not working towards my own destruction?
wonderful.
studying just isn't my cup of tea.
why should i let a 3hr slot determine my worth? my future?
singapore is a screwed up world. one day, we'll ALL end up like tom gradgrind and louisa gradgrind, who through Utilitarianism and the psychotic pressures of their father, develop into perversed people.


//fly me away to the end of the world,
where i'd be free

u read the other message, and deleted it. you
couldn't be bothered to reply. i can tell.
i'll tell you something, you're crap, and one big
joke.
you're so damn cocky and big headed.
u think u're really great don't you?
now i understand why all of them hate you.
rights, i hear you echoing that you couldn't care
less,
and you don't give a fuck about what other people
think of you.
that being so, good for you.
i wash my hands off you.
i'll treat it that i never had a friend like you.
(oh isn't that how u've been treating all of us
in the very first place?)
it's a pity cause u were a good friend to start
with.
now, i think i'm on their side.
u can go and suck your shoe.
i hope you're feeling sore and hurt by this
message. but if you're not, it's okay. it'll just
proof another thing - you don't have a heart.


that written, it's full swing hatred.

i slpt for 12 hours. haha i'm a slping god.
anyhows i had many dreams. i dreamt i had 206'99 chalet!!!! and ALL, i mean ALL, the girls went and stayed over. whoa like real man it'll never happen.
and then i dreamt the best friend fought with s-am-my ch-ow hahha. damn spectacular can? like WHoa..... but as to who won, i never found out coz i got awakened by -on-g gu-ang ron-g's sms askin me to go eat sushi haha. too bad it's raining..OGR's treat ley! FREE CAN!!!!but it's raining.. so i went back to slp.

i have second thoughts about going to HK already. apparently my parents want to follow a tour group, but my pt is, i don't! i've been there before, and serious, do not appreciate looking at pieces of stone and saying "wah this is great art". NO! neither do i fancy trees criss crossing and lookin really nice. i'm not humoured by sea animals in ocean park either...and i don't like the idea of thinking that being on an extremely long escalator, labelled as the longest escalotor in the world, as a very nice and memorable experience. all that is PLAIN BORING.
whatevers. maybe i'll cheat them. i'll go, and i'll go off myself. haa.

time now,
11.59pm on 15th november 2003.
one minute later, it'll be the best friend's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!! MUACKSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

( 11:18:26 ) * Joins: fAdes (fAdes@58bravo684.singnet.com.sg)
( 11:22:24 ) * Parts: fAdes (fAdes@58bravo684.singnet.com.sg)
didn't even get to say hi.
fug.
missing you la girl.

muahhaa.
i'm buying Canon powershot A70
enjoy! CLICK

okies. 2.56 am on a saturday morning and i'm still dreaming of my marriage//
i wanna get married!!

the toilet flush is spoilt. thank god the other is working... now, if the other toilet flush fails me, i'm going to bitchslap the government for providing us with such lousy toilet bowls! talk about improving the welfare of the poor...


anyways, 6 papers down, 3 more to go.
the One above has been kind to me...ah, the song just rambles on in my head and calms me down a little...
I know God makes no mistakes,
He leads in every path i take,
along the way that's leading me to home.
Though at times, my heart would break,
there's a purpose in every change He makes,
that others would see my life and know that
God, makes no mistakes.
yup yups. everything works out according to His plan. but that doesn't mean i slack and don't study! i gotta do my part and study as well. hmmms.. i guess i've been doing my part? though not the best of it...
the A levels has drawn me closer to Him again..aie... Trust in Him. He'll see you through. (=


this exam's been changing me a whole lot.
away with the pop the rock the metal and what not,
and in with the hymns, the praises and the classical 92.4fm.
aie... peace with myself. feeling oddly comfortable.

hais. it's a deeply declining slope on my emotional chart.
cambridge! u're so mean! i hope ur building collapses.. i hope the terrorists bomb you down!!! i hate you!!!

l-a-y-hoo-n called at 1410hrs and woke me up for my deep sleep. aie...her voice is SO nice. SO SO NICE. i'll wake up to listen to her voice ANYTIME. hurr hurr.. i sound infatuated with her..but i'm nt. it's just THE VOICE!!


my dreams as as chaotic as my life.
i dreamt:
*my teeth ached like crazy. went to my family doctor (why not a dentist!?) to check out what was causin the pain but he couldn't figure out. went home, and found gooey plastic plastered to my gums. ripped it out.. and along came some part of my gum and my teeth. YEOWCH!!!
*talking to ce-le--st while sitting on the top of some shelf.. it was so high man.. SO high... scary.. thank goodness i dun have phobia of heights?
*playing with this really pretty baby with golden curls (SEE!!! I WANNA GET MARRIED!! THIS IS A SIGNNNNN!!!!!!!! i SHOULD BE GETTING MARRIED!!!)
*getting fascinated with this absolutely miraculous drainage system (ahh. my job for the rest of my life if i fail to pass my As)




dreams aside, let's tune in to reality. ho hum.
i've reasoned out why "The Shield" never get the emmy awards ho hum.
1. they've got a bald and obese lead actor
2. Lead is a corrupted police man
3. lead whacks women up
4. they've got teenage porn videos
wahahahs.....


i shall stop being mean.. n do something about my potential future.... like finding my husband... or doing mcqs.

gone goes GP... never going to do GP ever again.
compo sucked. but at least the compre wasn't all that bad.
mmm.... overall? Lyk shit...
my only consolation is the science fac people.

YOU ARE ETHER!

Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element!
The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured
in many ancient religions or magics, but is not
something found on this plane. Those that have
been able to make the ascension to the Ether
are truly evolved people, possessed with
heightened senses of intelligence, perception,
and empathy that others simply don't have.
Everyday possessions aren't of much interest -
you are beyond that. You tend to gravitate to
open spaces, changing environments, and won't
saddle yourself with one style or decision.
Indeed, just one type of career isn't of
interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also impact your social life as well. You tend
to have few friends as not many people
understand you, and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them.

Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly
one of the unique, for very few people have
been able to achieve this type of
enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge
and experiences to teach and help others as
much as you can. Good luck and congratulations!

Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power. Just follow my
lead, enter a name...

...and all
the world can be yours.


Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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i'm feeling grouchy and whiny and i so wanna cry.
i need a hug.....
-tears-

gl-ory stepped carefully around the room with pins.
she's nearly through,
but just before the opening, she steps on one fine pin.
she cries.
hugs her teddy bear and pretends that all was a dream.

8.42pm. just got home. gab queen couldn't stop talking...so our dinner lasted for more than 3 hrs.....




i'm shattered.
3 questions, 2 done, one untouched.
25 marks down the drain.
and i'm not even sure if i'll pass the two questions i did.
i don't feel good.
i feel so sad.
crossing the road, i saw the car coming. wanted to slow down and let it run into me...

my "girlfriend" is so cute
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
yes.. i do believe i do love u more thhan u love me.. lalalalaaa.. but it is still not too late to love me more.... muahahhahahaa
haaha silly man silly!




there's more!


i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
why not i change it again
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
and make u really happy
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
i'ts okay.. i stiill love you "gurlfriend'
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
sure.. can u put.. the gurlfriend...
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
hahahah
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
i'm talkiing rot...
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
now my name is r.o.t.t.en
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
ahahahs
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
nono..
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
i shall put it as
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
hurr hurr
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
wait ar
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
...
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
whoopie
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
haha
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
whoppie.. ...
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
yes i'm loved...
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
see..
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
i KNEW it...
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
i KNEW it...
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
ahahha
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
hahahaaaa
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
and i know it makes u very happy right!
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
very..
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
ahahas
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
i'm ur wonder girlfriend
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
hahaha
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
girfriend.... i've got a girl friend....
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
is that like a beearly present or something???
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
=0p
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
ho hum..
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
so i've got a girlfriend too
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
is that my early christmas prezzie
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
nope... it is like an extra present ..one u give w/o reasons....
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
oo!!!!!!!!
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
can i blog this conversation
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
coz it's so funny
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
hahhaa
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
thhis i so wunderful.. now i'm a STAr.. i'm staRRing in ur blog..
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
gillian (my autograph)

it's a fuckin 5.18am and i'm still awake. my body clock's turned upside down and i had better get it str8 before i screw up my As, much as it already has been screwed up by my excessive surrenders to my slping desires and lazing stance.
all my darlings out there, study hard k. (yeah, 'm only a preacher haa) i love you all. 20 more days to our well deserved bliss. and for those lucky bastards who end earlier, be kind souls..don't aggravate those who end later. ho hum.
aieee... my precious gems in my dull dull life, work harddd!!!!!
i shall *cough*try*cough* too haahaa.

the
body's
desiresssssss....
are calling out to me bleahhh.
ok i shall go slpppppp...
hais.. my emotional state of mind is fluctuating like a bouy amidst the seas during a storm...sometimes i'm so happy whoopiee.. and sometimes i just wanna crawl into my shell and cry. =(

hmmms. gi--l loves me the most! hee. she's possibly the only friend who loves me more than i love her! hahaha.. but i love her lots ok..just that she loves me more than i love her! anyways.. she's darn sweet. bleah. so touched. i love this girl. lalala. but she's sick and i hope she'll recover soon!

hey people, my brother just introduced me to this program downloaded from skype.com. it allows you make phone calls to your friends for FREE. haha. yes i capitalised the word "free" because i know everyone's as gian beng as me ho hum.

so do check it out. Skype


i haven't tried it out yet but...i suppose anythin my bro downloads is pretty usable and handy la ya. i trust my brother. (=
ya i know msn can phone ur friends too but the thing is this is CLEARER and not laggy so yeah it's cool whoa. =)

ok!! i'm nt supposed to be here but the temptations are too strong. ha ha. the spirit is willing, the heart is willing, but the body dun wan to cooperate? so what to do right? anyways, 5 minutes can't kill la. i shall make up for it by progressing faster! okok.. this test damn cute. coz i like musical notes wad! ya so anyways here's it! heehee

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.


what key signature are you?
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E flat major. i can't even play tt properly on the piano lor. ok i'm exaggerating. maybe can play but take a super long time to figure out? difficult ar...THREE flats ley...haha. and i'm E flat major? maybe because i'm E flat major so i cannot play it on the piano la. haahaa. i'm bullshitting. wthhhh...........anyways, i miss those people whom i got into contact with..
1. my s-h-i-h-a-n
2. stupid c-e-l-e-s-t
3. aunty (ok la nt aunty) v-i-v-i-s
4. my "girlfriend" g-i-ll
5. t---ou--ch rugby peeps..miss their RAh rah-ness.
6. sec2 pals!! oh mannnn... nostalgia nostalgiaa... bleahh
7. sec4 pals!!! they rawk they rawk they rawkkk..
8. my GG darlings!! batch 1998-2001 onessss... oo la i love them love them love themmmmmm! miss those camping days, those days we whole day quarrel like fug, those times we roast chicken in the ground and savour them like barbarians, those tent pitching and melting in the sun days, those drilling days where we fight with SAJ-b for the shady part behind the technical block to drill..those days when we gotta fuggin get scolded by the dickhead scouts although IT IS NOT OUR FAULT! those days we teased pee won and we-ilo-ng (until now i still duno why la), those days aiya... just THOSE DAYS oh mannn.. i miss the guides haven..still remember the time we stayed in guides haven on a saturday and forgot about the time and ended up climbing out of the school gate! hell that was cow funny especially some of them didn't dare to climb coz they scared they fall. wah lau.. i love those times man!!!! oh ya!! still haVE!!! those competitions when B-p-G-h-s guides will WIN all !!! whoopiee! we always win!! especially sandwich making man we got all top three prizes hell whoaa! we're good fuckin hell we're good. oh i still remember the times you all pang seh me and i gotta teach the sec1s how to tie ropes and knots myself wthhhhhhh!! u all suck man suck big time! hurr.. ok la.. those times were fun i love you babes so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muackss! oh yeah..we'll always be the fugged up batch with the fugged up attitude coz we're fugged up people with fugged up lives but we fucking enjoy each other's company haahaahaa...
9. my ge ge la!!!! me *heart* you sew much yay.

i am fustrated, not stressed. i CANNOT settle down to study. i am IRRITATED with myself, although when i talk to others, it may seem that i am irritated with them. my exam is in EIGHT DAYS time and i can't get my butt moving. i SHALL NOT come online anymore until the 27th NOVEMBER 2003. thus said, my computer has gone on hibernation.
c-m: read ur friendster message. thx. you're a sweetie.

kor kor said my face is suddenly very round.
mummy said "don't eat anymore! u're SO FAT NOW!"
*sniffles*
so shall it be.
i won't eat.
thy wish is my command.
*cries*