december was good.
christmas was good.
school break was good.
family is wonderful!
my friends - some are missing (cause i've been missing); some are back.
loverboy is fantastic. i don't care how cheesy this is going to sound. i just HAVE to take it down. candlelight dinner in my room on my little pink ikea box, finely prepared by he himself while i was taking a nap. my heart melted la.

i haven't been blogging properly for eons. and i know i'm gonna regret it when a year later, i have nothing to look back at to refresh those memories. because ever so often when i'm down i click back on those past entries which remind me of those good times.

so watch this space cause i'm gonna be back on track.
heh heh.

that said, i still have 3 essays and 28 damn questions untouched.
and when are they due again? oh 2 days later.
hahahahahaha.. i need extra hands. brains, too.

oh and there's 206'99 chalet tmr! it has been 10 years. and more than 3/4s are turning up. all i can say is, great effort from all those organising!

okay evidently at 5.40am in the morning, my thoughts are really messy. with chunky bits here and there.

(this pic is for miss chen shihan. jeans yo.)

yay. christmas means lots of time spent with my whole family.

hi world.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hope everyone's having as much fun as i am. :D

actually i wanted to blog one leh....
but i see the rain splashing in onto my foolscap and notes...............
so i think i shall go and close my windows instead of blogging.
HAHAHA.

don't you wish you were a robot which doesn't feel?
or the tinman in OZ who didn't have a heart?

bloated!! cause i can't shit.
and this sucks. i feel like a balloon.
i think my body is expanding at a rate of 1mm every half hour.

tomorrow i shall eat a bunch of bananas, drink prune juice and maybe eat laxatives.

i can't take it!!!!!!!!!
my tummy feels like it's going to E-X-P-L-O-D-E!
sobs.

i am smiling like an idiot right now because i've finished my ASSsay. i will be free to whip up a tiny surprise to celebrate the end of ryan's exams (wedsy) on tuesday night!
i was even intending to stay back in school tomorrow so that i'll have no further distractions (napping/tv/dvd/internet/babysasa). heheehehehe guess i won't have to stay in school anymore!
at the beginning of this semester, i resolved to be more dedicated to my schoolwork and to actually behave like a student instead of flying around between skipping classes and ocassionally attending a couple here and there. 3 months into it and i daresay i've tried, albeit not my best. heehee.
my school fees this year shall not go to waste. i will continue to stick my butt in lectures and get my assignments marked cause HAIYER IT'S DAMN EX LAAAAAAAAA can...i'm feeling the pinch!
LOLOlOLOLOLOLOLOL.




on a sidenote, my face feels BLOATED laaaaaaaaaaa.
I IS SAD!
i hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it.
i refuse to stuff a single morsel into my mouth tomorrow.

where have i been of late? i seriously have no idea. time sneaks by so fast these days that i find it hard to keep track of the days. but i'm certainly thankful for the time i have with good company. and oh yes the current craze is over sliced fish soup. no more dumpling soup :P

HUGE baby. (9 months when the pictures were taken)


marmalade pantry for a simple dinner affair on apple's birthday. their sticky date dessert is a heavenly delight.


night out - graced with some atrocious sheesha smoke screen pics, ghostly blue lighting, and red eyes. and how can i not mention the group of people from the next table who blurted out singing old tunes like yesterday and the rainbow connection?


baking happy cupcakes for ryan....and i happily stringed in apple and eunice. i miss the times when they came over to my place to doodle around doing nothing but laughing at the most ridiculous things


and the day out with the loveofmylife for his birthday. lunch. shop. dinner. it's not often that i have his company for TWO meals in a day... that leaves him with 4 portions of food in less than 6 hours. hahahaaha.

Pam. says:
LOL its going to rain
Pam. says:
we'll have to carry umbrellas
Pam. says:
so romantic lo
Pam. says:
you and me and my toilet bowl
Pam. says:
walking in the rain


i <3 pam! she makes me gigggleeee like a little schoolgirl.

OMG! i just realised i don't have lecture on thursday cause it's a
POOOOOOOOOOOObleeeeek holiday!

OMG.
OMG.
OMG.

highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
buahahahahhahahahahahahaha.

oh come on glory, just cough out 10 pages of shit.
just get over and done with it.
stop stoning and staring and doing multiple cancellations.

times like this, verbal diarrheoa is helpful.

everyday i wake up feeling fatter than before.
this is depressing.
fuck.

baking with ryan

after trying jiewei's chocolate crinkles on thursday afternoon, i got all hyped up and excited i rushed to get the baking ingredients and set out to bake my own chocolate crinkles too. ryan helped with the washing up (as well as clearing the cookies into his mouth)... so no extras to go around... don't they look prettyyy??? i know i'm good. thanks. GAHAHAHAHA.

in actionnnnn.... hahaha.

5 years ago you made me smile...and you still do. (((((:

apple and eunice at cha cha cha on wednesday night. i love meetups with them. and when the day comes to a close, there's always a nudging feeling of regret for not treasuring the times in year1 and 2, when we had so much time on our hands... as it is, we're all so busy we struggle to squeeze some time out to meet up weekly. but it's a comfort to know that at least we're trying. *sends some hugsssss*

shot with may ning khoo - my 12-hour girl.

hahaha. we spend 10 seconds grinning for the camera to commemerate our crazy day.

the week's been crazy. been trying to squeeze everything into 24 hrs everyday. having to keep up with lessons and revisions, driving, meeting up with friends, and spending time with bf and family, running + skipping, reading my fill of books and magazines.........sometimes i'd like to have 48 hrs a day...


the bitch in me almost scratched a car with my keys today. shelters are made for a reason, and the reason is so that people remain dry when it's pouring. not for your bloody car to be parked there! for god's sake the multi-storey carpark is just 10metres away. i don't understand why some people are so inconsiderate. i sure don't mind getting wet, since i'm oways walking in the rain but it's still annoying. old people how? children how??
i sure hope someone scratched the car since i didn't cause people like that definitely deserve it.










i still think i should've scratched the car.

last friday at Dempsey


here are the pictures to weili + andrew's birthday dinner at ps cafe, nicely planned out by nafang and celestine. ryan and i just made up the numbers.

the brilliant birthday planners. heheheh.


the birthday boys weili and andrew.


a shot with my favouritest weili


here's one with my lovely lion!










the 6 of us suffered from serious chocolate-OD with slices of lana's chocolate fudge cake and ben&jerry's in our bloodstream. i concussed from my chocolate high on the way back home in weili's car, only to be awakened when we reached my place. so unglam to be caught asleep. *Shakes head*

baby cuteness

my little niece is growing up fast.

food for the hungry soul. :D


our favourite egg ben

monday - i finally met both bean buddies together. haa. seems so long ago where we were sitting together everyday from day to night in the freezing cold, mugging for our papers. i should dig out those photos soon and post them online.

today's tuessy tomorrow's wedsy....also the most exhaustive day of the week. but it also means my school week is half over. *wipes sweat*

friday holland v, anyone?

my favourite lion.

he stays up just to keep me company cause i said i'm lonely.

he climbs out of bed halfway thru his sleep to get me a bottle of chilled water cause i said i'm thirsty.

he walks all the way to the canteen to look for panadol just cause i said my head hurts.

out of date update

the week is finally over. feels like the longest week ever. this week has been SHITTY... but shit is always made good with family, good friends, laughter and incessant random-ness. shit comes and goes... just flush it down to toilet bowl.

walas with miss sawadi-land, jessie, yanbing and my favourite lion on thursday night. coincidentally, keewei + lishi + nike were there too. all that makes me a very delighted girl.

ha. i look totally worn out.

i typed shitloads but i decided that the whole world doesn't need to go through the pain of reading a war on my url.
so go check your joy_saddie mail when you have the time since i'm not that important to you

my happy beer guzzling buddy

he got whacky towards the end....

"all mine all mine!!!!!"

WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

basking in love
HAAHAAHAAA. whip your cam out to kill time while waiting for the bus. ((:

financial reporting classes are sheer torture. it's like having a chicken talk to a duck. ))): i was poking my hands with my mechanical pencil throughout the 3 hours to stay awake. lessons are supposed to be fun..so why am i feeling so miserable.


ah wellllllllll....wednesdays are tough. but at least i headed to town to do some window shopping with jiewei who wanted to check out the stuff at isetan before tomorrow's sale.
*send me pictures of the zara baby jumpsuits!*


i'm exhausted. i need more kopi.

another month come and gone

surely things can only get better, right?

*whips out beer goggles* oooo life is wonderful.

filter out negativity. filter. filter. filter.

school/holland v/coffee/mags/newspapers/black pepper chicken/beer/chips/lost/notes/sleep

you & me!

finally a day spent with my dearest ryan. yes i know he's always at my place etc etc, but going out together's just different. to those who're constantly asking "eh your boyfriend lei?" well here he is, finally. see see see! (((((: LOLOLOOL.
beanie bags and sinful wedges dipped in cheese... and another dose of caffeaine (which i can't do without these days sigh). same spot same waiters/waitresses. him doing his stuff, me doing mine. but this time no shihan around to take peekchures wib meeee. why oh why! -pokessss-


wandered off to the new laselle campus in the evening to SEE SEE LOOK LOOK. it's SO PRETTY! like a space ship in outer space. carpet grass right in the middle which is oh so soft i could roll around in it (except i didn't. i said COULD i didn't say i would :P)
see our angry faces. i'm so envious! why isn't MY school like that. i wanna transfer oredy! LOL.



and me being me had to take photos so i forced ryan take 40 000 shots before i was satisfied. if i post the rest of the 40000 shots u'd see how his smile changes to a very reluctant grin. HEH.



hahaha the final shot of the day where my face miraculously doesn't look fat.

quick vomit.
i'm lagging in my work. it's hard for me this year cause there's alot of counting going on, and i can't count beyond my fingers to begin with. so while these two weeks has been a breeze for everyone else, i'm burdened by the thought of what's to come in the later weeks. SIGH.

ah the weekend has been good to me. finally, time to relax and unwind.
wandered down to holland village for a coffee with jessie cause we were the only two sad souls who has no other plans for the day. we laughed at the most random things and amidst our caffeaine high, grabbed some beer from cold storage before heading back to my place for a round of mahjong with the DUNNOWHYHASBEENMISSING chuabee and sister-in-law.

also met up with dearest keewei who hopped down to holland-v to say hi after receiving a message from me. what a doll! twas nice to see her after so long. school's not the same without keewei + lishi + jiawen.

sigh. week3 coming soon. i wonder what's installed for me.

glowy is a lazy girl. TSK.

yesterday i ate HOT FUDGE sundae + CHICKEN RICE + WANTON SOUP within 8 hours.
this is why i'm a king kong.
dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot.




clubbing, anybody?

OH MY GOD.
let me catch some winks man. i can barely keep my eyes open. i'm tired beyond words.

giggles.then

Home Alone for most of this week cause the folks will be off to genting.

that leaves glory with one greedy guinea pig and one tyrant rabbit.

monday's been good to me. i doubt wednesday would be so kind. ))))):

LOL i like this collage. ripped off from miss very hot + busy.

ok very tired! off to sleeeeep!

quickie

just a fast one before i slp, i gotta wake up 2 hrs later to collect something. first week into school, and i feel i cannot cope. i'm trying to recall what i had on monday, but i can't really remember. i read my icp and i feel like bursting into tears. i see cf and it's worse cause i can't count beyond my fingers + toes. and fr hasn't even started. so far i haven't heard of a single person who passed it/scored. i don't like feeling outdone even before it's started. ARGH. quick people offer ur help and brains.

and leaving school everyday makes me emo cause it's one day closer to my last day in school. for life. my school-life. the only one i've known all my life.

i think i'm having pms this week. i'm so emo and ultra sensitive. the only joys i have ryanie as my punching bag and verbal hurl bin...and i met apple and eun on thurs night and i got pretty painted nails by apple.... and i bump into the 1001 faces of people whom i miss in school.

this is totally random, hi shihan! ur comp crash = u not online = don't see u! = very weird. LOL.

this has not been a good year for health.
i'm sick most of the time.
my fever just went away for a week, but now it's back.
i'm also coughing non-stop again.

VERY shitty.

to school with one hour of sleep, but i guess i hid it well. a million thanks to makeup, caffeaine overload, and squiggly wriggly hopping around the house for half an hour. i miss school so much!!!

picture with may and a pic of my newly found acquaintance michelle. yippps!

i miss school i miss school!!!

old notes packed and tucked away.
my hols has officially ended. it's been the best hols i've ever had. and it ended with a blasttttttt! thanks to bestie, scarlet + bf, daniel, and friends.......

alot of the photos were blurry.. so sad!

and i shall wake up 2 hours later to step into the new semester...and it starts with a hangover.
breakfast in school foodcourt, anyone?

wheeeee saturday was fun. headed out to visit shihan in school. i got into a hysterical laughing fit while trying to find nafa. watched shihan draw draw draw and then headed down to old nafa to watch her take pictures for francis ng.
it was an old run down place with corroding roofs, algaed walls, rusty taps and pipes, rooms coated with dust. i particularly liked the dark room where the walls and ceiling were painted black. the dark background made me look EVEN FAIRER!! (note to post pictures when i get them from shihan who's very very busy with 101 assignments poor thing)
while walking thru the old school building i was constantly bugged by thoughts of unwanted encounters. i doubt i would ever go there on my own. heheheh. hum ji la ai sai buay?
spent the rest of the afternoon at tcc with shihan ryan and pamela (who dropped by for a while). we each did our own stuffs, occasionally looking up to chit chat and of course make use of shihan's new fantastic instant-fairness camera. LOLOLOOLOLOL. i like the feeling of being comfortable spending long periods of silence together. just you you you and you doing your own stuffs while i do mine and enjoying each other's presence. (:

shittters. i think i'm having an eye infection. my right eye keeps producing lots of pus.
if i wake up to a bloodshot eyeball the size of a fishball, i'm cancelling all my plans.
damnit.

annoyed when ignored...upset too..makes me wanna cry
i think i'll just go back to sleeping early.

things that annoy..



WAHAHAHAHAHA.

....the ones whom u grow up with.....

headed down to railmall for dinner with the girls whom i've known for half my lifetime.

i've been a bad friend. this is probably the first time i'm having dinner with them after godknowshowmany years. hehehehhehehe.


i was VERY VERY late. (1 hour + 20 minutes) and it's all the bus' fault. seriously.
i first waited 15 minutes for the bus, which broke down after 3 stops. and then i waited another 20 minutes for the next bus...and the bus crawled like the day has another two thousand hours ahead. *SCREAMS*

ah well, the day ended off good anyway. :D

HEEEEEEE!!!!!