let's see. this christmas:
i gave you my heart *muacks muacks*/ had good 'ol secondary school company/ played mahjong like crazy/ laid my hands on my all time favourite poker cards for daidee/ had steamboat and grew 10kg fatter/ sipped on vodka vanilla with sprite and got a lil high
on boxing day:
woke up to quin's sms *thanks thanks thanks i miss u!*/ went to macs to watch them eat/ went back to guangrong's for more mahjong/ dinner with cm and chailee/ "Meet the Fockers" with my baby/ home sweet home.


haha. stayed away from home for a night and came home feeling lyk i've been away from home for a week. tskk. whattttttt is that.

erm. my nose is itchy so while i wait for the itch to go away, i'll blog.





yayyyyy.


christmas eve was well spent at home. no need for the crowds and the partying and what not. i'm no party-goer and neither is he. my idea of a nice christmas is a nice evening spent at home with my family!
people in attendance:-
/dad/mum/bro/dino/chongming
heh. i'm a pai girl but i like family okayyyyyyy. rights. so basically this year, my christmas eve is ideal! heeeeeee. *BIG GRINS*


talk about lousy planning.
our plans to go to holland village (my favourite place!) to slack were foiled by my mum's brilliant ability, and mine too actually, to con him over for 'some turkey'. apparently it turned out to be alot of turkey and a mountain of prawns. too full to move, we ended up slacking in my room watching the 10 commandments omg. chims. some weird chinese show on channel 8, and the american idol christmas special.


o yes. and eunice teo shuhui came over for a while too.


ermmmmmmm my nose is still itchy and i can't slp. boo hoo!

from my baby!

have yourself a merry little christmas now.

(:

-beams-

east coast park yesterday with gillian and shihan.

bladed for what seems like forever before sitting over at beach cabana for nice yummy food. the DJ was a tee weeny bit noisy but aside from that slight noise pollution clocking a duno-what-decibel, it was a nice dinner. even more fun disturbing weilong and christopher. HEH! poor boys. tskk.

word of advice: do not blade with gillian ang or chen shihan, for they leave u behind and leave you to blade alone. end result? young teenage ah beng comes talking to you. muscle man comes running by ur side. and cyclist makes small talk. okay la i shall be grateful.. at least i had some company hahahahhaa.

going over to holland v for a nice cosy christmas eve with my baby boy. HAa! i'm a happy girl eh.

merry christmas to mummy daddy kor kor dino eunice quincy ezdi celest damai ade nad gillian vivis shihan weishan pamela tan ed. elaine the mjdds people

and everyone else!

haa! muacks

monday: first day of work
tuesday: malaysia with the old folks
wednesday: stats in the morning/river valley rd with me boy
thursday: soci (maybe)/work
friday: ibm/ !!!BLANK!!!
saturday: econs/polar express with me boy
sunday: slack and sleep


oh yay. free on friday afternoon!
shall fill that in with creating starfish (maybe)

splendid planning done glory!
*gives myself a pat on the back*

hi quin nice to hear your voice today.

hi ezdi you sound so siannnnn.

hi celest. how's night safari without me. must be missing me right.

hi eunice. drown urself.

hi damai. where are u working at now..

hi gillian you've become my colleague now aren't u glad.. good days are coming ur way

hi vivis stop reading so much

hi pamela why u go missing already crying over sly's loss issit hahahahhaa

hi shihan you're a biatch u left me wondering around in bugis trying to find me way home hahaha

hi dino poor u always getting pushed away frm the comp by me. too bad la hahaha beg my dad to pay for my comp and such dreadful days will be gone

hi baby i miss u loads.

haha i'm a bum.
went to my workplace which is somewhere near bugis today and somehow i couldn't find the way back to bugis mrt station.
walked all the way down beach road
over to middle road
and ended up at suntec
where i stood in my favourite shop to stare at my precious moments glass dome(again).
ok i digressed.
breezed through suntec and city link
and FINALLY after half an hour of non-stop walking action,
i got to the MRT STATION heh.
wahhh. from a 5 minute walk to bugis mrt station to a half an hour walk. i'm a genius lar.


hahah fugggg.


i saw coach today!
still as fat and black as ever.


not creating starfish tomorrow coz mermaid can't swim tmr and elaine can't either. it's okay. i'm going malaysia with my parents.
ho ho ho.. more pirated DVDs to stock up in my room for lazy afternoons.

doc's ytd with the boy and my oh my, his pseudo flu + fever has morphed into real business. LOL. be careful of what you wish for.


tampines mall to sip lemonade and bite on hotdogs with weilin after the docs. heh! been ages since i last saw that girl. she's shifted to the east. far far away.. boo hoo.




down to the beach today with me boy to watch the girls at play. beach touch! engines all rusty but still looking very good on the field sand. haa the stupid ref sucks like fugg sticking his big ass in all the wrong places omg. i didn't know to laugh or cry. boooo.
was nice seeing u girls! muah! quin why never see you!


had my share of looking at sunny sunshine bronzed girls prancing around in the sand. haa. yum. i love. i need more of these kinda days larhhhh. food for my eyes can.


took a million photos with the boy. he's ZI LIAN. heh! but it's okay i'm self obsessed too.


aiyaa. i'm all alone at home on a satuday night cause somebody's steamboating away with his ex-crush. wah lau.
boy you better come back in one piece no perfume on u, no girl's hair on ur clothes and no lipstick marks ahahas.
i bite.


looking at the girls of miss world. they're STICK THIN. oh man. i need lipo. any sponsors?

heh. to keatwee's place today to bum around. laid on the couch for what seems like the longgggest time, watching JAY JAY JAY JAY mtvs. i miss those days spent at minyang's house watch JAY JAY JAY!!!! i think it's time to make a trip down to minyang's place.. to watch JAY!!! especially since he's got his new 50 inch TV. (fuggggggggggg)


going dwn to the doctor's tomorrow evening with me boy. he's gonna chao geng and get an MC so that he doesn't need to do guard duty on saturday! praying hard that he gets an MC.


anyone up for a dip in the pool? bubble bubble.

haa! me bro promised to help me fix a comp! costs a few hundred. and he says it's gonn be small and cute.. and pink! problem is, where will the money come from? pout. MUMMY! DADDY!!
pout. can i have a comp pls?

haa! I saw jay at heerens today!
i was SHOPPING WITH JAY. hahaha...


JAY! right under my nose! and i didn't have to pay a a single cent to look at JAY!
JAY! in a black cap, black plastic specs and a green tee!
JAY! with four bodyguards!!
JAY!!! WAS SHOPPING WITH ME!!!! hahahaha...





muahhahahha... everyone has seen jay at his concert. but few have seen jay shopping!! and in his unglam specs! hahahhahhahaa......
was so sad yesterday cause the entire world was watching jay's concert..
lo and behold! i saw jay today!!!!
it's ZHOU JIE LUN okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm high.
JAY!!! *Chants jay chow jay chow jay chow*


i think i'll be very lucky this week. anyone wants numbers for toto or 4D? sure strike!

swam today with eunice and elaine. oh yay yay. i love swimming.
bleah. i feel like a cat eating tuna out of a can. heh.
meow meow.

what is this! it's a bright and sunny sunday and i'm stuck at home. night safari meeting at 4pm but i'm giving it a miss. newayz, i'm gonna outta that place at the end of the month. heh.


town ytd with merly. heehee. town with her is always nice. nice and slowwwwwwwwwwwww. i like.
and then i got to see my pretty girl in town. MUAHAHAHA. oh yes oh yes. heh. cheap thrill. wheee!


and then that bloody ah pek had to come about to piss me off. and stupid merly had to laugh at meeeeeeee. roarrrr. bites ur tail away.
SORRY LA ah pek!
i know u're old and all
but pls use your brains to move to one side when i've already moveddd to let you go pass. you don't expect me to walk backwards do you, you stupid nuthead? there's something called grandfather's road..no such thing as grandfather's carpark ok!


the incredibles with weili and chongming. the incredibles is really incredible! heh. diminishing vocab. boo. as i was saying, the incredibles is really incredible!!!! set me laughing throughout e entire two hrs. ehe hee haa haa hee he haaaaaa.

chowing dwn seaweed while i surf the net. i remember those days where we bought small packets of seaweed for 10cents each. rip off la. so ex. then the mummy started going to carrefour to buy the huge pack of 100 lil packets of seaweed. heaven. hehehe.the joys of seaweed. yummmmmmmmmy

baby's birthday today!
happy 19th!


grow old wid u. muah!

I LOVE STRAIGHT HAIR!!!


hahaha.. i love straight hair i love straight hair i love straight hair!
ezdi's place was awesome. time wid the girlies and lots of goodies for me to munch on. yay.. and i love straight hair.


i nearly died sitting on the salon's chair while they ironed my hair, but all is worth. i love straight hair!


walk back with mermaid from bukit batok to jurong east. walks are good. heals the souly soul. and somehow long walks seem short when u're with ur loved ones. and i love straight hair!


okay. nights world. i love straight hair!

hee. Taxi's a nice show! fast cars, hot chicks and lots of action! zoom zoom..vrrrrroooooooom. i love speedy cars.


my guinea pigs have taken a liking for the toilet. haha. stupid animals.


i had a great time with you, rolling around, munching on foodies, playing with kid's games. have a great birthday baby.

in less than two hrs time, i've got to jump into my black pants and grey polo tee, slip on my shoes and scoot out of the house to the night safari.

horror of horros - no one i know is working tonight. omgosh. omgosh. i shall talk to myself. boo.

i've got the CDs i bought for worms running in my player. and so you see, at the end of the day, whatever i buy for him ends up with me. whatever he buys ends up with me. when i buy clothes i make myself happy. when he buys clothes, it's to wear when going out with me.

simply, what's his is mine what's mine's mine. everything done is done for me.

hahaha.. women rule the surface of this earth. (((: very sexist u may say. *Sticks tongue out*

i have a blogging extremity syndrome. either i blog alot alot alot or i blog very very little. booooooooo. feed me some medicine pls?

yay. i've got a chalet coming up on the 3rd of december with the sec2 people. i hope it wasn't just speculation otherwise i'd die of misery. i miss all of them girls and boys. heeeee.

call me silly. but i've already got xmas eve dinner plans! so fast right? hahaha.

i nearly died from sudden overwhelming mental input. four hours of ibm drilling into my head.. with me, painstakingly trying to resist temptations of the bed, the tv, the radio, and errrr basically everything in my room la.

contigency approach, path goal theory, systems theory, henry mintzberg, lewitt, one best way, handy's best fit. whoa. too much..just too much. *brain shuts down*

worm dropped by on sat night. bummed on the sofa watching Jersey Girl before invading my room. and while i glued my butt onto my chair ibm-ing, he was whacking people off the screen on the xbox.

rights. and now he's back in camp.

): today is his book in day doo dah doo dah.. today is his book in day doo dah doo dah dae...

things to perk up the coming week:-

*swimming on tuesday with mermaid and elainey

*parents coming back from korea (yay!) with possibly, my kangta, my kenzo by flower, my cup mash potatoes, my dustbin (double yays!)

*dinner on the 14th with the girlies. i can't wait!

i'm babysitting!

my brother's five-year-old brother in law (to be).

looking at him play with his lego bricks. kids can think up the most creative ideas. i'm fascinated just by watching him build. simple blocks to airplanes, space ships, cars, houses, barricades.

wow.

i want a kid too! hee. i want a little boy. maybe a twin sister. *grins*

sent my parents off to korea this morn.

boohoohoo. 8 days without them.

freedom! yeah!

but it spells boredom too ya.

friendster kindly ate up all my testimonials.
so now my entire profile has NO TESTIMONIALS.
boo hoo hoo.
no one wants to be my friend....
i'm a loser....
boo hooo hooooooo.....














hahaha. like i care.
pokes friendster. give me back what belongs to me! mine!!
maybe it's temporary.

i'm intrigued by her composure, faith and strength. never have i seen someone who so strongly believed in herself and her other half... who's always looking at the brighter side of things. her rationality, her passion, her patience, all blended into one. there's an air of peace floating around her.

i feel small (character wise) standing next to her. and she is but only two years older. time for reflections. boo.

and while all the babes meet up, i'm off to work by myself. lousy lousy. i wanna go too!!!!! but responsibilities beckon. pout. nevermind..... they spend money while i earn money. bleah. :p

swimming on sat with elainey and eunicey and gloryey. shall swim until our hands break legs break bodies break neck break bones break ok? oh yes. sounding good. i'm loving it. (((:

wormy wormy. can't wait for you to book out.

then it's just saturday u me jp tako balls ice cream movies bus rides and cuddles to sleep till sunday where i kiss u goodbye for another week. roarrrrr.

i *heart* u.

heaves huge sigh.

no wormy!!

i wish there was Smurfs on tv everyday. the little blue things with white feet and caps make my day.

i want lotsa chocs. brownies. cookies. ice cream. booo.

pouts.

for that few moments,
i went astray.
how tempting it was.


and then reality came to slap me across the face and i nearly died of guilt.
to think i actually entertained that thought.
no way will i let you jeopardise what i have.

argh. fatigue. period days make me tired. especially on the first day.

booooooo. thumbs down.

):

the boy fell today. pooooor thing! and he's coming over to get nursed.

love! the best medication.

muahahaha.

it was niceeee talking to quin ytd. yummy yummy yum. i miss that girl.

errrrrrrr. my limbs are not coordinating. i think i shall go and bathe and sleep somemore until he comes. wheeeeeeeeeee.

oh. errrrrrr. staying back in school on wednesday, anyone? i need help for matrices. ):

bawls...

simi cramer's rule la.. make my head cramp loh.

after further reconsideration,she's not "like shite loh". i shall pretend that i gave her a chance to redeem herself.

she's ah lian. so i don't know, and i cannot, appreciate her beauty.

perhaps only people of her league, her fellow ah-lian-ers, would think otherwise. afterall, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. nyahiahiahia.

//those eyes are cast on me now!

nani nani poo poo! =p

halloween is approaching. i want a halloween party! (highly not possible) i want lots of tricks and treats. erm maybe not. i'll just settle for the treats? yes? heeeee.


WARNING: the following contents will be heavily doused with icky-ness of worms and creepy crawlies.


in a week's time, my worm will be stuck in camp daily, like all other nsf. it's going to be a big big change to my daily routine:-
*no more instant replies to messages
*no more lazy afternoons rolling around in my room watching tv
*no more $6.50 movies
*no more talks til wee hrs of the night
*no more online chats
boohooohoooooo. pls shower me with more love and attention due to the (soon to be) sudden shortage of it.
on the brighter side:-
*my phonebill wouldn't go bust. my dad will be overjoyed.
*time for weekday flings!!!!! no???? hahahaha.


i have 6 more days to pack the survival kit for creepy crawlies.
so far the items in the list...photos, little card, CKcrave, hersheys kisses.
muahahaha.. i feel like i'm packing for a girl.
i duno what else. shall msg the current stagmont people to ask how life is like over thr. lalala.

spillover from yesterday,

it was the day when the old meet the new. the past meets the present. and being in the PRESENT situation, of coz the present dominate! muahhaahah.

thanks for being so understanding. or trying to understand although you don't quite understand.

shopping with daddy and mummy today. oh. and my brother's beloved dinosaur too ya. got a pair of white slippers (affinity with white slippers maybe. my third pair already!) and a top from dorothy perkins. there's very nice lingerie over at la senza!!! (momo..got fur ball ball nighties! haha)

bonggggg. bing bong.

hickory dickory dock.

(:

she really looks like shite loh. like shit like shit like shit. hair's like a mop. her smile is crooked, her hands like stick and the skin's so dull. her butt's got no perkiness. aiya crap. like shite. and u whined over her for 6 months. crazy. bitch lohhhh.


anyway that aside, i must say that going to town is theraputic. heals the mind and the soul baby! (((((((((((:


and nothing beats the triumphant feeling in my heart right now. can you hear it thump thump thump? after boogling over it for so many thousand million months, you finally see the person you hated so much.. whom you thought must've been so great. only to find out that she's like. so average.


current mood: AWESOME!!!


maybe sometimes in life, i really should stop thinking too much. grins.

indiana jones on channel i just now. action with a dice of humour. yayyy.
gone were the days where daddy brings home indiana jones video tapes from the rental store and the big daddy and big bro sit with the lil sis to watch tv. now i sit alone on my bed and watch tv. booooo.


argh. matrices! trying to figure it out. row one row two row three zero here one here zero below more zeros below. bah bah black sheep. come, sing with me. going seh i am. but i'll cope muahahaha.


one more day of work at the night safari this week and i'll be able to enjoy my long weekend. long awaited for okayyyy. grin grins.


bah bah black sheep. row one row two row one column two row two column one bah bah bahhhhh.


ermm okay hahahah.

woke up early this morning, bathed, changed, and pack my stuff. only to receive a phonecall telling me that there's no soci lecture this week! hahaha. when i finally decide to not read up myself and stop acting smart, THERE IS NO LECTURE. ahem. it is not meant to be. ahem ahem.

*grins*

night safariiiii!! i lurveeee. come people. join the night safari crew! be part of the family. you get to see cute tourists cute jap girls cute jap boys cute little babies and happy animals grazingggg and feasting and leaping around. if that's not enough, then OK LA! you get money! not happy issit.

lemme think. errrrrrrrrrr. okay that's all.

bye!

oh yay. i'm finally earning now! yay yay! 30 dollars earned tonight. i'm overjoyed. *GRINS* last two days were on the job trainings. i wanted to die.


no work on sunday! yipps! i can be a piggy. *Snoreeeeeeees* and then maybe the fever will go away.

):
i have a sore throat and a slight fever. boo. it always happens when i start with a new job. frowns.
the night safari job is sending me on emotional ups and downs. whilst working i get highhhhh but after that i come home and cry. frowns.


oh yay ezdi's going to feed me during raya. i can't wait!! slurps. raya pls come soon. i'm waiting for gorgeous malay food. oh ya then after that singapore's reservoir's water level will go to an all-time low. hahahahaaha


chongming becomes paddington bear today. pls call him paddington bear. thank you very much sir, thank you very much mdm. pls enjoy your tram ride day.

i think,
i'm tired.

training's ended. and work starts this coming thursday. sigh. it doesn't help when you don't actually want to work, and worse still when somebody's not supportive of you working. bites.


that aside, it's yayness round and round. tram rides, smelly animals, insect infested forests, PRETTY GIRLS, cute tourists and long bus rides to and fro the zoo and home. oh. i forgot the core attration. MONEY.


i woke up late to day. and so i missed the maths test which i've been so eagerly waiting for. ya larrr not like i know how to do but MATHS TEST okay.. it's been like cow long since i had a MATHS TEST okay!!


and blame waking up late on bad sleeping habits. i can't sleep. just can't sleep. everytime i close my eyes, i think about a hundred and one million things and i'll be tossing and turning for the whole night. fcuk shit.


maybe i need a doctor. fcuk. fcuk. fcuk. i really wonder how i've been going on such little slp for the past few weeks.


one more time. just one more time ya.. FCUK!!!!!!!!!
ok. that ends my bad mood.










These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you

wormyyyy!!





((((((((((((((((((((((((:




Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life

my language is deteoriating. from shit to shit. okay that doesn't make sense does it? let me elaborate.
say, from the solidified kinda shit to the watery kinda shit. from stomachache to lao sai. muahhhahahhaa.
GROSS LA! if you actually pictured that in your head, you're SICK!


been getting high on econs lectures. every econs lecture is a joy. it's like, art and craft lesson! and i can't believe i actually understand bloody econs. oh man. high on knowledge and graphical stimulation (like real graphs!!) muahaha.


i..... er.....
have alot of thoughts in my head but i can't put them into words.
so ya hihihi everyone i love everyone i miss everyone. and if i've not been talking to you it's not that i don't wanna talk to you. it's just that talking to people is so brain exhausting. i keep having to think of the words and sentences. honestly, it's tiring..for me at least. i don't really like to use my brain you see. so ya...........all of you love me right? don't want me to age and die so soon right???? hahaha.. so must be understand kayyyyyy.
so basically that summarizes everything in my head.


oh yay i start work at night safari soon! four to five training sessions and income will start rolling in. nahhh not income for spending ya. income to feed my bank account and collect interest. why am i working? i don't know. kill time i guess. too much time at hand makes me disorganised (oh yes the irony of life).

once again i love everyone!!!!!

to my dearest girlfriend whom i've been MIA-ing on (and needless to say vice versa la!),
all you need is loveME.
grins. grins.
and then everything will be alright.
*sings* everything's gonna be alright..everything's gonna be alright..
in the meantime,
sing to yourself "i will survive.. i will surviveeee"
muacks.
i still love you okay.

was down at holland v with my parents today and guess who i saw? the singapore idol finalists. don't ask me what they were doing there ya.
anyways. maia is cute. BUT VERY SHORT LAR!
and slyvester is, but of coz, cute cute cute!!!
jerry ong is like shit. i think sucky is his middle name.
how can my david yeo be out and him be in! BITES.
the rest, err didn't notice.
but the bunch of them didn't appeal lar. they looked more like a buncha lians and bengs hanging out together outside pet symphony, waiting for a beng brother or a lian sista to drive up in a nice car.


holland v cold storage has a PRETTY BOY working at the raw beef section! muahahhaa. his name is DESMOND WONG and his smile is like *SHINGGGGGGGG!!!!!* muahahahhaas.
i shall go holland v cold storage more often. SO CUTE. so so so so so cute.


errrrrrrrrr. i'm getting new furniture for my room. and a new coat of paint too.


Hmmmmmmmmm.
baby is sick. boo hoo hoo. i hope he gets well soon!
a one-hour trip just to deliver a box of lozenges and a hug is worth it... as long as it brings a smile to your face and make you feel a little better for that moment.

muaheeheehee.

the NEWSFLASH was scary ya. babes, next time pls state minor or serious. if not i'll just die in anxiety. lol.


gimson! where art thou? i need your advice my fellow levi's jeans looker!
appear!

there's something about jigsaws and people around me these days.

damai's blog entry with the pretty precious moments.
momo and her supposed jigsaw for danny (which has been traded in for biotherm men, or has it not?)
and wormy gng to buy a box of piecces for me to fix so that i'll stop thinking about unnecessary stuff which causes me to bawl. haa. i'll need more than a million pieces cause i'm just far too free.
talking about too free, maybe i do need a job.
see,
one week - school hours - working hours
= (24 hrs x 7) - (12 hrs) - n working hrs


and with working, you get money, so, new equation being,
one week - school hours - working hours - shopping hours
= (24 hrs x 7) - (12 hrs) - n working hours - countless shopping hrs




THEREFORE, i need a job.
alternatively i could settle with a few-million piece jigsaw. haahaahaa.
okay fine. not funny.
GRrrr. bites.

insecurities drive you to do things which you shouldn't be doing. to pry into other's people's private business. in your curiousity you killed yourself. you died. but you couldn't let others know of the cause of your death.

aie aie. horrible death it was. i was revived by your sweet utterings. i'll never do it again. i never told you what killed me, and you'll never find out. but aie. i'll say it one more time. i'll never do it again.

oh no.. oh no.. *shakes head*

it's all about trust. and i trust you.

a hug for u and a hug for me.
little paw paw loves big paw paw.

a dip in a person's self confidence can zap her cheery mood away. and guess who's at the receiving end of my pms? heh. the frequency of these mood eruptions is getting out of hand. calls for a need for Control and moderation. gonna be hard for meeeeeeeeee who always does things on impulse but ey, i'll try.


down to taka yesterday with celest and mermaid. dead drop gorgeous figures those models have. long slender bodies and never-ending legs. soft bouncy hair. and did i mention flawless skin? those girls must've been at least 1.8m tall la! haahaaa. having my mind worrying about the quarrel i just had with wormy didn't stop me from oogling over those models. MUahahahaha. slurps. SLURPS SLUrrrrrrrrrps.


anywayssss.
yipppeee. i'm going to have the sunday all to myself.
JUST ME AND MY TV.
the tv rawks lar. rawks more than anything.


dude's comin back frm taiwan training in, lemme count, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 days time! yippeeee!!!!! then can sms sms sms. hip hip hooray!

anyone wants to go hongkong from 11th to 13th nov?
will be staying at stanford hotel.
msg meeeeeeeeeee!

HAIYA! i fell down the stairs again.
the same way as the last time. i am becoming a pro at it.
i know you all wanna laugh right?
lai lai lai... start laughing lar!
hmphhhhhhhhh.
//stomps away

red and yellow and,
pink and green,
purple and orange and blue.
i can see a rainbow,
see a rainbow,
see a rainbow too.


reminds me of eunice's little clara. she was singing over at claudia's place the other time.


the song makes people happy, no? so much hope in life.










i shall keep your <3 in my pocket. (:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm stuck at home on a sunday evening because i'm still waiting for dear mr. wormy to crawl out of the lan shop in bukit timah (or jurong west. i duno which one).
i'll be his mummy for the day and bring him to the doctor's. haha. wth. i don't even accompany my parents/brother to the doctor's. no, wait. they never ever ask me to accompany them.. that's why! i'm not mean eyyyyy.. it's just that nobody asked me ma.
ai-eye-eye-eye-eye! some people like to get MCs for the sake of cheating on his beloved green uniform. tsk tsk.


my mum just invested on biotherm facial products for my face. haahaa. let's hope it works. *prays hard* $200+++ buckeroos. if it doesn't work then i think it's destined. i am cursed with an ugly face full of blemishes, bumps and imperfections. haahaahaaahaa.


oh yay. my dad's going to buy me perfume. KENZO BY FLOWER! my loveeeeee. muahahhas...
i saw a nice Sovil Titus watch that goes for $399.00. maybe i could go and hint hint to my daddy for my birthday four months (minus one day) later. it's a pretty rectangular face with diamonds at the two sides of the frame. SO PRETTY. slurps.

oh! i forgot to mention! i watched LIU SING HUAH YUAN for the first time yesterday! dow ming shi is CUTE lar! hahaha.. but takizawa is still cuter. nani nani poo poo!
haiyaaaa... now i feel like watching liu sing huah yuan.
and whose fault is it??? *glares at eunice mermaid and elaine*
heeheeheee.
anyone got the VCDs???????
-batters eyelids-

ahhh. econs today. graphs and more graphs. LRC SRC LRAC SRAC LRMC SRMC. cut here cut there, minimum point of AC. *phew* i never knew there was so much to the graphs. hahaha. no more "anyhow whack" days ey. ting mun kong. i hate his attitude but i must admit he's quite good at his work. poooots.


GRAND PRIX in shanghai! ho ho. maybe shuhui is watching F1 racing LIVE! darn. fly me to the moon Shanghai. vroooooom....vrrrrrrrOooooommmmmmm. oh man. mega racing cars going at top speed. absolutely thrilling!
can't wait to see one of em crash...the metal body dented and one second later, whooosh! up in flames...fire rushing sky high. and there goes. gone. leaving a trail of smoke.
OKAY LARHHHHHH! maybe got debris on the ground.
hmph.


anyone caught The Land Before Time? always like the dinosaurs. Ducky, Cera, Spike, Petrie, Little Foot.
awwwwwwwwww.


swam yesterday with the dumb cow. and yes i hate to say this but i miss her dearly too. now now, don't you let your mooooo head swell.
and it always is good to have a daddy who does anything for you. including waking up from his well-deserved nap after clearing the entire house, just to fetch you from the pool.
HO HO HO. *twirls around*


thought for the day: i need more clothes, shopping, and money! oh. and wormy days too. GRIN.

oh my new air con comes tomorrow! been dying without air con. yeah.. my nose gets stuffy and i can't breathe through my nose when the air con is turned on, and i cover blanket and wear jackets and socks and so what's the use of turning on the air con right?????
but I LIKE AIR CON CANNOT ISSIT!
anyway as i was saying, my new air con comes tomorrow. been melting without it larrr and


i should really get my lazy butt down to bbdc to Apply for my PDL before i lose my test result slip hahaha... lost it once, found it, not gonna lose it again! or maybe i just might. with all the clitter clatter clutter all over my table.. god knows what's there. things that are supposed to be there are not there things which are not supposed to be there are there.


anyways, Out OF POINT. this entry is about AIRCON ok.
errrrr. ok.
THE END OF AIR CON ENTRY.

sigh. i think my pencil:-
1. doesn't like me to do maths
or
2. doesn't like me


it keeps running away from me. dropped onto the floor twice already. it had rather fall so many many centimetres and suffer the pain than to sit on my hand.
WHY!
the world is so unfair. non-living things make their stand. HOW CAN!!!!!! tell me! how can!!!!!!!!!!

"Life will be sweeter if all students were faithful to their timetable. Thank you for your cooperation."
haha. i got this in the sim mail. the management's lame. really.
actually,
life will be sweeter if they give us sweets during lecture!
okayy not funny.
sulk.

sat through lessons from 1pm to 6pm. i swear my butt cheeks just got flatter. pancakes anyone?
heh. crashed today's econs lecture cus i missed last saturday's one. momo came along and boy were we embarrassed.
10 minutes late and sitting directly under the nose of that eeeky ting mun kong.
hoho.. twirls the hair..
one good thing though.. i got to sit next to my Nice Hair! ahhhh.. the pleasures of life. *head bounces*


long school hours are good.
glory gets tired,
gets pms-sy,
gets very short-tempered,
and gets to test the patience of mr rolly polly!
ahahahahaha...
*Shakes head*


anyways soci tutorial undone. all the questions look weird... maybe it's because i'm tired. *shrugs shoulders*
boo hoo hoo..


aiya i'm hungry.
i'm hungry all day. WHY?
)))))))):

burp. just had my dinner of fishballs! boing boing boing.
my SIM membership card came in the mail today. it's a pretty orange card! oh yay. an extra card to slide into my wallet to make it fat fat. haha.


celest momo elaine and i nearly died of embarrassment in the SIM canteen today. -shakes head- itchy hand elaine went to dig a bag which she apparently thought was her friend's bag. you might've guessed, as it turned out, it wasn't her friend's bag. roar. wanted to dig a hole in a floor to hide my face.


pooots. i feel the fishballs bouncing around in my tum tum. hahaha.

that is me! because a happy child is a pretty child.

issues.
don't we all hate the word? gives us headaches, heartaches, eye sores, throats run dry, brains go dead. errrrrr. ya u get the idea.
anyway it just scares me when the word ISSUES is raised. like. okayyyyy.. so here we have it, the "issue" and what are we going to do about it? boo hoo hoo.


alright. i need to cough out 29 bucks to buy my skirt.
another 8 bucks to buy my slippers.
DAddyyyyyy won't you help me pls? flashes smile.
ho ho ho.

hehe. i have a test in an hour's time and what am i doing?

blogging.

and surfing around in friendster.

and i spent the previous night yakking away.

and the previous afternoon sending short text msgs and napping.

O_o???

haha.

actually i'm very excited. can't wait for the test.

SO FUN! got test you knowwww?

and there's MCQ too! tell me, how long have you not had an MCQ test? since sec2 probably.

hehehe... so fun so fun!

sigh. must remember to do my maths assignment when i get home after lecture today. i left it half done the other time and now i can't find it anywhere?

Zzz. i swear some angle or spot in my room is affliated to the bermuda triangle. hmph. wait till i find out which spot. it will DIE!! you here me? DIE!!!!

i don't like to be alone at night

and i don't like to hear i'm wrong when i'm right

and i don't like to have the rain on my shoes

but i do love you

i don't like to see the sky painted grey

and i don't like when nothing's going my way

and i don't like to be the one with the blues

but i do love you

i don't like to turn the radio on

just to find i missed my favourite song

i don't like to be the last to know the news

but i do love you

hmm. lemme think.
there's a little bit of good and a lil bit of bad in everyone. a little bit of grey on the white screen sheet. a little stain on a white blouse. a little dogged-ear piece of paper. a little crease on an ironed blouse.
my point?
without all these little black spots grey blots defacts damages quarrels whatsoever, LIFE WOULD BE BORING WAD!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeee. don't u all agree?

comeeee! people!! quarrel with me! fight with me! flash your cat claws forks spoons and knives. heehee!

aiya i'm just bored at home. WHERE is my bro! WHERE IS MY BRO! yo yo yo. no one to snatch comp with me. no one to take away the tv controller and turn down the tv volume no one to eat up all my food no one for me to call FEI FEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!





tee hee hee hee. i STOLE your picture from your folder. eeeyer so cute! FEI FEI!!!!!!!! don't you just love me kor kor? hahahahahhaa.

yo wassup wassup ehehehehehehe.
where is the loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
answer?
stuck in camp.
in a tiny little rover.
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


soci test tomorrow. OH Gawd. die! ahahahs.
shall study tonight.


my mouth smells of onions. yummy! i like those purple onions. not those big huge whitish onions.
yoyoyo. shall not brush my teeth haa haa haa. SMELL MY BAD BREATH.
scare u away! haahaha..


getting cranky. yo!

i ate JI DAN today!
i ate EGG today! hohho..
eggy eggy.. pls drop down to 10cents again.
don't gua chi lai mai!


gng out wid the four of them was relatively fun heheh. they are CRAZY. they walked from bugis junction, to bugis village, took a train to PS, then walked to heeren, followed by far east. tsk tsk. i think my feet's gone flat with all the walking.


something happened which caused me to bawl at night. but the wailing stopped really abrutly. hmmm. i'm getting good at this. i'm not going to let anyone make me sad. *sticks tongue out* back to normal ol' self again! nothing will make me crumble. i'm not a biscuit.


off to bathe, then to JP to see the apple of my eye.
apples drop from trees! sit under apple trees k.
muahhaha


paging for celest. *Waves*
arms wide open.
huggggggggggggggggs.
(((((:

nasty thoughts in my head.

i want to stomp on people and put my feet in their face. squish squash from side to side until their noses are indented into their faces! i want to kick their calves until they've got bruises and bleeding cuts. i want to slash pen knives at their arms and carve my name on it. i want to stuff a muddy shoe into their mouths and push it all the way in until they choke and hopefully suffocate. i want to plunge my fist into a glass screen and watch it shatter into a million tiny pieces. no it doesn't matter if my bones crack or my knuckles bleed.

violent tendencies. aie. i feel it just beneath my skin.

i don't know why i'm so frustrated. gritted teeth and clamped fists.

no one aggravated me!

and i more or less mean what i say.

i must be mad.

due to my dearest weishan's instigation, i'm now blogging EXCESSIVLY. heehee. ROARR!!


going down to bugis to meet my sec school pals. keatwee, jiawen, xinying, huiyee. haven't seen them girls for ages. hehehehe... shakes head.. they're so different from me.... but i guess it all balances out ya.
i miss them... in a way or two. *ponders*


waiting for doris to have her school hols two weeks later. bumping into her at funan yesterday made me realise that i really need to do some catching up with that girl. i remember those mos burger days... doris and her large ice tea with 6 caps of milk. ho ho ho. the funny things we doooo.


hmmmmmm...
basically it's time to meet up with all my fellow san-ba-ers.
san ba alert! let's get down to do some serious business! hardcore san ba-ing!!! ahahahs..

first things first, sammy chow, stop msging me.
what do u mean by "why can't we go out and not let him know"?
it's ridiculous. you're in your own world.
get some sense back into your head...


accompanied worms to funan to collect his xbox and along the way we caught The Terminal. hmmm. touching moovee it is ay. rode along home on a bumpy windy bus 61 ride...








somehow your hand found mine today.
((:

i never knew he could be so possessive.

crawled out of bed early this morning to send shuhui off to Panda bear land. hugs and more hugs at the airport... a heap load of fries and hashbrown patties and onion rings as well. parting is so sad. ): a bunchful of teary girls we had thr.




then off to East Coast Park in damai's blue car. life is so much better with a car, and a good driver of coz! *winks* ahahahs.. rolled about on the mat for goodness knows how long..talks about insecurities and what nots. heh. is it just girls? i don't knowwww..
oh yes! and zoomed around on the bicycles for abits. FUN! wheeeeeeee....






yesterday:
went to catch harold and kumar. the show receives 4 cookie points! i was laughing through the entire show. no show can get any lamer than that!
muahahah
haha
hahahaha!
HAAHAHAHAHAah!
hohohohoo...


life only gets better.
when you've got your ups, you're happy.
when you're in the pits, things can't go any lower. it'll only go up again!
huggggggs quin huggggs momo huggs ezdi huggggs myself. ahahha.

in my gan-chiong-ness to meet my lazy bum,
i toppled down the stairs. -shakes head- i'm half paralysed. blue blacks all over the place makes a very pouty glory. ))):

and i have a swelling toe.

WAILS.

lazy bum i love u.

errrrrr. i'm so tired.
more than happy to see all of you today! muah muah muah!!!
thanks damai for the ride home!! hope u've still got energy left for your camp.
errrrrr. okay i'm tired. byeee.

Edwin McCain - These Are The Moments Lyrics

Lying here with you,
Listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see,
The smile upon your face.
And these are the moments,
I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments,
I'll remember all my life.
I've found all I've Waited for,
And I could not ask for more.


Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need.
Everything you are,
Is everything to me.



And these are the moments,
I know heaven must exist.
And these are the moments,
I know all I need is this,
I have all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could ask for more than this time with you.
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I've had's come true.
Right here in this moment,
Is right where that I meant to be.
Here with you, here with me.

I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
Cause it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.
More.
Uh huh uh.
And I could not ask for more






//confused no more. ilu! muah.

momo, if damai was thr, she'd have clawed at darryl's face. muahahaha.

cldn't club properly with my mind on you the whole time. wails. zouk was fun though, despite that idiot jab jab jabbing into my hip. roar! i hope your elbow disintergrates!


ade, take care. be stronggggg. hug huggeroos.


poooooots. don't confuse me. ):


shall read my hicksian and slutsky laters.

a whole afternoon of you to myself.
i couldn't be happier. (((((((:
muah!


ytd was spent being lost in singapore...
in a blue blue car, with the pitter patter of raindrops on the windscreen.
loved every moment of it.
(:

i'm stoning.
before i logged in to blogger, i had alot of things to say.
but suddenly everything has slipped my mind.
-shakes head-
shall go chew on my cereal then...
empty stomachs affect the brain.

everybody, put your hands together for eunice teo shu hui. she's the only one who went for maths consultation. yes only one. and she went there even though she was alone! the powers of danny. -shakes head-
haha




sigh sigh. ade's op..hope it's alright.. hope it doesn't hurt too much.. poor girl..
*shakes head*

i miss mr. cheezeball.
*sniffles*

haha. this is madness or madness. actually there isn't much of a choice. heee. i had fun today talking to anna and passing messages to each other using strings lowered down from my window. muahahhas..
who's anna? she's the girl who lives two storeys under me. hahaha... the stuffsshe draws is damn cute larrr and i'm going to just use my magnet and keep it stuck to my board. LOL.
hey babe maybe we should just buy loud hailers then we can shout to each other instead of sms-ing and phoning. hee. then the police will come tracking us down.

i think i'm losing it again.

letting my priorities go fuzzy wuzzy.

becoming ultra sensitive and excessively emotional.

need to get back on track. need to get back on track! need to get back on trackkkk!!!!

coffee today with the brudders. it was nice seeing them again. but it was frustrating cause they kept speaking in languages i didn't understand. grrrrrrr.


waiting for my train to come,
then waiting for your train to come,
then waiting for my train to come,
then me insisting that we should wait for your train to come,
then you saying that it's late and you should wait for my train to come...
if you didn't finally give in and let me see you off, god knows, maybe we'd still be at the mrt station waiting for trains.


hmmm. someone has an ulcer on the lip. shall go buy bonjela to aid that ulcer.

i miss these people...


the days in school,
panic-king over JJL



passing foolscap and scribbling nonsense during econs lecture



watching these three dai dee queens



drinking kiwi strawberry snapple in cafe,



disturbing the school cat torchlight,



playing with my hair



and looking at my pretty girl during chinese lesson...





i really miss....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......


now now.. don't u feel old... :D

Zzz.

i'm like damn bored lar!

none of the babes are online..but i guess it's been the case since school started for everyone. and he's reformatting his comp. wah laus. he treats his comp like a baobei. boooooo. i shall just go read my soci or do some log.

log thisthat = log this + log that. hoho.. i know my maths okay!

or maybe i can watch susilo's repeat telecast against germany..the poor joppien..

maths lecture tomorrow morning!

sigh sigh. poor china guys. they screwed up their 3m springboard synchronised dive. sob sob.. they were on their way to achieving their gold medal! so near yet so far...just that one split second and they lost it. boo hoo.


this olympic games is full of wonders and surprises. hehe. GREECE - gold medalists for synchronised diving... where's russia and china?
and SUSILO... wow... hohoho... let's all chant.. SU SI LO! SOOO SEEEE LOL!


aie aie. i am very fascinated.






//curses ian thorpe.
i will win you tonight!!
growls.

i'm home before you! i'm home before you! lol.
i'm already sitting at home typing and you're still on the train approaching jurong. :P
nani nani poo poo!






ilu.muah!

it's been a long time since i stubbornly refused to go home just to have you by my side for a longer while.
where we stood hugging while waiting for my bus to come,
where we kept saying "one more bus okay...?"


when u're here with me, nothing else matters.






-hugs u.

some people do not understand that it isn't their incessant rantings that irritate me. i mean like, hey i'm cool with you ranting and raving online. afterall, it is your blog. if i don't like it, i can skip it.


it isn't what you write that makes me puke. it is your attitude towards other people's ranting that i don't like. when others release their anger/emotions/sadness/confusion online, all you do is mock at them or say they're irritating, or pass some really critical and sarcastic remark.


as a friend i don't mind reading whatever you write. rant, rave. i'll be all ears.


but thinking of the attitude you gave me when i was in your current situation makes me wanna puke. do unto others what you want others to do unto you baby.


whatever. go ponder.


i don't think i'm wrong.
i don't think i'm wrong in any way.
why should i say i'm sorry when it's not my fault that things have turned out this way?
sad? heh. i know i'm sad man. but i can't just keep feeding on sadness. sadness just leads to more sadness.


a smile erases all troubles.
believe that.

tsk. sam really knows how to make me feel guilty for not cancelling everything on my schdeule to go out with him. poooooot. my oh my. hope he's alright.
guilty as i am, school rocks man and i'm not going to skip classes for anything or anyone! i just hope he doesn't drink until he falls over into singapore river wahahahaha.
priorities. hoho. i'm so proud of myself. :D


a friend of mine shifted out to live on her own. she's working at the airport check-in terminals. she stopped schooling too cause she doesn't have money to pay for uni fees. hmmm. things like this make me stop to ponder on how fortunate i am. spoon-fed. and wow. i applaud her for her independance.


oh yay. wormy comes out tmr! la la la.

thank God, for you.
((:

hohoho merry christmas. :D
oh where oh where can my baby be?
the camp took him away from me
he's gone to camp so i've got to be good
so i can see my baby when heeeeee books out.
haha. christmas wishlist is really going to be long. so must start planning early ya? if the entire list can't be fulfilled, it can always spill over to one month later. LOL.
aiya. fickle me. i changed my mind.
christmas wishlist? only one item.
*precious moments musical glass dome
wah. so prettyyyyyy.


mua ha ha ha. my language is going all sey.
hellooooo everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all those in school better go for your lessons.
all those not in school, better study for ur As.
all those sleeping at home, better get ur ass workin and find a job.
all those in NS, be guai so tt you won't have confinement.
and children, EAT YOUR VEGETABLES! (looks specifically at momo.)

hmmm.
i wonder who will be next after lee hsien loong.
i wonder who will be leading us when we become adults.
i wonder if our country will screw up in our time.
i wonder if our generation would bring the country to it's fall?


heh. so weird. got emo watching ndp.
lee kwan yew and goh chok tong. two very great people who have devoted their entire lives to the nation. and then there's lee hsien loong this thursday. will he lead us to greater heights?


lee kwan yew's so old. his hair's all white with age.
i fear his death. i don't want to see him die. but age is catching up..it's clearly evident...


haiyoh. this is weird. i'm thinking too much.
*shakes head*

heheheheh. i met gimson at westmall yesterday!!!!! wheeheeeheeeheehaaa. mans. i miss gimson.


damai's one year older! hoho. growing OLD. but that's okayyyy we'll all grow old together won't weeeeeeeeee wahahaha. muah! hope you had fun!


haiya. feeling quite off form. poooot. shan't think shan't think. bad for my mental health.


lalallallalallalalaa. g i m s o n ! ! !
G i m s o n !


ahahaha. i sound retarded todayyyyyyyyyyyyy......................... lalala

the girlfriend has happily taken flight to the unknowns, not answering my phonecalls or replying to my sms. baby don't you want your 60 dollars back? doubt u'd be reading this anyway.
euargh. come back lar oiiiii. or at least let me return you your 60 dollars first before you abandon me for another few hundred donkey days CANNNNNnnnnnnnnn??????? i don't like to keep money which isn't mine.
honestly i miss u larrrrrrrr. alrighty you slipped my mind abits but but but. aiya. ANSWER MY PHONECALLS! pahleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I

MISS

QUIN

TOO!

sigh. school later today. in approximately 11 hours time, my first day of school in SIM will begin. the thought of it freaks me out. sighhhh. can i bring my guinea pigs for lecture?? squeaaaaak.

Bubbles.





Pinky with her head sticking out of the window.

feelin a little scared, a little blue, a little unprepared.
:(

my phone took flight yesterday. it flew a couple of metres into the air and made it's way back down to the ground, onto the flat pebbles moulded into the ground. possibly attracted to the likeness in color..silver and grey.. yes no?


the phone remained un-harmed but it's flight attracted alot of unwanted attention from a big group of very noisy boys who happened to be playing on the other side of the beach. growl.


yesterday's tanning session was considerably good, except for the mild disruption.  






i realise that i haven't been uploading photos for a really long time. long enough to have photobucket.com change their layout completely, and me not knowing about it until today. i daresay the new layout gives it a more professional overview.


cm decided to take half day today and so we caught i, robot. will smith's body looked damn good. slurps. hmmm. seems like i've been watching alot of movies lately. hee. i can't wait to watch connie and carla and the chinese movie with zhang ziyi.


yawns. i'm all alone at home on a weekday night. i don't quite like the idea of that.
:(((
mummy daddy quick come home!

i feel nine. sob.

my bank account is missing money.
missing as in money has disappeared,
not missing as in i miss you you miss me missing.
has money merged into money and become less money?
this cannot be.
-sniffs-
i want my money!
money baby where are you?
-sniffs-

 

i have yet to negotiate my allowance with my parents. apparently they don't seem to want to give me ANY allowance at all and when i talked about allowance, my mum said "$20?".
like WAH THANKS AR. and so my brother gets $50 a week for SITTING AT HOME AND DOING NOTHING BUT CLEARING THE FRIDGE and i get $20 for going to school. marvellous. how biased can you get mummy? sulks. i demand to get the SAME amount my brother gets.


i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i dont' care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care!!! 


on a lighter note, hehe, i got a nice pinky roxy pouch, a pretty roxy wallet, a straw mat for hardcore tanning, and a naval ring ball screw with a blue diamond. so right now my belly bling blings more hahahha.


darryl from the tattoo shop has been condemned. no, correction. the whole tattoo/piercing shop has been condemned. and we shall all boycott that shop okay? because damai's naval ring PLOPPED out while she was bathing and WHOSE FAULT IS IT but cute boy darryl? haha. anyway the other peircing tattoo shop has better service and THEY HAVE NETS THERE. hoho. ((((:

i've been locked out (rather, kept out) of my room because a bloody humongous grasshopper (my bro claims it's a praying mantis) decided to invade my room and plant itself right splat above my sofa.

we all know how much glory fears insects, with the exception of ants. remember the glory-cries-at-sight-of-creepy-cockroach incident? hurr hurr. how awfully, awfully frightful. 

that being the case,

i am not going to go back into that room of mine until mr. grasshopper decides to take flight and go to places where the grass is greener. literally.

dearest mr. grasshopper,

could you please tell me which part of my room looks like a yummy green field with lots of luscious green grass for you to feed on?

SULKS.

what do you do when you've got nothing to do?

you sit on your chair, wear your pretty bubble slippers and go piak-piak-piak,

then you go to everyone in the family

and say "i'm burnnnnnnntttt.... :("

afterwhich. u bug ur brother and his gf with

" THERE IS NO FOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD"

and proceed to chomp up all their chicken wing tips.

HAAHAAH heeeheee

i hate outfields.

i foresee this irritating attention seeking behaviour to go on for the next three nights.

would you come back soon? coz i miss you so.

the first half of today was spent in the sun, tanning, walking around, drinking one dollar and sixty two cents water, chasing fish, moulding mermaid boobs and tail, and playing volleyball. still regret going into the water though...am now suffering the consequences of not heeding cute boy's instructions. grrr. oh then met the rest in town. like wahhh...on a sunday!?!! so crowded loh.

part two wasn't spectacular. but.

let's not let the bitchiness be unleashed here.

lalalla.

PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAKKKKKKK.

bubble slipper piak piak piak piak. wheee.

 

mosquitoes seem to like to thrive under my computer table.
and thanks to them i'm itching all over but i can't scratch.
this feels awfully like some endurance camp event, refraining from scratching and psycho-ing myself to think that it doesn't itch.
wow.
lessons learnt from under the table.


i have one week to re-schdeule my body clockwork.
as of now, i'm sleeping at 6am, and waking up at 12pm.
first day of school is on 3rd august. and if i don't remember wrongly, it's from 1pm to 4pm. (momo celest, are the two of you having socio lect/tut at the same time too?)

there's a rumble in my tummy.
i would like a mrs. fields brownie
or some dark chocolate from mark & spencers.
yum.
((:

going to watch spiderman2!
again!
toiletbowlhugger is paying!


kirsten dunst!!!!!


//spiderman...spiderman.. spiderman.. spiderman.. 

got it pierced today.
hee. moment of impulse.
okay. not exactly.
been planning to do it but i didn't expect myself to do it today.
more painful than i thought it to be
but still alright.
but i did keep quiet for a while to focus on the pain.
there was a nagging numbness all the way though.. even till now.
momo said i looked calm.. oo! superwoman! haha.


ouch factor: 7/10?
yeah. somewhere there.


that guy forgot to collect the payment from me.
he got THAT LOOK from the indian guy when i said i hadn't paid up. heheh.




to damai: that cute guy's name is DARRYL.

i've got this queer feeling in my right ear.
it's like air bubbles continually bursting inside.
fuck it's irritating.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
has anyone experienced it before?? solutions of how to get rid of it? pls?

went down to RELC today to submit the UOL application with the longlegscelestinakoh.
dragged her to SHOP after that.
heheheh.. from espirit to zara to wisma to taka..
shop after shop after shop and a few rounds in the various shops.
you should've seen her face marns. it spelt EXASPERATION.
thanks babe.
lurrveee ya loads. muahhh! ((:


evidence of celestinaGOONDOOkoh's ultimate crapness.
these two super sweet jap ladies came to ask for directions,


them: "may we know where is the duty free shop??"
(celest hears it as: "may we know where is the BEAUTIFULLY SHOP??")


hoho. you can't deny. she is the queen of crap.


o yay. chongming has been exiled to hug the toilet bowl to sleep.
may you and the toilet bowl find love!
-grins-

i went to sleep at the earliest time of 12am,

immediately after CSI.

only to find myself awakening at 1.40am, unable to carry on sleeping.

(which is NOW lar)

CSI was damn gross.

this guy got shot in the mouth.

the bullet went right through, chipping off his front tooth,

slicing his tongue into half, (like some rift valley marns)

right to the throat.

thank god it didn't come out from the neck.

and blood was gorging out from his mouth.

gross i tell ya.

CSI never fails to amaze me.

the way the figure things out, spectacular isn't it?

eunice! the OCEAN cd is damn nice.

although i can't quite catch the words lar.

ok i lied. not can't quite. i can't catch the words.

heheh.

oh..! oh! i caught the part "...long island ice tea..." though

oh. pang mingyang called me to talk! HAAHAAHAA.

like cow funny can.

and he talked ALOT. even more than i did.

but i hung up to watch amazing race la.

the tv rawks.

haahaahaaa.

i want to join the amazing race!

did u see the amount of chocs they had to chew through to find the clue?

it's 12 000 chocolates there marns.

-slurps-

i want chocs!

come, chant with me.

- i want chocs! i want chocs! i want chocs!-

hehehhhhehehehe.

i still want an ipod. *sniffs*

got my cds!
jet, starsailor, and the chinese cd..ocean or something (which i duno what it's called. i only know it sounds gooooood. euniceeeeeeee!! you know don't you????)
yay.

i see this blog as an outlet to vent my frustrations at this current point of time.


why is it that you are not even anxious to make your fee payment and send in your application??
do not tell me that your part time job as a sales girl at topshop is more important than your future.
do not tell me "glory, i'm working. i don't have alot of free time."
do not tell me that your fucking low pay of $4 an hour is SO IMPORTANT that u can't even take a half day off to settle everything first.


saying that your certificates are not with you, and that your friend has no time to pass it to you is ultimate bullshit. long long ago u knew you needed it but you refused to get it back from her as soon as possible. it's all excuses. and as sure as hell you know you're giving yourself excuses.
right. AND EVEN IF THAT IS REALLY THE CASE, 
you always have to alternative of getting another certificate printed out at MOE customer's service centre. sure you have to pay for the cert, but how much do you have to pay? answer: very little. why do you have to be at the mercy of your friend??? 


chances are you will never get to read this entry. you might, but you might not.
but,
go ponder.
 

HAI YAR!
i am so bored but i'll still have to drag my lazy lil big ass to jurong point to find a pretty lovely dainty yummy cake for the birthday dinosaur. she's 18 this year okay. sweet 18 must be accompanied by a SWEET cake as well.


am i not a wonderful sister-in-law (to be) ??
((((((((((:


*prances around the room*




shall pop by the library to get some books.
 
 

i can't seem to grasp the source of my current state of confusion. it is clear that going on thinking will not lead to any solution, but i can't drop it.


blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah.


third day into my samsung x430 and i'm still pretty much in love with it. i wonder how long more it will captivate me, the one who can never stay committed for long. heheh.


people on my msn list should wake up early (the girls),  AWOL from NS (the guys), and quit school (the poly people, jc people, etc.). only then will my morning be more lively. i am dying online with no source of entertainment because celest damai ezdi eunice quincy shihan weishan vivis gillian DO NOT BLOG ENOUGH.


then again, i could choose to stop complaining and just sleep in late.


things to do today
*pay school fees at SIM
*submit application at RELC (???)
*holland V to get guinea pig food
*BBDC to apply for basic theory
*westmall to change sim card
*jp to get a cake for the birthday dinosaur


hohoho. what has become of my blog...a to do list???


this changing font color thing is getting very addictive. heeheeheee.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HEHEHheEHHEhehehehehEHehehHEHehehEHEhehhee.
my life is so boring now, it isn't even worth mentioning..
coz everything is so mundane!!!
wake up, bathe, brush teeth, feed guinea pig, watch vcd, sleep, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep.
and then the cycle repeats all over and over again.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
no wait, i watched brotherhood today.
THAT'S ALL FOLKS.
-waves-
((:

was deleting the calender notes in my old 6610 before passing it to my dad. looking at the notes, i cldn't help thinking back.
backplaying through the rain ringtone throughout the night.
memories.
the ouch.
hmm.....
 

this entry shall be in pink.
 
new blogskin. pretty pink hearts in little cookies.
quin: it's nothing really. but thanks for calling ya. oh you know what? you're the FIRST person i talked to with my new hp! aren't you glad? hohoho.
hee. gonna plop into my bed soon.
watching brotherhood tomorrow afternoon. hope it's gonna be nice! yup yup.

it's 8.07am. the last time i looked at my hp, it was 6.03am.

not bad. i slpt for 2 hrs. (rolls eyes)

then pple start walking in and out of your room and from afar u hear ur guinea pigs squeaking.

urgh. irritated to the max.

iamfuckingtired.

ihaveafuckingheadache.

hairy bear, wake up quick and take my Mondaysunday blues away.

i want my new

P H  O   N    E     .

swapped rooms with my brother. heheh.

but u know what's the biggest problem?

there's no telephone line in my brother's ex-room, aka, MY room.

now if only i could get my daddy to drill some holes and get the phone and tv cable fixed, drag people to ikea and lug pink curtains and big cushies, floor lamps and wall lights, some wooden wall shelves, and err, maybe a nicer table and a new wardrobe. wheee. purrfect. meow.

i have half a month to splash pink paint on the walls of my room.

okkk. time to wash up and get some sleep. it's 5 am in the morning. yawns.

King arthur this morning.
swords axes black horses white horses fire burning villages walls gates a heroine knights in not-so-shiny armour.
nice movie, would have been nicer if there wasn't someone jab jab jabbing me all over from top to toe with his little finger throughout the entire movie. -frowns-


and so i wanted to go swimming but the grey clouds are overhead. booboo.


yesterday was a day spent rolling arnd at home, followed by an evening with the touch rugby girls...roamed all over the place, talking walking, walking laughing, laughing talking walking. oh. and EATING. (((:


 

I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.





ten things i hate about u.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...
alright.
time to sleep. goodnights!

i dreamt of a handphone last night.
a flip phone.
this is a sign.
A SIGN!
it is time to change handphones.
mine is one year, one month, and 13 days old.
haa.
flip phone here i come!
say hi to mama.

reality check, 90% of what's in the wardrobe was bought within a timespan of ONE YEAR. fwah. time to cut down on that aspect...oh yes..after i get a few more tee shirts and a denim skirt and maybe one or two here there everywhere hahaha. sheesh. but i will cut down!! yes i will i will!


i watched the italian job for the fifth time today. i mean if both you and i can't seem to control the cars in NFS, we'll leave it to the movie to steer the cars around. just fix the eyes on the tee vee. wheeee. fantastic cars, great planning and a hot chick. can't seem to get enough of it. everyday i live, i awe. or should i say, everytime i watch, i awe. heheh.


and today i'm going to grow FAT FAT FAT very fat because my good ol' darling uncle chongming bought me chocs. yum yum. it's the greatest feeling in the world to lay beside your bestest best friend, watch tv and just roll around. muahhh! i lurve you to many many many little tiny itsy witsy little pieces.


who needs a special someone when u've got your darling bimbos and your precious himbo? *winks*

yays.
windstruck + mean girls wid the blardee mermaid.
which is goooooood.
it's okay when everyone fails me
i know that my bimbos will be THERE FOR ME (RIGHT?!??!!?!)
yayyy.
happy happy happy.

i feel like a moron.
but i can't deny that i feel so much happier after yesterday.
so am i really going to get strawberries from mos burger? HMMM.


and btw, those people who only know me for 3 months, should stop adding my friends onto their msn list, and tell them about me because helloooooooo?? i've known my friend for like howmanydonkeyyears and, aiya, basically it's like, making a fool out of yourself cause obviously he knows me much much better than you. RIGHT?


it's raining. pitter patter on my window pane. if the rain stops i'll run over to brend's place to play basketball (wazzzzzaaaaaa??!) with bren + sam. i'm hoping to turn it netball style hahahahhaa. okay bullshit.


HAIYA....ros will be leaving tmr. so sad. the air in taman jurong will be a little less funky wahahhaa.

i'm starting to like being alone. being alone gives me a sense of achievement. like some kind of power over my current vulnerable emo state. a form of control, or so to say. being alone, i start to observe, to scrutinize every detail on every person walking around me. this silent observation which they know not of, robs them of the ability to fight for their rights, of the chance to rebutt. and that makes me feel superior over them.


being alone forces me to APPEAR nonchalent about the things going on around me. this so-called "strength" is what i'm feeding on right now. real or fake, whatever it takes to help me stand up again. call it self deceit, but if it helps, why not?


i want to leave everything that hurts behind. everything.




Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out




ezdi's nick reads: something very sexy about power
certainly. and power is what i desire right now.

sneezing like crazy now.
got awakened by my hp message ringtone yesterday but it's worthwhile.
(:
i'm going back to sleep after blogging. feeling so. urgh.


new additions to the family. Bubbles and Pinky. guinea pigs. just this morning they started eating from my hand. sweets. they're shy creatures who get alarmed at every little movement..well, at least for the time being.


urhg. feeling awful. gonna sleep now. goodnights.






oh, and siang, can u pls stop trying to add chongming to your msn list? thanks.

i'm a lousy little girl.
my cough hasn't gone away and i've got new sicknesses. my nose is leaking and my head feels so light. my eyelids seem to have gained some weight too. -frowns-








wish you'd call

Insignificant:
1. Not significant, especially:
a. Lacking in importance; trivial.
b. Lacking power, position, or value; worthy of little regard.
c. Small in size or amount.
2. Having little or no meaning.


i'm insignificant. so i've not made your "saddening days" any happier. that came as one huge OUCH. i should consider signing up for comedy lessons to humour you since my presence does not in any way make you any happier.


and maybe you yourself should sign up for sensitivity classes. you need an entire lifetime of those.

tanning today. the sun was shiok-alinggum (wid the indian accent marn!).
then the two bimbos went rollerblading and flirting wid ang moh boy...and the sri-lankan crab went waddling arnd in the water leaving me alone to act dead on the beach.
the many "DEHHH" and zero "ding ding ding!" on the bus. and that freaky skinny white anemic looking man in thongs and long sleeves. hahahaaha.


lurve u all. muahhhhh.

feelin neglected. a thousand and one unreplied sms.
go. play with your comp and stay forever busy busy busy busy busy. come back when you feel like it.
it's always this way isn't it?
let's just keep it this way then.
i won't msg you unless you msg me.




maybe it's just pms. :(