was it the right thing to do? to give it all up? can i keep the laughter and forget the pain? will my tears start flowing if i stop running? will you still try and keep trying to win me back again? my heart is bleeding but i've got no right to say a thing because i wanted it this way. a week has past now how long more will this feeling stay..we still talk and meet up but the emptiness just grows. why do you pretend like everything's the same; that nothing has changed? what do you really want?