i have everything. i have all the love in the world. i have a closely knitted family, a loving boyfriend and a huge bunch of friends who adore me. i'm pink in health, i don't have any family problems, financial difficulties, or unemployment issues. so why is it that i constantly feel this way? i don't want to feel this way. can this feeling please go away. please?

my life is perfect. imperfection is just part of my mind's fabrication.

i am annoyed.
i feel enormous cause i ate many many many nuggets and potato chips yesterday and polished it off with enormous spoonfuls of almond longan jelly. blogger doesn't seem to want to let me post ANY photos up and i can't do my FR questions.
this is just shit la seriously.

hahaha it's 2.54am i'm bored and

i'm bouncing around in my room in fluffy red bedroom slippers...and they really keep those little toes warm. makes me happy to be at home. thanks steph and bryan! i still think they're too cute to wear.

my double chin is growing. my spare tyres are expanding. my ass is going sideways. love handles are my best friends!

and no one believes me. yadda yadda.
glory is not hungry. glory is just fat and greedy. glory is a pig!
glory is not hungry. glory is fat and greedy. fat and greedy. fat and greedy. fat and greedy. fat and greedy. fat and greedy.

pls lose more weight!

do you know where you're going to?
chase those fantasies you had in your mind?
let those dreams slip past your fingers?

i'm falling behind.
i'm losing track of time.
i need to find myself again and remember what i was working for.
one day i will be there.

my dearest party people,
check your emails!!!!
all details included.


i'll see you on friday!!!
*SHAKES POM POMS*

btw anyone with
*ice box a large ice box?
(aside from bryan whose ice box is with pang)

i hate how it gets to me.
just let me sleep...for a long time.

mood:
very annoyed.

i feel like lard today. i feel like the green tin bottles of GHEE sold in the supermarkets. i'm not even feeling like full cream man. i'm feeling like OIL. my dad should just plug a tube into my sides and strain my fat to fuel his car.

#@$#$^%*&^&%$%$#^%$&^%^%$%

Dear all, am throwing a mini-celebration at my place to celebrate my last birthday as a STUDENT.

DATE: 25th january (Friday)

TIME: from 9pm till late.

a night to eat snack, drink, be merry....and TGIF.

RSVP!

p.s/ anyone selling their absolut vodka original/tequila/baileys/peach scnapps? IN NEED OF BOOZE.

i post of love.

rainy day.
a flight of steps.
$1 thailand flipflops.
add them three together and what have you got?

first a squeal followed by a few thumps - glory tumbling down the steps.
what a familiar scene. i think it's a periodical event which i cannot escape from.
the pain went straight through my ankle joint. the impact of the fall left me handicapped for half and hour so i could barely walk. le boyfriend had to piggyback me all the way home alongside my gigglinggg escorts apple eunice and sam.
ROARRRRRRR.

my ass my calve and the ankle feels sore and methink they're gonna turn black and blue soon. ))):
and i also realise that i always fall on the right side of my body. has it got to do with reflexes?
HMMMMMMMM.

i'm stuck with doing the wrong things at the wrong time
like sleeping in the day instead of the night;
like eating ice cream on a freezing cold day;
like doing my work at 1.48am when i need to sleep & wake up at 6.30am;
like blogging when i'm supposed to be doing my work.

we make one happy family!
you me and a little one. ((((:

of course the little one does not necessarily refer to a child so don't get all smiley just yet :P

posts blueberry morning has been dethroned by quaker's toasted oatmeal!!!
hahaha...
i've got 5 different types of cereal sitting in my fridge.


*and thus the blog has been cleared of cobwebs with this post*
HAHA!

december was good.
christmas was good.
school break was good.
family is wonderful!
my friends - some are missing (cause i've been missing); some are back.
loverboy is fantastic. i don't care how cheesy this is going to sound. i just HAVE to take it down. candlelight dinner in my room on my little pink ikea box, finely prepared by he himself while i was taking a nap. my heart melted la.

i haven't been blogging properly for eons. and i know i'm gonna regret it when a year later, i have nothing to look back at to refresh those memories. because ever so often when i'm down i click back on those past entries which remind me of those good times.

so watch this space cause i'm gonna be back on track.
heh heh.

that said, i still have 3 essays and 28 damn questions untouched.
and when are they due again? oh 2 days later.
hahahahahaha.. i need extra hands. brains, too.

oh and there's 206'99 chalet tmr! it has been 10 years. and more than 3/4s are turning up. all i can say is, great effort from all those organising!

okay evidently at 5.40am in the morning, my thoughts are really messy. with chunky bits here and there.

(this pic is for miss chen shihan. jeans yo.)

yay. christmas means lots of time spent with my whole family.

hi world.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hope everyone's having as much fun as i am. :D

actually i wanted to blog one leh....
but i see the rain splashing in onto my foolscap and notes...............
so i think i shall go and close my windows instead of blogging.
HAHAHA.

don't you wish you were a robot which doesn't feel?
or the tinman in OZ who didn't have a heart?

bloated!! cause i can't shit.
and this sucks. i feel like a balloon.
i think my body is expanding at a rate of 1mm every half hour.

tomorrow i shall eat a bunch of bananas, drink prune juice and maybe eat laxatives.

i can't take it!!!!!!!!!
my tummy feels like it's going to E-X-P-L-O-D-E!
sobs.

i am smiling like an idiot right now because i've finished my ASSsay. i will be free to whip up a tiny surprise to celebrate the end of ryan's exams (wedsy) on tuesday night!
i was even intending to stay back in school tomorrow so that i'll have no further distractions (napping/tv/dvd/internet/babysasa). heheehehehe guess i won't have to stay in school anymore!
at the beginning of this semester, i resolved to be more dedicated to my schoolwork and to actually behave like a student instead of flying around between skipping classes and ocassionally attending a couple here and there. 3 months into it and i daresay i've tried, albeit not my best. heehee.
my school fees this year shall not go to waste. i will continue to stick my butt in lectures and get my assignments marked cause HAIYER IT'S DAMN EX LAAAAAAAAA can...i'm feeling the pinch!
LOLOlOLOLOLOLOLOL.




on a sidenote, my face feels BLOATED laaaaaaaaaaa.
I IS SAD!
i hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it.
i refuse to stuff a single morsel into my mouth tomorrow.

where have i been of late? i seriously have no idea. time sneaks by so fast these days that i find it hard to keep track of the days. but i'm certainly thankful for the time i have with good company. and oh yes the current craze is over sliced fish soup. no more dumpling soup :P

HUGE baby. (9 months when the pictures were taken)


marmalade pantry for a simple dinner affair on apple's birthday. their sticky date dessert is a heavenly delight.


night out - graced with some atrocious sheesha smoke screen pics, ghostly blue lighting, and red eyes. and how can i not mention the group of people from the next table who blurted out singing old tunes like yesterday and the rainbow connection?


baking happy cupcakes for ryan....and i happily stringed in apple and eunice. i miss the times when they came over to my place to doodle around doing nothing but laughing at the most ridiculous things


and the day out with the loveofmylife for his birthday. lunch. shop. dinner. it's not often that i have his company for TWO meals in a day... that leaves him with 4 portions of food in less than 6 hours. hahahaaha.