you think your past week has been wonderful. you have no worries, no qualms about anything. you spent every possible second with your boy, and he meets you everytime he has a chance to. you do things together, go out together, watch endless dvds until you both fall asleep. you think nothing can get better than this. you think that your failing relationship is actually going to get better. you actually start to love him again.


and then at the end of it when you ask him out to keep you company for a little while, he'd rather stay home to do his stuff, and stay home cause he thinks his parents would be angry if he's missing all the time. that gets you kinda upset, but it's okay, you'll whine a little and get over it. and then he says the most hurting words you can ever imagine: "do you know what's enough?"

oh man my eyes hurt like crazy. they feel so dry and sore, i doubt i'd be able to wear my lenses tomorrow. will have to put on my big cbunky spectacles to work. eeeewwww.
just came back from supper (technically speaking marcus' supper) with eun and marcus. it's interesting to hear a guy's point of view. and wow he has his own bike. hmphhf. i want my own transport too.
dinner at the rice table with the mjdds people at suntec last night to celebrate neo's birthday. was kinda pleasant to see all the old faces again. i do admit i was bored at times cause i couldn't quite catch what they were saying. pouts. but i had a great time anyway. as usual we didn't take any photos again.
arghhhhh i wanna blog about last week's events but i shall continue another day. nods nods.

it amazes me how i can feel more appreciated by someone who's a thousand kilometres away as compared to someone who lives ten minutes away from me. i really wish he were here by my side, instead of being so far away. and it doesn't help when one text message costs 60 cents.




silly memories stuck in my head to help me pass my day by..."tomatensaus!". "spleetog!", "ik ben glory!"
(: giggles. come back metal mouth techno richie.

two consecutive nights of alcohol is giving my head a hard time. tonight was especially wonderful. but all these will end on tuesday. then, you'll be gone.

this entry is dedicated to mersai once again. quote unquote mersai: go blog go blog!
can't seem to get to sleep so i'm going to work with pooofy eyes. so much for laughing at mersai's pathetic sleeping time left. BOOOOOO.
supper at lau pa sat with pretty quin pretty danny and horrible mersai (muahahaha) last night. me thinks all food tastes good at night. perhaps tastebuds taste a little more after the sun sets and the moon's high up in the sky, right above our heads.
yesterday i learnt that cars can dance to music too! right left right left right left. heh. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. more car rides at night! thanks!


mersai's last day working at treetops. i'll miss her (SOMETIMES, which is very seldom). HAA HAA okay i shall stop being mean, afterall she's gonna help me take apron and top from the linen room. THANKS MERMAID! hugs.

i just chucked my last thirty into wormy's wallet. ): i'm broke. my bank account's balance of 85cents is an eyesore, like a baboon's ass. i secretly dream that someday my parents/boyfriend will strike the lottery. but then again, they don't even know what 4D is. TSK.


glory's get everythingyouwant plan:
Plan 1:
go out with a new guy every fortnight. and the first probable target would be little boy who says he'll pay for everything if i break up with wormy to be with him! xD


plan 2:
split my room into half and rent it out.


plan 3.
go out with a new guy every fortnight.


plan 4:
go out with a new guy every fortnight.


as you can see, i don't have any bright ideas.
Zzzzzzz.

time apart has done us good. will always remember to cherish what i have. dropping little praises here and there brings smiles lalala.


the past half a year together has been wonderful.





thank you for all the love you bring to me.




dinner at holland v with the usual suspects. it was hilarious looking at the monkey and the fat bastard constantly insulting each other. stan came much later and i amused myself by caressing his bald head. the five of us ate from swensens to spizza to tcc. goodness gracious me. *pokes me fat tummy*
what a weird way to spend my 6th month with wormy. but more company makes better conversation so no harm really.


absent myself from milady and treetops for the past week to rest at home. had to pamper my tired tired body. to all my lovelies: i miss you all. tuesday night shall be for you you you and you. wheeeeee.

celest:
thanks my dear. *massages your tired arms and legs*

it feels quite good to be single albeit abit boring and lonely at times but with some odd distractions it's alright. elainey lainey came down to acc me. i love elaine laine. you know just exactly how i feel MUAHs. with reference to the first sentence, don't be alarmed. i have not broken up..i've just decided to erms take a break.


sending hugs to quin quin quin my dear quin.

let's see. i shall blog abitss.
-basically quarrels with wormy agains but it's okay i'll get over it soon enough.
-my princess dropped by at milady to gimme hugs and to slam me in the face, just like 4 years back. roar!
-a buncha brunei people came to shop in my shop today. wow they're cool la they even have a personal security guard escorting them.
-theft at hula and co. later at night where these two chao lao women stole 4 skirts and a bag and probed my pretty girl's eyes.
-caught mr and mrs smith at ps with brother, his girlfriend, and daniel.
i'm tired and i'm off to sleep agains. ta ta world.

specially for miss eunice since she's bored and says that i must blog more:

HELLOS PUFFY!!!!!
((:

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retailing at SGD$25.
while stocks last.

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yays! i have yet another snuffed animal from my dearest.
hugggs. thank you!


so tired from work. but i shall just keep thinking about the money.


i'm watching andy lau on tv. how sad can my life get? *BAWLS*

am dead beat. thanks to some co-partner who doesn't do his darn job.
anyhoos...5 hrs of sleep and i'm off to work again.

my love life - zero
my social life - zero

my gawd.

hohoho.
shop opening later this afternoon!!
talk about E-F-F-E-C-I-E-N-C-Y!


suffering from sleep defecit. getting home at 6am in the morning is not fun.
):

tired tired tired.
gotta do the crappish packing..
who wants to pack for me? yay.

been so busy i only got to pee TWICE since 7.53am friday to 4.37am, saturday.
endurance of the bladder. wow.


down with the exams.
other more important things to do.
TIRED TIRED TIRED!

approximately 12 more hrs to my last paper, and 15 more to my so-called freedom.
let me give you a picture of what i see in my head for tmr's paper.
@!$%^*$ fail! @!#@%&@# FAIL!!! FAIL!!!!! !#@%& FAIL FAIL!!!
i think it's pointless to continue reading. i give up.

the past week has been horrible. i took it easy and thought i could get by. not expecting to score not expecting to get even a 50. only a mere 34, the passing grade. i come out after every paper, feeling more miserable than before. each night i cried before my paper in the morning, even though i knew it wouldn't help me do any better. i got panic attacks where my mind totally blanked out on me. i don't think i'll ever feel this bad for the rest of my life. and now i've got one more paper to go on friday and i already know i'm fighting a losing battle. this sense of helplessness.. is far too much for me to bear.

thanks elainey eunice celestina air poo vivis xiangling wormy mummy daddy stupidfatkorkor stan and all the rest who've been there to just stand by me. hugs silky and funky for sitting on the chair next to me every night.

coming next sem, i shall retake my failed modules (soci, econs and ibm). this round's failure is classic.. much as i wish i'd scrape through by some miraculous means...... it's tit for tat. i put in zero effort and get zero in return.
i've got no one to blame and i admit defeat. i don't have super duper power memory, i don't have a truckload of four-leaf clovers and beams of sunshine and rainbows shining over my head.
no it's not that bad. even if all my friends are moving on to year two, and i'd be all alone, i'll pull through.


i'll go at my own pace....nothing's wrong with being slower.



need help with setting up shop this weekend! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Milady opening at Far East Plaza on the 23rd of may (tentatively). Plus sized clothing, shoes, and accessories. please drop by. located at #01-67, under the escalator, next to spectacle hut.

to the previously flattened worm. pppfffffffttttt!


when i'm pissed make me laugh by acting cute and looking stupid. you must do whatever i ask you to do.
when I cry you are by default, in the wrong, even when i'm in the wrong.
appease me with nice pink things or lollipops and beg to be forgiven.


never attempt to keep quiet. it will make me angrier.
speak up for yourself. otherwise i'd hurl vulgarities and call you a wimp.
during an argument, attempt to speak faster, in any language, so that i won't be able to catch up.


your rebuttal must not offend/insult me in any form or manner. otherwise you'll be in deeper shit.


say something that'll never cross my mind..catch me unaware and make me contradict myself.
when that happens you win, and i stop crying.


when will all these ever get rooted in your brain?


in short. you must act miserable when i cry. drama rama i say.