boiled barley water for the boy today and sent it to him cause he's running a slight fever from all that tanning yesterday. the sudden appearance of sweet young things in his life poses as a potential threat, hence the surge in care concern and attentiveness. what a bother.


have also skipped work taken leave from work for a whole week to stay home to take care of sick guinea pig and grieve over the loss of the other. told my manager that my grandmother passed away. well she did, except she passed away 12 years ago. what was i supposed to say? pig is sick? i don't think she'd take that for an excuse. sigh!!!


have plans to wear black throughout the entire month. also to input role play and be SAD and MISERABLE all day. (not too hard a task, just think about pig who left)must make my lie look credible.