haiya 5 minutes ago i was quite high. and now i'm feeling quite low all over again. hmmmmmm. shall blog happy stuff tmr! toodles.

on a sidenote, swimming today: laps x 30 albeit EXTRA extra leisurely.





=ruggies am i still going out with y'all on wed night?

i'm feeling extremely emo tonight. i feel like curling up in a corner to cry my eyes out. maybe if i hid inside a dark cupboard and held my knees very close to my body, i wouldn't feel so empty. sniffs.

waking up at 6.30am after a fitful 2 hr plus sleep reminds me of the times i had to peel myself out of bed in secondary school. alarm rings, lights come on and strike your eyes.

headed down to ecp for a supposed long run but the run from the previous night and the lack of sleep did serious damage... zapped my energy down to near zero levels so all that was done was a 34 minute run and a 1.5hr walk. the time spent under the blazing sun has left me burnt. no more fair skin sigh.

sushi @ great world followed and with two hungry and tired sun-cooked girls staring and lifting plates of sushi off conveyor belt.

went to the pool for laps x 32 where i freestyled until my head is dizzy. (does the eunice shake shake action) boooooo! and we practiced plunging till the pool closed.

caught PROTEGE with ryan @ 12.15am. our SECOND midnight movie in the 3 years together. louis khoo not very hot in this movie la. i am very sad! ))))):

to sum it up, i have aching arms and legs. it's been a long time since i felt this way...and i actually like it quite abit! buahahaha....

today: run x 1:00:00.

but i am still very bored. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. ))))):

anyway my jaw hurts. i don't think it's because of bak kwa overload i think it's because of the impact of the water hitting my jaw when i was learning how to plunge yesterday. *frowns* any remedies for aching jaws?

i felt so frustrated trying to swim tonight with kids zip zapping all over the pool and my goggles fogging up. after swimming laps x 45 i decided that it was enough for the day. totally not productive. no glide no nice cut into the water. WTH.

on the bright side, we (shinnie and i) learnt how to plunge today. now to practice practice practice and soon we can plop into the pool in the stylo-milo yaya-papaya manner. hahahahahaha!

going down to ECP for a run this coming saturday morning. anyone interested to come along, pls leave a tag!

goodnight people.

i decided to put a stop to my loser-ish chinese new years. this year, i went around with my brother and his wife (plus alyssa baby).

too much bak kwa makes my teeth and gums feel sore. i also feel ulcers forming on my front and the left side of my mouth. eehhehe. well fed tummy and well fed wallet. that sums up my first day of chinese new year! now i shall rest my tired body and recharge for more visitations tomorrow!!!

first few pictures taken today!

baby alyssa and her aunt!



and another picture of my brother and i!
i received my VERY FIRST red packet from my big bro today! yayyyyyyyyyyy.

ever so sweet jiawen and lishi surprised me with flowers on wednesday's LBO lecture. the flowers smell so good and they're looking oh so pretty on my table.

and roses from my sweet ryan fatty baby. they came with a handmade card. HEART MELT. hahaha.

i wanna blog about my very cool ZI CHA date with my dearest ryan fatty tortoise on Valentine's Day.

while others went to fine restaurants and cool places we went to RONG GUANG B.B.Q SEAFOOD off ulu pandan road for crayfish, stingray, sambal kangkong and tie ban dou fu. wahahhahaha. we are like how LOMANTIC la thanks. our main purpose was to eat crabs but they ran out of crabs JUST before we arrived.

we were two very happy people walking and playing idiotic simple-simon-says games while walking to clementi. good food + good company makes glowy a very happy girl! ((((((((((((((((((((:

yay we made it we made it we made it! hugs gillian ang and eunice teo tightly and jumps up and down.


nus biathlon qualifying swim test.


:P
thank you my dearest chen shihan and ryan fatty ng for coming down to be pom pom girl/boy (((:

the number of days not blogging represents the number of days i've been seasoning my fatty ass and not training. it's been window shopping and more window shopping. okay la with the ocassional buys of clothes like <$10 kind. hahaha i think i'm getting very pro at pulling my $50 a long way. like, longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

5 full days! aiyo. shihan i can hear you go tsk tsk tsk )))): so i tried to make up for it today by doing 10 + 30 + 5 and now my hands are nua. not very fun.

hehehe i went past my old school on saturday


fwah. what memories it brings back man.
and the 2.4 route which we used to run now seems so short. i am amused! tee heehehehee.




















can't wait to see chen shinnie on thursday. it's been 1232464576940127381264398439213876239184302903749132614793285047921361284320958 days since i last saw her. ))):

i concussed before the clock struck twelve yesterday (maybe before eleven even) which is revolutionary cause for those who already know me know that glowy either doesn't sleep or sleeps after the sun rises. and so after 8 hours of sleep i am bright and perky and very high! yay!

i skipped running yesterday cause my brother pooled (wahha) me to the pool straight after i got home from school. the pool has now become my brother's next favourite place you see....anyhows, baby alyssa made guest appearance at the pool! shihan it's real sad that you + jason missed it!

it was 20 laps followed by hysterical hopping around in the wave pool and walking around like a duck in the lazy river before another 20 laps. i am CHARRED i tell you. ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. any kind soul wants to sponsor some ULTIMATE sunblock? *pouts*
blah and blah we went for dinner after that, walked around aplenty and i think it was 10pm when i got home.

hehehe bright early morning, the skies are blue and the white clouds look like cotton candy! i should run now.. but i'm convincing myself that today should be a break day. HAHA!
what an elephant.

swimming today - laps x 30 20 with my favouritest girl. it was a happy swim followed by chicken chop and a short walk around the market.

tomorrow i shall crawl to school in the morning even though my eye is hurting, grab a packet of fries from macs where i switch buses on my way home, take a short nap, then go out for my run (1 hour) and hopefully not bump into any weird reptilesSLASHanimalsSLASHbirdsSLASHweirdpeople.OH and then come home and consider whether i wanna go for thursday's marketing test which conveniently slipped my mind. HEHEHEHE.

goodnights all!

it's 4 and i'm feeling ultra lousy.

you know the times when anticipation is greeted with disappointment and yet you have to swallow the disappointment because you see the look on that person's face and he's just waiting for the moment where you to put your hands in the air and jump for joy and tell him this is just what you've been waiting for. and you just can't say that no this is not what i want, because you know it's gonna break his heart.

and when you really couldn't take it anymore you spoke what's true, his sadness and dismay and the tingling sound of his heart breaking just makes your heart sink. and you feel even worse than before although all you really wanted was not to hide any longer cause it just seems so hypocritical to be pretending to be delighted when you're not.

and then you wonder, what were you thinking?
you just want to stab yourself with a knife for being so selfish. should have just kept silent...afterall, the disappointment would have passed on by, wouldn't it?

timed myself at the pool today. i did 30 in 32 minutes...or maybe i miscounted and it was only 28 in 32 minutes, but whatever it is, i'm DELIGHTED cause i did it under 40 minutes! but then again i am convinced that i'm faster today because 1) there were very few people in the pool today hence very little undercurrents to disrupt my glide 2) i was wearing a nike swimsuit and as nike says it, JUST DO IT, and 3) i wanted to come home quickly to play mahjong.

wahahahha.
that aside, let me post some photos from 2005 year-end. i can't imagine why we let ourselves get to tanned BLACK.
















two is enough. i shall not put ourselves to further shame wahahhahahaha.

i think love sucks.
it brings you to greatest heights but kicks you down to deepest lows.
it sets your heart racing but it also makes your heart bleed.
it makes you waste unnecessary tears and often times you ask yourself why you even bother. but do you have an answer to that? the answer is love. but if that's so, then why does love suck?

)))))))))))):

i spent a good 2 hrs in the sun today with a 40-minute run and the rest of the time climbing around at the mega playground. no weird animals today, and like what i told shihan, the animals like to make a fool out of me. they take their positions when they know that i'm out there Alone. SULKS! i've gotten 100 shades darker and there is a possibility of a outbreak when i wake up tomorrow morning, but the feel-good factor is paramount to all of that. (((((:

on a totally random note, i like this very old photo of my jc class girls.



baby alyssa's first month party tomorrow afternoon. whoppeeedooooo. FOOD, again. not say i want to say, but with so much food going around, how not to be fat?
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


wahahahaahhahahha.

just got back from my swim. lap count=30 timing=unknown. a kid was splashing water all over. i got bored waiting for my brother to finish his laps so i made a huge wave to drown the kid. but instead of the boo-hoo-hoo-mummy-daddy-someone-bullied-me-in-the-pool manner, he turned around and started splashing at me too. i'm tickled! i like cute kids.


the wind was very cold today. wet body plus cold wind - the ultimate combi get me shivering like anything.



as i was saying yesterday, i met up with with my dearest Ryan for Spizza at holland village. went roaming around big bookshop @ clementi while waiting for him and i found a very pretty notebook. that makes me a very happy girl!












over at holland V i found a nike swimsuit in a wholesale shop for $10. that makes me a very happy girl! plus, a new addition to my wardrobe - a dark grey tee with a blue horse. that makes me a very happy girl!




hog's breath cafe it was because we were both craving for something MEATY and pizza was NOT on his menu.


i love junk food so the food we had at hog's breath makes me a very happy girl!




hee. thanks dearie! remember, i'm your honey and you are my kaya toast! wahahha.
















waiting for ms chen shinnie to arrive so that we can go running together. it's been a long time since i went for a long run with my dearest bestie. that makes me a very happy girl!

my neighbourhood is flooded with animals (think reptiles and birds and stuff like that). while walking to the busstop today, my phone went into it's camera function(THOSE USING N70 you should know what i mean laaa huh) when i pulled it out of my pocket. CLICK! guess who was caught doing what?



it's not just an empty road.
look closer my lovelies...

...why did the chicken bird cross the road?


i just got back from Holland Village and i had a rocking socks time. i'm so tired i don't think i can blog about my AWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwww-sum day. toodles! i'll blog tomorrow!

baby alyssa will grow up to be my punching bag tee hee hee! OR SLAVE. whichever she prefers. i think i'm very nice cause at least i give her a choice. (((: but for now she'll just be my scream box. :D














arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i spend too much time replying to messages online. scale of talkativeness (or typepativeness) is 10 and productivity is like, two or something.


i doubt i'd wake up in time for my swim. arghhh.


i have just decided on the solution to all my problems! i shall go for saturday's HRM makeup instead of friday's. that way, i can stop fretting over not being able to do my eRev selection cause it clashes with my lecture...and i can throw in my swim! which would mean i do not need to wake up <3 hours later.


AWESOME. i think i'm brilliant. for those who don't agree, please jump out of the window :P