my phone took flight yesterday. it flew a couple of metres into the air and made it's way back down to the ground, onto the flat pebbles moulded into the ground. possibly attracted to the likeness in color..silver and grey.. yes no?


the phone remained un-harmed but it's flight attracted alot of unwanted attention from a big group of very noisy boys who happened to be playing on the other side of the beach. growl.


yesterday's tanning session was considerably good, except for the mild disruption.  






i realise that i haven't been uploading photos for a really long time. long enough to have photobucket.com change their layout completely, and me not knowing about it until today. i daresay the new layout gives it a more professional overview.


cm decided to take half day today and so we caught i, robot. will smith's body looked damn good. slurps. hmmm. seems like i've been watching alot of movies lately. hee. i can't wait to watch connie and carla and the chinese movie with zhang ziyi.


yawns. i'm all alone at home on a weekday night. i don't quite like the idea of that.
:(((
mummy daddy quick come home!

i feel nine. sob.

my bank account is missing money.
missing as in money has disappeared,
not missing as in i miss you you miss me missing.
has money merged into money and become less money?
this cannot be.
-sniffs-
i want my money!
money baby where are you?
-sniffs-

 

i have yet to negotiate my allowance with my parents. apparently they don't seem to want to give me ANY allowance at all and when i talked about allowance, my mum said "$20?".
like WAH THANKS AR. and so my brother gets $50 a week for SITTING AT HOME AND DOING NOTHING BUT CLEARING THE FRIDGE and i get $20 for going to school. marvellous. how biased can you get mummy? sulks. i demand to get the SAME amount my brother gets.


i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i dont' care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care!!! 


on a lighter note, hehe, i got a nice pinky roxy pouch, a pretty roxy wallet, a straw mat for hardcore tanning, and a naval ring ball screw with a blue diamond. so right now my belly bling blings more hahahha.


darryl from the tattoo shop has been condemned. no, correction. the whole tattoo/piercing shop has been condemned. and we shall all boycott that shop okay? because damai's naval ring PLOPPED out while she was bathing and WHOSE FAULT IS IT but cute boy darryl? haha. anyway the other peircing tattoo shop has better service and THEY HAVE NETS THERE. hoho. ((((:

i've been locked out (rather, kept out) of my room because a bloody humongous grasshopper (my bro claims it's a praying mantis) decided to invade my room and plant itself right splat above my sofa.

we all know how much glory fears insects, with the exception of ants. remember the glory-cries-at-sight-of-creepy-cockroach incident? hurr hurr. how awfully, awfully frightful. 

that being the case,

i am not going to go back into that room of mine until mr. grasshopper decides to take flight and go to places where the grass is greener. literally.

dearest mr. grasshopper,

could you please tell me which part of my room looks like a yummy green field with lots of luscious green grass for you to feed on?

SULKS.

what do you do when you've got nothing to do?

you sit on your chair, wear your pretty bubble slippers and go piak-piak-piak,

then you go to everyone in the family

and say "i'm burnnnnnnntttt.... :("

afterwhich. u bug ur brother and his gf with

" THERE IS NO FOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD"

and proceed to chomp up all their chicken wing tips.

HAAHAAH heeeheee

i hate outfields.

i foresee this irritating attention seeking behaviour to go on for the next three nights.

would you come back soon? coz i miss you so.

the first half of today was spent in the sun, tanning, walking around, drinking one dollar and sixty two cents water, chasing fish, moulding mermaid boobs and tail, and playing volleyball. still regret going into the water though...am now suffering the consequences of not heeding cute boy's instructions. grrr. oh then met the rest in town. like wahhh...on a sunday!?!! so crowded loh.

part two wasn't spectacular. but.

let's not let the bitchiness be unleashed here.

lalalla.

PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAKKKKKKK.

bubble slipper piak piak piak piak. wheee.

 

mosquitoes seem to like to thrive under my computer table.
and thanks to them i'm itching all over but i can't scratch.
this feels awfully like some endurance camp event, refraining from scratching and psycho-ing myself to think that it doesn't itch.
wow.
lessons learnt from under the table.


i have one week to re-schdeule my body clockwork.
as of now, i'm sleeping at 6am, and waking up at 12pm.
first day of school is on 3rd august. and if i don't remember wrongly, it's from 1pm to 4pm. (momo celest, are the two of you having socio lect/tut at the same time too?)

there's a rumble in my tummy.
i would like a mrs. fields brownie
or some dark chocolate from mark & spencers.
yum.
((:

going to watch spiderman2!
again!
toiletbowlhugger is paying!


kirsten dunst!!!!!


//spiderman...spiderman.. spiderman.. spiderman.. 

got it pierced today.
hee. moment of impulse.
okay. not exactly.
been planning to do it but i didn't expect myself to do it today.
more painful than i thought it to be
but still alright.
but i did keep quiet for a while to focus on the pain.
there was a nagging numbness all the way though.. even till now.
momo said i looked calm.. oo! superwoman! haha.


ouch factor: 7/10?
yeah. somewhere there.


that guy forgot to collect the payment from me.
he got THAT LOOK from the indian guy when i said i hadn't paid up. heheh.




to damai: that cute guy's name is DARRYL.

i've got this queer feeling in my right ear.
it's like air bubbles continually bursting inside.
fuck it's irritating.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
has anyone experienced it before?? solutions of how to get rid of it? pls?

went down to RELC today to submit the UOL application with the longlegscelestinakoh.
dragged her to SHOP after that.
heheheh.. from espirit to zara to wisma to taka..
shop after shop after shop and a few rounds in the various shops.
you should've seen her face marns. it spelt EXASPERATION.
thanks babe.
lurrveee ya loads. muahhh! ((:


evidence of celestinaGOONDOOkoh's ultimate crapness.
these two super sweet jap ladies came to ask for directions,


them: "may we know where is the duty free shop??"
(celest hears it as: "may we know where is the BEAUTIFULLY SHOP??")


hoho. you can't deny. she is the queen of crap.


o yay. chongming has been exiled to hug the toilet bowl to sleep.
may you and the toilet bowl find love!
-grins-

i went to sleep at the earliest time of 12am,

immediately after CSI.

only to find myself awakening at 1.40am, unable to carry on sleeping.

(which is NOW lar)

CSI was damn gross.

this guy got shot in the mouth.

the bullet went right through, chipping off his front tooth,

slicing his tongue into half, (like some rift valley marns)

right to the throat.

thank god it didn't come out from the neck.

and blood was gorging out from his mouth.

gross i tell ya.

CSI never fails to amaze me.

the way the figure things out, spectacular isn't it?

eunice! the OCEAN cd is damn nice.

although i can't quite catch the words lar.

ok i lied. not can't quite. i can't catch the words.

heheh.

oh..! oh! i caught the part "...long island ice tea..." though

oh. pang mingyang called me to talk! HAAHAAHAA.

like cow funny can.

and he talked ALOT. even more than i did.

but i hung up to watch amazing race la.

the tv rawks.

haahaahaaa.

i want to join the amazing race!

did u see the amount of chocs they had to chew through to find the clue?

it's 12 000 chocolates there marns.

-slurps-

i want chocs!

come, chant with me.

- i want chocs! i want chocs! i want chocs!-

hehehhhhehehehe.

i still want an ipod. *sniffs*

got my cds!
jet, starsailor, and the chinese cd..ocean or something (which i duno what it's called. i only know it sounds gooooood. euniceeeeeeee!! you know don't you????)
yay.

i see this blog as an outlet to vent my frustrations at this current point of time.


why is it that you are not even anxious to make your fee payment and send in your application??
do not tell me that your part time job as a sales girl at topshop is more important than your future.
do not tell me "glory, i'm working. i don't have alot of free time."
do not tell me that your fucking low pay of $4 an hour is SO IMPORTANT that u can't even take a half day off to settle everything first.


saying that your certificates are not with you, and that your friend has no time to pass it to you is ultimate bullshit. long long ago u knew you needed it but you refused to get it back from her as soon as possible. it's all excuses. and as sure as hell you know you're giving yourself excuses.
right. AND EVEN IF THAT IS REALLY THE CASE, 
you always have to alternative of getting another certificate printed out at MOE customer's service centre. sure you have to pay for the cert, but how much do you have to pay? answer: very little. why do you have to be at the mercy of your friend??? 


chances are you will never get to read this entry. you might, but you might not.
but,
go ponder.
 

HAI YAR!
i am so bored but i'll still have to drag my lazy lil big ass to jurong point to find a pretty lovely dainty yummy cake for the birthday dinosaur. she's 18 this year okay. sweet 18 must be accompanied by a SWEET cake as well.


am i not a wonderful sister-in-law (to be) ??
((((((((((:


*prances around the room*




shall pop by the library to get some books.
 
 

i can't seem to grasp the source of my current state of confusion. it is clear that going on thinking will not lead to any solution, but i can't drop it.


blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah.


third day into my samsung x430 and i'm still pretty much in love with it. i wonder how long more it will captivate me, the one who can never stay committed for long. heheh.


people on my msn list should wake up early (the girls),  AWOL from NS (the guys), and quit school (the poly people, jc people, etc.). only then will my morning be more lively. i am dying online with no source of entertainment because celest damai ezdi eunice quincy shihan weishan vivis gillian DO NOT BLOG ENOUGH.


then again, i could choose to stop complaining and just sleep in late.


things to do today
*pay school fees at SIM
*submit application at RELC (???)
*holland V to get guinea pig food
*BBDC to apply for basic theory
*westmall to change sim card
*jp to get a cake for the birthday dinosaur


hohoho. what has become of my blog...a to do list???


this changing font color thing is getting very addictive. heeheeheee.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HEHEHheEHHEhehehehehEHehehHEHehehEHEhehhee.
my life is so boring now, it isn't even worth mentioning..
coz everything is so mundane!!!
wake up, bathe, brush teeth, feed guinea pig, watch vcd, sleep, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep.
and then the cycle repeats all over and over again.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
no wait, i watched brotherhood today.
THAT'S ALL FOLKS.
-waves-
((:

was deleting the calender notes in my old 6610 before passing it to my dad. looking at the notes, i cldn't help thinking back.
backplaying through the rain ringtone throughout the night.
memories.
the ouch.
hmm.....
 

this entry shall be in pink.
 
new blogskin. pretty pink hearts in little cookies.
quin: it's nothing really. but thanks for calling ya. oh you know what? you're the FIRST person i talked to with my new hp! aren't you glad? hohoho.
hee. gonna plop into my bed soon.
watching brotherhood tomorrow afternoon. hope it's gonna be nice! yup yup.

it's 8.07am. the last time i looked at my hp, it was 6.03am.

not bad. i slpt for 2 hrs. (rolls eyes)

then pple start walking in and out of your room and from afar u hear ur guinea pigs squeaking.

urgh. irritated to the max.

iamfuckingtired.

ihaveafuckingheadache.

hairy bear, wake up quick and take my Mondaysunday blues away.

i want my new

P H  O   N    E     .

swapped rooms with my brother. heheh.

but u know what's the biggest problem?

there's no telephone line in my brother's ex-room, aka, MY room.

now if only i could get my daddy to drill some holes and get the phone and tv cable fixed, drag people to ikea and lug pink curtains and big cushies, floor lamps and wall lights, some wooden wall shelves, and err, maybe a nicer table and a new wardrobe. wheee. purrfect. meow.

i have half a month to splash pink paint on the walls of my room.

okkk. time to wash up and get some sleep. it's 5 am in the morning. yawns.

King arthur this morning.
swords axes black horses white horses fire burning villages walls gates a heroine knights in not-so-shiny armour.
nice movie, would have been nicer if there wasn't someone jab jab jabbing me all over from top to toe with his little finger throughout the entire movie. -frowns-


and so i wanted to go swimming but the grey clouds are overhead. booboo.


yesterday was a day spent rolling arnd at home, followed by an evening with the touch rugby girls...roamed all over the place, talking walking, walking laughing, laughing talking walking. oh. and EATING. (((:


 

I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.





ten things i hate about u.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...
alright.
time to sleep. goodnights!

i dreamt of a handphone last night.
a flip phone.
this is a sign.
A SIGN!
it is time to change handphones.
mine is one year, one month, and 13 days old.
haa.
flip phone here i come!
say hi to mama.

reality check, 90% of what's in the wardrobe was bought within a timespan of ONE YEAR. fwah. time to cut down on that aspect...oh yes..after i get a few more tee shirts and a denim skirt and maybe one or two here there everywhere hahaha. sheesh. but i will cut down!! yes i will i will!


i watched the italian job for the fifth time today. i mean if both you and i can't seem to control the cars in NFS, we'll leave it to the movie to steer the cars around. just fix the eyes on the tee vee. wheeee. fantastic cars, great planning and a hot chick. can't seem to get enough of it. everyday i live, i awe. or should i say, everytime i watch, i awe. heheh.


and today i'm going to grow FAT FAT FAT very fat because my good ol' darling uncle chongming bought me chocs. yum yum. it's the greatest feeling in the world to lay beside your bestest best friend, watch tv and just roll around. muahhh! i lurve you to many many many little tiny itsy witsy little pieces.


who needs a special someone when u've got your darling bimbos and your precious himbo? *winks*

yays.
windstruck + mean girls wid the blardee mermaid.
which is goooooood.
it's okay when everyone fails me
i know that my bimbos will be THERE FOR ME (RIGHT?!??!!?!)
yayyy.
happy happy happy.

i feel like a moron.
but i can't deny that i feel so much happier after yesterday.
so am i really going to get strawberries from mos burger? HMMM.


and btw, those people who only know me for 3 months, should stop adding my friends onto their msn list, and tell them about me because helloooooooo?? i've known my friend for like howmanydonkeyyears and, aiya, basically it's like, making a fool out of yourself cause obviously he knows me much much better than you. RIGHT?


it's raining. pitter patter on my window pane. if the rain stops i'll run over to brend's place to play basketball (wazzzzzaaaaaa??!) with bren + sam. i'm hoping to turn it netball style hahahahhaa. okay bullshit.


HAIYA....ros will be leaving tmr. so sad. the air in taman jurong will be a little less funky wahahhaa.

i'm starting to like being alone. being alone gives me a sense of achievement. like some kind of power over my current vulnerable emo state. a form of control, or so to say. being alone, i start to observe, to scrutinize every detail on every person walking around me. this silent observation which they know not of, robs them of the ability to fight for their rights, of the chance to rebutt. and that makes me feel superior over them.


being alone forces me to APPEAR nonchalent about the things going on around me. this so-called "strength" is what i'm feeding on right now. real or fake, whatever it takes to help me stand up again. call it self deceit, but if it helps, why not?


i want to leave everything that hurts behind. everything.




Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out




ezdi's nick reads: something very sexy about power
certainly. and power is what i desire right now.

sneezing like crazy now.
got awakened by my hp message ringtone yesterday but it's worthwhile.
(:
i'm going back to sleep after blogging. feeling so. urgh.


new additions to the family. Bubbles and Pinky. guinea pigs. just this morning they started eating from my hand. sweets. they're shy creatures who get alarmed at every little movement..well, at least for the time being.


urhg. feeling awful. gonna sleep now. goodnights.






oh, and siang, can u pls stop trying to add chongming to your msn list? thanks.

i'm a lousy little girl.
my cough hasn't gone away and i've got new sicknesses. my nose is leaking and my head feels so light. my eyelids seem to have gained some weight too. -frowns-








wish you'd call

Insignificant:
1. Not significant, especially:
a. Lacking in importance; trivial.
b. Lacking power, position, or value; worthy of little regard.
c. Small in size or amount.
2. Having little or no meaning.


i'm insignificant. so i've not made your "saddening days" any happier. that came as one huge OUCH. i should consider signing up for comedy lessons to humour you since my presence does not in any way make you any happier.


and maybe you yourself should sign up for sensitivity classes. you need an entire lifetime of those.

tanning today. the sun was shiok-alinggum (wid the indian accent marn!).
then the two bimbos went rollerblading and flirting wid ang moh boy...and the sri-lankan crab went waddling arnd in the water leaving me alone to act dead on the beach.
the many "DEHHH" and zero "ding ding ding!" on the bus. and that freaky skinny white anemic looking man in thongs and long sleeves. hahahaaha.


lurve u all. muahhhhh.

feelin neglected. a thousand and one unreplied sms.
go. play with your comp and stay forever busy busy busy busy busy. come back when you feel like it.
it's always this way isn't it?
let's just keep it this way then.
i won't msg you unless you msg me.




maybe it's just pms. :(

oo.superduperyummydummy.
FIRST DAY WITHOUT WORK and boy am i enjoying it.
whoops! ((: