i'm so tired i feel like curling into a ball and hiding away from the world for a while. work is depressing and routine. people are judgemental and political. the only thing that keeps me going is my ability to shut off and pretend that these trivial things don't matter.

100 more cases to go in the next one month and a half before i'm done for the year. It's not possible. i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel.