i toss and turn, trying hard to fall asleep. i lie awake trying to keep my eyes shut. i try to take long breaths to relax but something (i wish i knew what) at the back of my head keeps me up.


i think the lights are preventing me from sleeping. i climb out of bed to turn the night lights off. half an hr later, i think the darkness makes me nervous. i climb out again to turn them on.


how should i sleep? maybe i should sleep face up. no wait, this doesn't feel comfortable. let's try turning to the right. no wait, this doesn't feel right either. what if there's something behind my back which i can't see? okay. maybe let's try turning my back to the wall - ahh.. this way i won't be afraid! no wait, i still can't fall asleep.


maybe i should bring out my notes to read. that should put me to sleep. no wait, i should sleep and leave everything else till tomorrow. no maybe i shld just climb out of bed to study since i can't fall asleep. no!!! i need to sleep now or you won't have the energy to study tomorrow.


thoughts like these leave me sleepless.




hoho. something to make me grin about. someone brought me my fav. century egg porridge at 11+ in the night, all the way from geylang. *heart melts* oh! oh! and it gives me a warm fuzzy to know that the journey from geylang to my place took 2 hours.
now everyone, say "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..."