November 27, 2003

this is strange. i don't feel that sort of happiness though my exams are over. deep down inside, i don't hear a "YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYY" ringing and echoing. sigh*
i'm feelin whiny today.
the best friend isn't at home,
the ce-l-es-t has her hair dyed already (AND I HAVE NOT!!!),
my room is half packed,
aie, i don't know. i'm just not feeling SUPER HAPPY as i thought i'd be.
hmmmmms.. shall get back to packin my room laters. tsk.

November 25, 2003

i've been waiting so long for this!
gil, cowcow, lest, vivis!!!!!!!!!
i finally got my Digital cam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
canon A80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





it's so pretty.. i'm so happy!!
wheEeee................................

November 24, 2003

*tee: $40.80
*shorts: $15.90
*crap from watsons: $37.80
jeng jeng jeng. and that was how 100buckeroos vanished into thin air.

Let's see what with have here...




a YuMMY tummy(i wonder who..tsk)




Lots of sand,




and three very happy people


*smileys*

November 23, 2003

yayy.. today marks the founding of Hungry Elephantey.
and i'll have a breakfast date with my darling brenda girl on friday morning!
yayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hops around*
yes
i'm skin is dry and parched and and and whatevers. my lost my minute brain in the sun yesterday. the pain i am going through, no one would ever understand! arghhh..
pain pain pain. anyone who dares to TOUCH me, HUG me or TAP me on my back, will get her boobs deflated or his balls burst.
grrrr. my eyes are dry too! which explains why i'm whining instead of enjoying myself online.

November 22, 2003

i'm shagged.
*THINK* i'll be skipping the ritual online sessions..
it's getting boring.
people don't miss you when they get to see you often.
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
do i make sense?
yo. i don't know. whatevers. i shall sleep.
good night world.
oh! maybe it just crossed my mind. perhaps i should marry a thai guy (yes thai guy not transverstite)..
then my name will be really cool! it'll end with blahblahblah glory blah blahPORN
hahahahas...
fuggin funny.

November 21, 2003

wahahha. gil-lia-n an-g is forsaking Malaysia FOR ME.
haha.. she loves me more than i love her. hahaha
ok i've got to type this coz my darling gil says i've been mean.
anyway,
THIS ENTRY IS DEDICATED TO MY DARLING GIL
gil-li-an dear is going to malaysia this weekend. that leaves me to be alone. ALL ALONE. i'm going to miss my DARLING DEAREST SWEET SWEET gill-ian darling. yes, i'm going to miss my VERY LOVELY "girlfriend". i'll be thinking of you day and night. i hope i'll dream of you as well.

hahhahaha.
//laughs out loud and rolls around
7 more days to wear the JJ uniform (pukes)
7 more days to clear my locker (containing touch tee, pe tee, pe shorts, the ugly neon green shirt from coach, plastic bags from during the sars period, my pretty file, contact lens solution, crayons, storybook, EH ALOT LEY)
7 more days to look at the field - ran on, slid on, slpt on, cried on, screamed on, got scolded on, oh yeah those were the days yo!
7 more days to look at the track which we ran on. 10 rounds man..no shit.
7 more days to mock the ugly school building

i'm going to baked in the sun tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and hahaha.
i can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!

November 20, 2003

i am here to blog!
*my attempts to wake vi-vi-s up have FAILED.
*flipped through population (+migration),
*flipped through tourism
*had a crazy dream about seafood, with walking lobsters and talking crabs (?!!)
*forgot to eat dinner ytd
*ate banana, peanut butter bread (peanut butter?! i never ever touch it!), and choc milk.....WEIRD COMBI. maybe that accounts for my nonsensical dream too? yes?
*Cheers* to all those i know who're ending today:-
-che-n wei-sh-an
-ko-h xiaoh-ui cel-estin-a (glares at ce-les-t)
-eu-ni-c-e teo
-pe-ggy
-blaCkie face
and to all those who ended yesterday:-
-cha-ilee
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
-her
//crap// *sulks*


oh i forgot to blog yesterday!! the girlfriend woke me up from my sleep AGAIN. forever and always pulling me out of dreamland *sobs*. just too much...Just TOO MUCH...TOO MUCH!!


back to digest some DRQ answers by sexay tricia seow. yawnsss....
to my dearest c-eles-tin-a ko-h Xia-oHu-i,
the WONDERGOD title BELONGS TO me ME me ME ME ME!!!!!! it'll NEVER be urs so STOp dreaming ho ho ho ho ho ho ho.


//she's FREE from exams. damn..i'm jealous! called her at 10+ at night and she wasn't home yet? *sulks*


timecheck : 1:01 am. ho ho ho...12 hrs more to my paper...
AND
only ONE topic (roughly) done.

November 19, 2003

i think my body's housing the 7dwarfs all at one time.
the height is there man THERE. i'm shorter than everyone else. sulks*
one, i'm as SMART as doc (i meant, smart alec)
two, i'm HAPPY..more than half my life centres around happiness when i'm with my friends haa. and the happiness rate-to machine runs up to the max when i get to bitch. hurr
three, i'm SHY ok...rights. ha
four, sneezy. ok maybe not. but does burping out loud count? i think sneezes have been substituted with burps. oops.
five, i'm GRUMPY. i'm never satisfied. too bad aaaa.. =p
six, i'm dopey. i believe EVERYTHING the best friend says. someone pls teach me how to get out of gulliblicity (gullible city) haha.
seven, I SLEEP AND SLEEP AnD SLEEP ALL DAY! for the past two days, i've slpt for a total of 28 hours. someone BEAT ME TO IT and i'll give you the title of wondergod.
lols.




wanted to just give up on this friendship.
my mind was already fixed,
but i guess i've got a soft spot here...
i get deceived by your words,
and i start to doubt my judgement.
36 hours to my human geog paper and i haven't started on anything. ho ha. am i not working towards my own destruction?
wonderful.
studying just isn't my cup of tea.
why should i let a 3hr slot determine my worth? my future?
singapore is a screwed up world. one day, we'll ALL end up like tom gradgrind and louisa gradgrind, who through Utilitarianism and the psychotic pressures of their father, develop into perversed people.


//fly me away to the end of the world,
where i'd be free

November 18, 2003

u read the other message, and deleted it. you
couldn't be bothered to reply. i can tell.
i'll tell you something, you're crap, and one big
joke.
you're so damn cocky and big headed.
u think u're really great don't you?
now i understand why all of them hate you.
rights, i hear you echoing that you couldn't care
less,
and you don't give a fuck about what other people
think of you.
that being so, good for you.
i wash my hands off you.
i'll treat it that i never had a friend like you.
(oh isn't that how u've been treating all of us
in the very first place?)
it's a pity cause u were a good friend to start
with.
now, i think i'm on their side.
u can go and suck your shoe.
i hope you're feeling sore and hurt by this
message. but if you're not, it's okay. it'll just
proof another thing - you don't have a heart.



that written, it's full swing hatred.

November 17, 2003

i slpt for 12 hours. haha i'm a slping god.
anyhows i had many dreams. i dreamt i had 206'99 chalet!!!! and ALL, i mean ALL, the girls went and stayed over. whoa like real man it'll never happen.
and then i dreamt the best friend fought with s-am-my ch-ow hahha. damn spectacular can? like WHoa..... but as to who won, i never found out coz i got awakened by -on-g gu-ang ron-g's sms askin me to go eat sushi haha. too bad it's raining..OGR's treat ley! FREE CAN!!!!but it's raining.. so i went back to slp.

November 16, 2003

i have second thoughts about going to HK already. apparently my parents want to follow a tour group, but my pt is, i don't! i've been there before, and serious, do not appreciate looking at pieces of stone and saying "wah this is great art". NO! neither do i fancy trees criss crossing and lookin really nice. i'm not humoured by sea animals in ocean park either...and i don't like the idea of thinking that being on an extremely long escalator, labelled as the longest escalotor in the world, as a very nice and memorable experience. all that is PLAIN BORING.
whatevers. maybe i'll cheat them. i'll go, and i'll go off myself. haa.
time now,
11.59pm on 15th november 2003.
one minute later, it'll be the best friend's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!! MUACKSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

November 15, 2003

( 11:18:26 ) * Joins: fAdes (fAdes@58bravo684.singnet.com.sg)
( 11:22:24 ) * Parts: fAdes (fAdes@58bravo684.singnet.com.sg)
didn't even get to say hi.
fug.
missing you la girl.
muahhaa.
i'm buying Canon powershot A70
enjoy! CLICK
okies. 2.56 am on a saturday morning and i'm still dreaming of my marriage//
i wanna get married!!
the toilet flush is spoilt. thank god the other is working... now, if the other toilet flush fails me, i'm going to bitchslap the government for providing us with such lousy toilet bowls! talk about improving the welfare of the poor...


anyways, 6 papers down, 3 more to go.
the One above has been kind to me...ah, the song just rambles on in my head and calms me down a little...
I know God makes no mistakes,
He leads in every path i take,
along the way that's leading me to home.
Though at times, my heart would break,
there's a purpose in every change He makes,
that others would see my life and know that
God, makes no mistakes.

yup yups. everything works out according to His plan. but that doesn't mean i slack and don't study! i gotta do my part and study as well. hmmms.. i guess i've been doing my part? though not the best of it...
the A levels has drawn me closer to Him again..aie... Trust in Him. He'll see you through. (=


this exam's been changing me a whole lot.
away with the pop the rock the metal and what not,
and in with the hymns, the praises and the classical 92.4fm.
aie... peace with myself. feeling oddly comfortable.

November 12, 2003

hais. it's a deeply declining slope on my emotional chart.
cambridge! u're so mean! i hope ur building collapses.. i hope the terrorists bomb you down!!! i hate you!!!
l-a-y-hoo-n called at 1410hrs and woke me up for my deep sleep. aie...her voice is SO nice. SO SO NICE. i'll wake up to listen to her voice ANYTIME. hurr hurr.. i sound infatuated with her..but i'm nt. it's just THE VOICE!!


my dreams as as chaotic as my life.
i dreamt:
*my teeth ached like crazy. went to my family doctor (why not a dentist!?) to check out what was causin the pain but he couldn't figure out. went home, and found gooey plastic plastered to my gums. ripped it out.. and along came some part of my gum and my teeth. YEOWCH!!!
*talking to ce-le--st while sitting on the top of some shelf.. it was so high man.. SO high... scary.. thank goodness i dun have phobia of heights?
*playing with this really pretty baby with golden curls (SEE!!! I WANNA GET MARRIED!! THIS IS A SIGNNNNN!!!!!!!! i SHOULD BE GETTING MARRIED!!!)
*getting fascinated with this absolutely miraculous drainage system (ahh. my job for the rest of my life if i fail to pass my As)




dreams aside, let's tune in to reality. ho hum.
i've reasoned out why "The Shield" never get the emmy awards ho hum.
1. they've got a bald and obese lead actor
2. Lead is a corrupted police man
3. lead whacks women up
4. they've got teenage porn videos
wahahahs.....


i shall stop being mean.. n do something about my potential future.... like finding my husband... or doing mcqs.

November 11, 2003

gone goes GP... never going to do GP ever again.
compo sucked. but at least the compre wasn't all that bad.
mmm.... overall? Lyk shit...
my only consolation is the science fac people.
You are ETHER
YOU ARE ETHER!


Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element!
The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured
in many ancient religions or magics, but is not
something found on this plane. Those that have
been able to make the ascension to the Ether
are truly evolved people, possessed with
heightened senses of intelligence, perception,
and empathy that others simply don't have.
Everyday possessions aren't of much interest -
you are beyond that. You tend to gravitate to
open spaces, changing environments, and won't
saddle yourself with one style or decision.
Indeed, just one type of career isn't of
interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also impact your social life as well. You tend
to have few friends as not many people
understand you, and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them.

Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly
one of the unique, for very few people have
been able to achieve this type of
enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge
and experiences to teach and help others as
much as you can. Good luck and congratulations!


Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power. Just follow my
lead, enter a name...

...and all
the world can be yours.



Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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November 10, 2003

i'm feeling grouchy and whiny and i so wanna cry.
i need a hug.....
-tears-
gl-ory stepped carefully around the room with pins.
she's nearly through,
but just before the opening, she steps on one fine pin.
she cries.
hugs her teddy bear and pretends that all was a dream.
8.42pm. just got home. gab queen couldn't stop talking...so our dinner lasted for more than 3 hrs.....




i'm shattered.
3 questions, 2 done, one untouched.
25 marks down the drain.
and i'm not even sure if i'll pass the two questions i did.
i don't feel good.
i feel so sad.
crossing the road, i saw the car coming. wanted to slow down and let it run into me...

November 08, 2003

my "girlfriend" is so cute
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
yes.. i do believe i do love u more thhan u love me.. lalalalaaa.. but it is still not too late to love me more.... muahahhahahaa

haaha silly man silly!




there's more!


i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
why not i change it again
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
and make u really happy
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
i'ts okay.. i stiill love you "gurlfriend'
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
sure.. can u put.. the gurlfriend...
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
hahahah
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
i'm talkiing rot...
s.u.L.k.i.ng says:
now my name is r.o.t.t.en
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
ahahahs
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
nono..
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
i shall put it as
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
hurr hurr
i'm a donkey. hee haww. says:
wait ar
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
...
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
whoopie
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
haha
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
whoppie.. ...
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
yes i'm loved...
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
see..
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
i KNEW it...
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
i KNEW it...
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
ahahha
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
hahahaaaa
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
and i know it makes u very happy right!
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
very..
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
ahahas
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
i'm ur wonder girlfriend
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
hahaha
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
girfriend.... i've got a girl friend....
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
is that like a beearly present or something???
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
=0p
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
ho hum..
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
so i've got a girlfriend too
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
is that my early christmas prezzie
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
nope... it is like an extra present ..one u give w/o reasons....
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
oo!!!!!!!!
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
can i blog this conversation
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
coz it's so funny
i love gillian ang hui ting says:
hahhaa
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
thhis i so wunderful.. now i'm a STAr.. i'm staRRing in ur blog..
r.o.t.t.e.n says:
gillian (my autograph)

November 07, 2003

it's a fuckin 5.18am and i'm still awake. my body clock's turned upside down and i had better get it str8 before i screw up my As, much as it already has been screwed up by my excessive surrenders to my slping desires and lazing stance.
all my darlings out there, study hard k. (yeah, 'm only a preacher haa) i love you all. 20 more days to our well deserved bliss. and for those lucky bastards who end earlier, be kind souls..don't aggravate those who end later. ho hum.
aieee... my precious gems in my dull dull life, work harddd!!!!!
i shall *cough*try*cough* too haahaa.

November 06, 2003

the
body's
desiresssssss....
are calling out to me bleahhh.
ok i shall go slpppppp...
hais.. my emotional state of mind is fluctuating like a bouy amidst the seas during a storm...sometimes i'm so happy whoopiee.. and sometimes i just wanna crawl into my shell and cry. =(

November 05, 2003

hmmms. gi--l loves me the most! hee. she's possibly the only friend who loves me more than i love her! hahaha.. but i love her lots ok..just that she loves me more than i love her! anyways.. she's darn sweet. bleah. so touched. i love this girl. lalala. but she's sick and i hope she'll recover soon!
hey people, my brother just introduced me to this program downloaded from skype.com. it allows you make phone calls to your friends for FREE. haha. yes i capitalised the word "free" because i know everyone's as gian beng as me ho hum.

so do check it out. Skype


i haven't tried it out yet but...i suppose anythin my bro downloads is pretty usable and handy la ya. i trust my brother. (=

ya i know msn can phone ur friends too but the thing is this is CLEARER and not laggy so yeah it's cool whoa. =)

November 04, 2003

ok!! i'm nt supposed to be here but the temptations are too strong. ha ha. the spirit is willing, the heart is willing, but the body dun wan to cooperate? so what to do right? anyways, 5 minutes can't kill la. i shall make up for it by progressing faster! okok.. this test damn cute. coz i like musical notes wad! ya so anyways here's it! heehee
eflatmajor
Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.


what key signature are you?
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E flat major. i can't even play tt properly on the piano lor. ok i'm exaggerating. maybe can play but take a super long time to figure out? difficult ar...THREE flats ley...haha. and i'm E flat major? maybe because i'm E flat major so i cannot play it on the piano la. haahaa. i'm bullshitting. wthhhh...........anyways, i miss those people whom i got into contact with..
1. my s-h-i-h-a-n
2. stupid c-e-l-e-s-t
3. aunty (ok la nt aunty) v-i-v-i-s
4. my "girlfriend" g-i-ll
5. t---ou--ch rugby peeps..miss their RAh rah-ness.
6. sec2 pals!! oh mannnn... nostalgia nostalgiaa... bleahh
7. sec4 pals!!! they rawk they rawk they rawkkk..
8. my GG darlings!! batch 1998-2001 onessss... oo la i love them love them love themmmmmm! miss those camping days, those days we whole day quarrel like fug, those times we roast chicken in the ground and savour them like barbarians, those tent pitching and melting in the sun days, those drilling days where we fight with SAJ-b for the shady part behind the technical block to drill..those days when we gotta fuggin get scolded by the dickhead scouts although IT IS NOT OUR FAULT! those days we teased pee won and we-ilo-ng (until now i still duno why la), those days aiya... just THOSE DAYS oh mannn.. i miss the guides haven..still remember the time we stayed in guides haven on a saturday and forgot about the time and ended up climbing out of the school gate! hell that was cow funny especially some of them didn't dare to climb coz they scared they fall. wah lau.. i love those times man!!!! oh ya!! still haVE!!! those competitions when B-p-G-h-s guides will WIN all !!! whoopiee! we always win!! especially sandwich making man we got all top three prizes hell whoaa! we're good fuckin hell we're good. oh i still remember the times you all pang seh me and i gotta teach the sec1s how to tie ropes and knots myself wthhhhhhh!! u all suck man suck big time! hurr.. ok la.. those times were fun i love you babes so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muackss! oh yeah..we'll always be the fugged up batch with the fugged up attitude coz we're fugged up people with fugged up lives but we fucking enjoy each other's company haahaahaa...
9. my ge ge la!!!! me *heart* you sew much yay.

November 03, 2003

i am fustrated, not stressed. i CANNOT settle down to study. i am IRRITATED with myself, although when i talk to others, it may seem that i am irritated with them. my exam is in EIGHT DAYS time and i can't get my butt moving. i SHALL NOT come online anymore until the 27th NOVEMBER 2003. thus said, my computer has gone on hibernation.
c-m: read ur friendster message. thx. you're a sweetie.

November 02, 2003

kor kor said my face is suddenly very round.
mummy said "don't eat anymore! u're SO FAT NOW!"
*sniffles*
so shall it be.
i won't eat.
thy wish is my command.
*cries*