i'm in pain. my left ear hurts. the feeling you get when you dig too deep into your ear, except this time, the feeling is permanent. i'm convinced it's an ear infection, but my mum claims it's just heatiness. what can i say? the nurse is always more professional and experienced.
one more day of pain and i'll just die. i swear i'll just die.


my shuffle took me out for a 4k run today. this time round, no lizards, no crocodiles, but lots and lots of flying insects flocking the lamps.


suffering from bouts of moodiness and euphoria. my mood swings are erratic now. and my dearest MR.ng ryan has to suffer it all. from calling me continuously for 36 times, to sending me countless msgs for 2 hours to pacify my raging soul, all to which i deliberately ignored.
and running to the bookshop as soon as the shutters were raised to buy color pencils to draw me a card and hopping over to my place with lunch.
and he who doesn't even run in camp went running with me.


i should count my blessings. god is good for giving me such a treasure.