HAI YAR!
i am so bored but i'll still have to drag my lazy lil big ass to jurong point to find a pretty lovely dainty yummy cake for the birthday dinosaur. she's 18 this year okay. sweet 18 must be accompanied by a SWEET cake as well.


am i not a wonderful sister-in-law (to be) ??
((((((((((:


*prances around the room*




shall pop by the library to get some books.
 
 

i can't seem to grasp the source of my current state of confusion. it is clear that going on thinking will not lead to any solution, but i can't drop it.


blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah.


third day into my samsung x430 and i'm still pretty much in love with it. i wonder how long more it will captivate me, the one who can never stay committed for long. heheh.


people on my msn list should wake up early (the girls),  AWOL from NS (the guys), and quit school (the poly people, jc people, etc.). only then will my morning be more lively. i am dying online with no source of entertainment because celest damai ezdi eunice quincy shihan weishan vivis gillian DO NOT BLOG ENOUGH.


then again, i could choose to stop complaining and just sleep in late.


things to do today
*pay school fees at SIM
*submit application at RELC (???)
*holland V to get guinea pig food
*BBDC to apply for basic theory
*westmall to change sim card
*jp to get a cake for the birthday dinosaur


hohoho. what has become of my blog...a to do list???


this changing font color thing is getting very addictive. heeheeheee.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HEHEHheEHHEhehehehehEHehehHEHehehEHEhehhee.
my life is so boring now, it isn't even worth mentioning..
coz everything is so mundane!!!
wake up, bathe, brush teeth, feed guinea pig, watch vcd, sleep, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep.
and then the cycle repeats all over and over again.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
no wait, i watched brotherhood today.
THAT'S ALL FOLKS.
-waves-
((:

was deleting the calender notes in my old 6610 before passing it to my dad. looking at the notes, i cldn't help thinking back.
backplaying through the rain ringtone throughout the night.
memories.
the ouch.
hmm.....
 

this entry shall be in pink.
 
new blogskin. pretty pink hearts in little cookies.
quin: it's nothing really. but thanks for calling ya. oh you know what? you're the FIRST person i talked to with my new hp! aren't you glad? hohoho.
hee. gonna plop into my bed soon.
watching brotherhood tomorrow afternoon. hope it's gonna be nice! yup yup.

it's 8.07am. the last time i looked at my hp, it was 6.03am.

not bad. i slpt for 2 hrs. (rolls eyes)

then pple start walking in and out of your room and from afar u hear ur guinea pigs squeaking.

urgh. irritated to the max.

iamfuckingtired.

ihaveafuckingheadache.

hairy bear, wake up quick and take my Mondaysunday blues away.

i want my new

P H  O   N    E     .

swapped rooms with my brother. heheh.

but u know what's the biggest problem?

there's no telephone line in my brother's ex-room, aka, MY room.

now if only i could get my daddy to drill some holes and get the phone and tv cable fixed, drag people to ikea and lug pink curtains and big cushies, floor lamps and wall lights, some wooden wall shelves, and err, maybe a nicer table and a new wardrobe. wheee. purrfect. meow.

i have half a month to splash pink paint on the walls of my room.

okkk. time to wash up and get some sleep. it's 5 am in the morning. yawns.

King arthur this morning.
swords axes black horses white horses fire burning villages walls gates a heroine knights in not-so-shiny armour.
nice movie, would have been nicer if there wasn't someone jab jab jabbing me all over from top to toe with his little finger throughout the entire movie. -frowns-


and so i wanted to go swimming but the grey clouds are overhead. booboo.


yesterday was a day spent rolling arnd at home, followed by an evening with the touch rugby girls...roamed all over the place, talking walking, walking laughing, laughing talking walking. oh. and EATING. (((:


 

I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.





ten things i hate about u.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...
alright.
time to sleep. goodnights!

i dreamt of a handphone last night.
a flip phone.
this is a sign.
A SIGN!
it is time to change handphones.
mine is one year, one month, and 13 days old.
haa.
flip phone here i come!
say hi to mama.

reality check, 90% of what's in the wardrobe was bought within a timespan of ONE YEAR. fwah. time to cut down on that aspect...oh yes..after i get a few more tee shirts and a denim skirt and maybe one or two here there everywhere hahaha. sheesh. but i will cut down!! yes i will i will!


i watched the italian job for the fifth time today. i mean if both you and i can't seem to control the cars in NFS, we'll leave it to the movie to steer the cars around. just fix the eyes on the tee vee. wheeee. fantastic cars, great planning and a hot chick. can't seem to get enough of it. everyday i live, i awe. or should i say, everytime i watch, i awe. heheh.


and today i'm going to grow FAT FAT FAT very fat because my good ol' darling uncle chongming bought me chocs. yum yum. it's the greatest feeling in the world to lay beside your bestest best friend, watch tv and just roll around. muahhh! i lurve you to many many many little tiny itsy witsy little pieces.


who needs a special someone when u've got your darling bimbos and your precious himbo? *winks*

yays.
windstruck + mean girls wid the blardee mermaid.
which is goooooood.
it's okay when everyone fails me
i know that my bimbos will be THERE FOR ME (RIGHT?!??!!?!)
yayyy.
happy happy happy.

i feel like a moron.
but i can't deny that i feel so much happier after yesterday.
so am i really going to get strawberries from mos burger? HMMM.


and btw, those people who only know me for 3 months, should stop adding my friends onto their msn list, and tell them about me because helloooooooo?? i've known my friend for like howmanydonkeyyears and, aiya, basically it's like, making a fool out of yourself cause obviously he knows me much much better than you. RIGHT?


it's raining. pitter patter on my window pane. if the rain stops i'll run over to brend's place to play basketball (wazzzzzaaaaaa??!) with bren + sam. i'm hoping to turn it netball style hahahahhaa. okay bullshit.


HAIYA....ros will be leaving tmr. so sad. the air in taman jurong will be a little less funky wahahhaa.

i'm starting to like being alone. being alone gives me a sense of achievement. like some kind of power over my current vulnerable emo state. a form of control, or so to say. being alone, i start to observe, to scrutinize every detail on every person walking around me. this silent observation which they know not of, robs them of the ability to fight for their rights, of the chance to rebutt. and that makes me feel superior over them.


being alone forces me to APPEAR nonchalent about the things going on around me. this so-called "strength" is what i'm feeding on right now. real or fake, whatever it takes to help me stand up again. call it self deceit, but if it helps, why not?


i want to leave everything that hurts behind. everything.




Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out




ezdi's nick reads: something very sexy about power
certainly. and power is what i desire right now.

sneezing like crazy now.
got awakened by my hp message ringtone yesterday but it's worthwhile.
(:
i'm going back to sleep after blogging. feeling so. urgh.


new additions to the family. Bubbles and Pinky. guinea pigs. just this morning they started eating from my hand. sweets. they're shy creatures who get alarmed at every little movement..well, at least for the time being.


urhg. feeling awful. gonna sleep now. goodnights.






oh, and siang, can u pls stop trying to add chongming to your msn list? thanks.

i'm a lousy little girl.
my cough hasn't gone away and i've got new sicknesses. my nose is leaking and my head feels so light. my eyelids seem to have gained some weight too. -frowns-








wish you'd call

Insignificant:
1. Not significant, especially:
a. Lacking in importance; trivial.
b. Lacking power, position, or value; worthy of little regard.
c. Small in size or amount.
2. Having little or no meaning.


i'm insignificant. so i've not made your "saddening days" any happier. that came as one huge OUCH. i should consider signing up for comedy lessons to humour you since my presence does not in any way make you any happier.


and maybe you yourself should sign up for sensitivity classes. you need an entire lifetime of those.

tanning today. the sun was shiok-alinggum (wid the indian accent marn!).
then the two bimbos went rollerblading and flirting wid ang moh boy...and the sri-lankan crab went waddling arnd in the water leaving me alone to act dead on the beach.
the many "DEHHH" and zero "ding ding ding!" on the bus. and that freaky skinny white anemic looking man in thongs and long sleeves. hahahaaha.


lurve u all. muahhhhh.

feelin neglected. a thousand and one unreplied sms.
go. play with your comp and stay forever busy busy busy busy busy. come back when you feel like it.
it's always this way isn't it?
let's just keep it this way then.
i won't msg you unless you msg me.




maybe it's just pms. :(

oo.superduperyummydummy.
FIRST DAY WITHOUT WORK and boy am i enjoying it.
whoops! ((: