i have once again successfully screwed up my job as a student today, working towards my failure through the negligence of books notes pens and papers. i feel hopeless but it's not like anyone can help me if i don't help myself.
i just can't bring myself to READ anything except material irrelevant to my following three papers. i find myself absorbed in books magazines newspapers websites... i even read everything on TELETEXT. i press on the remote.. digit after digit and wait for articles to flash on the screen. MAGAZINES; i read from back to back.. i could probably give u a summary of any article in those magazines as well.
it's okay... i shall find hope in tomorrow :p


swimming today! i simply love the smell of chlorine in my hair. i love the familiar faces. i think i like consistency in things. things that never change. things that remain the same. repetitive things. things that go on and on and on. i can listen to a single song over and over and over again for over an hour. apple + worm can vouch for that.


but then again, maybe not. i swing from doing one thing to the other.
now, that's not consistent.
ahahaha. i confuse myself.