the past week has been horrible. i took it easy and thought i could get by. not expecting to score not expecting to get even a 50. only a mere 34, the passing grade. i come out after every paper, feeling more miserable than before. each night i cried before my paper in the morning, even though i knew it wouldn't help me do any better. i got panic attacks where my mind totally blanked out on me. i don't think i'll ever feel this bad for the rest of my life. and now i've got one more paper to go on friday and i already know i'm fighting a losing battle. this sense of helplessness.. is far too much for me to bear.

thanks elainey eunice celestina air poo vivis xiangling wormy mummy daddy stupidfatkorkor stan and all the rest who've been there to just stand by me. hugs silky and funky for sitting on the chair next to me every night.

coming next sem, i shall retake my failed modules (soci, econs and ibm). this round's failure is classic.. much as i wish i'd scrape through by some miraculous means...... it's tit for tat. i put in zero effort and get zero in return.
i've got no one to blame and i admit defeat. i don't have super duper power memory, i don't have a truckload of four-leaf clovers and beams of sunshine and rainbows shining over my head.
no it's not that bad. even if all my friends are moving on to year two, and i'd be all alone, i'll pull through.


i'll go at my own pace....nothing's wrong with being slower.



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