i see this blog as an outlet to vent my frustrations at this current point of time.


why is it that you are not even anxious to make your fee payment and send in your application??
do not tell me that your part time job as a sales girl at topshop is more important than your future.
do not tell me "glory, i'm working. i don't have alot of free time."
do not tell me that your fucking low pay of $4 an hour is SO IMPORTANT that u can't even take a half day off to settle everything first.


saying that your certificates are not with you, and that your friend has no time to pass it to you is ultimate bullshit. long long ago u knew you needed it but you refused to get it back from her as soon as possible. it's all excuses. and as sure as hell you know you're giving yourself excuses.
right. AND EVEN IF THAT IS REALLY THE CASE, 
you always have to alternative of getting another certificate printed out at MOE customer's service centre. sure you have to pay for the cert, but how much do you have to pay? answer: very little. why do you have to be at the mercy of your friend??? 


chances are you will never get to read this entry. you might, but you might not.
but,
go ponder.