i feel so terrible i just want to sit in a corner sulk cry and throw tantrums like a little child. my back hurts my bones ache and i feel like throwing up. my mum made me drink ginseng and ryan made me drink another horrid bitter drink. this dreaded fever sucks. WAILSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

i concede! i'm not gonna fight anymore. i shall go eat some medicine. :(