"Life will be sweeter if all students were faithful to their timetable. Thank you for your cooperation."
haha. i got this in the sim mail. the management's lame. really.
actually,
life will be sweeter if they give us sweets during lecture!
okayy not funny.
sulk.

sat through lessons from 1pm to 6pm. i swear my butt cheeks just got flatter. pancakes anyone?
heh. crashed today's econs lecture cus i missed last saturday's one. momo came along and boy were we embarrassed.
10 minutes late and sitting directly under the nose of that eeeky ting mun kong.
hoho.. twirls the hair..
one good thing though.. i got to sit next to my Nice Hair! ahhhh.. the pleasures of life. *head bounces*


long school hours are good.
glory gets tired,
gets pms-sy,
gets very short-tempered,
and gets to test the patience of mr rolly polly!
ahahahahaha...
*Shakes head*


anyways soci tutorial undone. all the questions look weird... maybe it's because i'm tired. *shrugs shoulders*
boo hoo hoo..


aiya i'm hungry.
i'm hungry all day. WHY?
)))))))):

burp. just had my dinner of fishballs! boing boing boing.
my SIM membership card came in the mail today. it's a pretty orange card! oh yay. an extra card to slide into my wallet to make it fat fat. haha.


celest momo elaine and i nearly died of embarrassment in the SIM canteen today. -shakes head- itchy hand elaine went to dig a bag which she apparently thought was her friend's bag. you might've guessed, as it turned out, it wasn't her friend's bag. roar. wanted to dig a hole in a floor to hide my face.


pooots. i feel the fishballs bouncing around in my tum tum. hahaha.

that is me! because a happy child is a pretty child.

issues.
don't we all hate the word? gives us headaches, heartaches, eye sores, throats run dry, brains go dead. errrrrr. ya u get the idea.
anyway it just scares me when the word ISSUES is raised. like. okayyyyy.. so here we have it, the "issue" and what are we going to do about it? boo hoo hoo.


alright. i need to cough out 29 bucks to buy my skirt.
another 8 bucks to buy my slippers.
DAddyyyyyy won't you help me pls? flashes smile.
ho ho ho.

hehe. i have a test in an hour's time and what am i doing?

blogging.

and surfing around in friendster.

and i spent the previous night yakking away.

and the previous afternoon sending short text msgs and napping.

O_o???

haha.

actually i'm very excited. can't wait for the test.

SO FUN! got test you knowwww?

and there's MCQ too! tell me, how long have you not had an MCQ test? since sec2 probably.

hehehe... so fun so fun!

sigh. must remember to do my maths assignment when i get home after lecture today. i left it half done the other time and now i can't find it anywhere?

Zzz. i swear some angle or spot in my room is affliated to the bermuda triangle. hmph. wait till i find out which spot. it will DIE!! you here me? DIE!!!!

i don't like to be alone at night

and i don't like to hear i'm wrong when i'm right

and i don't like to have the rain on my shoes

but i do love you

i don't like to see the sky painted grey

and i don't like when nothing's going my way

and i don't like to be the one with the blues

but i do love you

i don't like to turn the radio on

just to find i missed my favourite song

i don't like to be the last to know the news

but i do love you

hmm. lemme think.
there's a little bit of good and a lil bit of bad in everyone. a little bit of grey on the white screen sheet. a little stain on a white blouse. a little dogged-ear piece of paper. a little crease on an ironed blouse.
my point?
without all these little black spots grey blots defacts damages quarrels whatsoever, LIFE WOULD BE BORING WAD!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeee. don't u all agree?

comeeee! people!! quarrel with me! fight with me! flash your cat claws forks spoons and knives. heehee!

aiya i'm just bored at home. WHERE is my bro! WHERE IS MY BRO! yo yo yo. no one to snatch comp with me. no one to take away the tv controller and turn down the tv volume no one to eat up all my food no one for me to call FEI FEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!





tee hee hee hee. i STOLE your picture from your folder. eeeyer so cute! FEI FEI!!!!!!!! don't you just love me kor kor? hahahahahhaa.

yo wassup wassup ehehehehehehe.
where is the loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
answer?
stuck in camp.
in a tiny little rover.
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


soci test tomorrow. OH Gawd. die! ahahahs.
shall study tonight.


my mouth smells of onions. yummy! i like those purple onions. not those big huge whitish onions.
yoyoyo. shall not brush my teeth haa haa haa. SMELL MY BAD BREATH.
scare u away! haahaha..


getting cranky. yo!

i ate JI DAN today!
i ate EGG today! hohho..
eggy eggy.. pls drop down to 10cents again.
don't gua chi lai mai!


gng out wid the four of them was relatively fun heheh. they are CRAZY. they walked from bugis junction, to bugis village, took a train to PS, then walked to heeren, followed by far east. tsk tsk. i think my feet's gone flat with all the walking.


something happened which caused me to bawl at night. but the wailing stopped really abrutly. hmmm. i'm getting good at this. i'm not going to let anyone make me sad. *sticks tongue out* back to normal ol' self again! nothing will make me crumble. i'm not a biscuit.


off to bathe, then to JP to see the apple of my eye.
apples drop from trees! sit under apple trees k.
muahhaha


paging for celest. *Waves*
arms wide open.
huggggggggggggggggs.
(((((:

nasty thoughts in my head.

i want to stomp on people and put my feet in their face. squish squash from side to side until their noses are indented into their faces! i want to kick their calves until they've got bruises and bleeding cuts. i want to slash pen knives at their arms and carve my name on it. i want to stuff a muddy shoe into their mouths and push it all the way in until they choke and hopefully suffocate. i want to plunge my fist into a glass screen and watch it shatter into a million tiny pieces. no it doesn't matter if my bones crack or my knuckles bleed.

violent tendencies. aie. i feel it just beneath my skin.

i don't know why i'm so frustrated. gritted teeth and clamped fists.

no one aggravated me!

and i more or less mean what i say.

i must be mad.

due to my dearest weishan's instigation, i'm now blogging EXCESSIVLY. heehee. ROARR!!


going down to bugis to meet my sec school pals. keatwee, jiawen, xinying, huiyee. haven't seen them girls for ages. hehehehe... shakes head.. they're so different from me.... but i guess it all balances out ya.
i miss them... in a way or two. *ponders*


waiting for doris to have her school hols two weeks later. bumping into her at funan yesterday made me realise that i really need to do some catching up with that girl. i remember those mos burger days... doris and her large ice tea with 6 caps of milk. ho ho ho. the funny things we doooo.


hmmmmmm...
basically it's time to meet up with all my fellow san-ba-ers.
san ba alert! let's get down to do some serious business! hardcore san ba-ing!!! ahahahs..

first things first, sammy chow, stop msging me.
what do u mean by "why can't we go out and not let him know"?
it's ridiculous. you're in your own world.
get some sense back into your head...


accompanied worms to funan to collect his xbox and along the way we caught The Terminal. hmmm. touching moovee it is ay. rode along home on a bumpy windy bus 61 ride...








somehow your hand found mine today.
((:

i never knew he could be so possessive.

crawled out of bed early this morning to send shuhui off to Panda bear land. hugs and more hugs at the airport... a heap load of fries and hashbrown patties and onion rings as well. parting is so sad. ): a bunchful of teary girls we had thr.




then off to East Coast Park in damai's blue car. life is so much better with a car, and a good driver of coz! *winks* ahahahs.. rolled about on the mat for goodness knows how long..talks about insecurities and what nots. heh. is it just girls? i don't knowwww..
oh yes! and zoomed around on the bicycles for abits. FUN! wheeeeeeee....






yesterday:
went to catch harold and kumar. the show receives 4 cookie points! i was laughing through the entire show. no show can get any lamer than that!
muahahah
haha
hahahaha!
HAAHAHAHAHAah!
hohohohoo...


life only gets better.
when you've got your ups, you're happy.
when you're in the pits, things can't go any lower. it'll only go up again!
huggggggs quin huggggs momo huggs ezdi huggggs myself. ahahha.

in my gan-chiong-ness to meet my lazy bum,
i toppled down the stairs. -shakes head- i'm half paralysed. blue blacks all over the place makes a very pouty glory. ))):

and i have a swelling toe.

WAILS.

lazy bum i love u.

errrrrr. i'm so tired.
more than happy to see all of you today! muah muah muah!!!
thanks damai for the ride home!! hope u've still got energy left for your camp.
errrrrr. okay i'm tired. byeee.

Edwin McCain - These Are The Moments Lyrics

Lying here with you,
Listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see,
The smile upon your face.
And these are the moments,
I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments,
I'll remember all my life.
I've found all I've Waited for,
And I could not ask for more.


Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need.
Everything you are,
Is everything to me.



And these are the moments,
I know heaven must exist.
And these are the moments,
I know all I need is this,
I have all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could ask for more than this time with you.
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I've had's come true.
Right here in this moment,
Is right where that I meant to be.
Here with you, here with me.

I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
Cause it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.
More.
Uh huh uh.
And I could not ask for more






//confused no more. ilu! muah.

momo, if damai was thr, she'd have clawed at darryl's face. muahahaha.

cldn't club properly with my mind on you the whole time. wails. zouk was fun though, despite that idiot jab jab jabbing into my hip. roar! i hope your elbow disintergrates!


ade, take care. be stronggggg. hug huggeroos.


poooooots. don't confuse me. ):


shall read my hicksian and slutsky laters.

a whole afternoon of you to myself.
i couldn't be happier. (((((((:
muah!


ytd was spent being lost in singapore...
in a blue blue car, with the pitter patter of raindrops on the windscreen.
loved every moment of it.
(:

i'm stoning.
before i logged in to blogger, i had alot of things to say.
but suddenly everything has slipped my mind.
-shakes head-
shall go chew on my cereal then...
empty stomachs affect the brain.

everybody, put your hands together for eunice teo shu hui. she's the only one who went for maths consultation. yes only one. and she went there even though she was alone! the powers of danny. -shakes head-
haha




sigh sigh. ade's op..hope it's alright.. hope it doesn't hurt too much.. poor girl..
*shakes head*

i miss mr. cheezeball.
*sniffles*

haha. this is madness or madness. actually there isn't much of a choice. heee. i had fun today talking to anna and passing messages to each other using strings lowered down from my window. muahahhas..
who's anna? she's the girl who lives two storeys under me. hahaha... the stuffsshe draws is damn cute larrr and i'm going to just use my magnet and keep it stuck to my board. LOL.
hey babe maybe we should just buy loud hailers then we can shout to each other instead of sms-ing and phoning. hee. then the police will come tracking us down.

i think i'm losing it again.

letting my priorities go fuzzy wuzzy.

becoming ultra sensitive and excessively emotional.

need to get back on track. need to get back on track! need to get back on trackkkk!!!!

coffee today with the brudders. it was nice seeing them again. but it was frustrating cause they kept speaking in languages i didn't understand. grrrrrrr.


waiting for my train to come,
then waiting for your train to come,
then waiting for my train to come,
then me insisting that we should wait for your train to come,
then you saying that it's late and you should wait for my train to come...
if you didn't finally give in and let me see you off, god knows, maybe we'd still be at the mrt station waiting for trains.


hmmm. someone has an ulcer on the lip. shall go buy bonjela to aid that ulcer.

i miss these people...


the days in school,
panic-king over JJL



passing foolscap and scribbling nonsense during econs lecture



watching these three dai dee queens



drinking kiwi strawberry snapple in cafe,



disturbing the school cat torchlight,



playing with my hair



and looking at my pretty girl during chinese lesson...





i really miss....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......


now now.. don't u feel old... :D

Zzz.

i'm like damn bored lar!

none of the babes are online..but i guess it's been the case since school started for everyone. and he's reformatting his comp. wah laus. he treats his comp like a baobei. boooooo. i shall just go read my soci or do some log.

log thisthat = log this + log that. hoho.. i know my maths okay!

or maybe i can watch susilo's repeat telecast against germany..the poor joppien..

maths lecture tomorrow morning!

sigh sigh. poor china guys. they screwed up their 3m springboard synchronised dive. sob sob.. they were on their way to achieving their gold medal! so near yet so far...just that one split second and they lost it. boo hoo.


this olympic games is full of wonders and surprises. hehe. GREECE - gold medalists for synchronised diving... where's russia and china?
and SUSILO... wow... hohoho... let's all chant.. SU SI LO! SOOO SEEEE LOL!


aie aie. i am very fascinated.






//curses ian thorpe.
i will win you tonight!!
growls.

i'm home before you! i'm home before you! lol.
i'm already sitting at home typing and you're still on the train approaching jurong. :P
nani nani poo poo!






ilu.muah!

it's been a long time since i stubbornly refused to go home just to have you by my side for a longer while.
where we stood hugging while waiting for my bus to come,
where we kept saying "one more bus okay...?"


when u're here with me, nothing else matters.






-hugs u.

some people do not understand that it isn't their incessant rantings that irritate me. i mean like, hey i'm cool with you ranting and raving online. afterall, it is your blog. if i don't like it, i can skip it.


it isn't what you write that makes me puke. it is your attitude towards other people's ranting that i don't like. when others release their anger/emotions/sadness/confusion online, all you do is mock at them or say they're irritating, or pass some really critical and sarcastic remark.


as a friend i don't mind reading whatever you write. rant, rave. i'll be all ears.


but thinking of the attitude you gave me when i was in your current situation makes me wanna puke. do unto others what you want others to do unto you baby.


whatever. go ponder.


i don't think i'm wrong.
i don't think i'm wrong in any way.
why should i say i'm sorry when it's not my fault that things have turned out this way?
sad? heh. i know i'm sad man. but i can't just keep feeding on sadness. sadness just leads to more sadness.


a smile erases all troubles.
believe that.

tsk. sam really knows how to make me feel guilty for not cancelling everything on my schdeule to go out with him. poooooot. my oh my. hope he's alright.
guilty as i am, school rocks man and i'm not going to skip classes for anything or anyone! i just hope he doesn't drink until he falls over into singapore river wahahahaha.
priorities. hoho. i'm so proud of myself. :D


a friend of mine shifted out to live on her own. she's working at the airport check-in terminals. she stopped schooling too cause she doesn't have money to pay for uni fees. hmmm. things like this make me stop to ponder on how fortunate i am. spoon-fed. and wow. i applaud her for her independance.


oh yay. wormy comes out tmr! la la la.

thank God, for you.
((:

hohoho merry christmas. :D
oh where oh where can my baby be?
the camp took him away from me
he's gone to camp so i've got to be good
so i can see my baby when heeeeee books out.
haha. christmas wishlist is really going to be long. so must start planning early ya? if the entire list can't be fulfilled, it can always spill over to one month later. LOL.
aiya. fickle me. i changed my mind.
christmas wishlist? only one item.
*precious moments musical glass dome
wah. so prettyyyyyy.


mua ha ha ha. my language is going all sey.
hellooooo everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all those in school better go for your lessons.
all those not in school, better study for ur As.
all those sleeping at home, better get ur ass workin and find a job.
all those in NS, be guai so tt you won't have confinement.
and children, EAT YOUR VEGETABLES! (looks specifically at momo.)

hmmm.
i wonder who will be next after lee hsien loong.
i wonder who will be leading us when we become adults.
i wonder if our country will screw up in our time.
i wonder if our generation would bring the country to it's fall?


heh. so weird. got emo watching ndp.
lee kwan yew and goh chok tong. two very great people who have devoted their entire lives to the nation. and then there's lee hsien loong this thursday. will he lead us to greater heights?


lee kwan yew's so old. his hair's all white with age.
i fear his death. i don't want to see him die. but age is catching up..it's clearly evident...


haiyoh. this is weird. i'm thinking too much.
*shakes head*

heheheheh. i met gimson at westmall yesterday!!!!! wheeheeeheeeheehaaa. mans. i miss gimson.


damai's one year older! hoho. growing OLD. but that's okayyyy we'll all grow old together won't weeeeeeeeee wahahaha. muah! hope you had fun!


haiya. feeling quite off form. poooot. shan't think shan't think. bad for my mental health.


lalallallalallalalaa. g i m s o n ! ! !
G i m s o n !


ahahaha. i sound retarded todayyyyyyyyyyyyy......................... lalala

the girlfriend has happily taken flight to the unknowns, not answering my phonecalls or replying to my sms. baby don't you want your 60 dollars back? doubt u'd be reading this anyway.
euargh. come back lar oiiiii. or at least let me return you your 60 dollars first before you abandon me for another few hundred donkey days CANNNNNnnnnnnnnn??????? i don't like to keep money which isn't mine.
honestly i miss u larrrrrrrr. alrighty you slipped my mind abits but but but. aiya. ANSWER MY PHONECALLS! pahleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I

MISS

QUIN

TOO!

sigh. school later today. in approximately 11 hours time, my first day of school in SIM will begin. the thought of it freaks me out. sighhhh. can i bring my guinea pigs for lecture?? squeaaaaak.

Bubbles.





Pinky with her head sticking out of the window.

feelin a little scared, a little blue, a little unprepared.
:(

my phone took flight yesterday. it flew a couple of metres into the air and made it's way back down to the ground, onto the flat pebbles moulded into the ground. possibly attracted to the likeness in color..silver and grey.. yes no?


the phone remained un-harmed but it's flight attracted alot of unwanted attention from a big group of very noisy boys who happened to be playing on the other side of the beach. growl.


yesterday's tanning session was considerably good, except for the mild disruption.  






i realise that i haven't been uploading photos for a really long time. long enough to have photobucket.com change their layout completely, and me not knowing about it until today. i daresay the new layout gives it a more professional overview.


cm decided to take half day today and so we caught i, robot. will smith's body looked damn good. slurps. hmmm. seems like i've been watching alot of movies lately. hee. i can't wait to watch connie and carla and the chinese movie with zhang ziyi.


yawns. i'm all alone at home on a weekday night. i don't quite like the idea of that.
:(((
mummy daddy quick come home!

i feel nine. sob.

my bank account is missing money.
missing as in money has disappeared,
not missing as in i miss you you miss me missing.
has money merged into money and become less money?
this cannot be.
-sniffs-
i want my money!
money baby where are you?
-sniffs-

 

i have yet to negotiate my allowance with my parents. apparently they don't seem to want to give me ANY allowance at all and when i talked about allowance, my mum said "$20?".
like WAH THANKS AR. and so my brother gets $50 a week for SITTING AT HOME AND DOING NOTHING BUT CLEARING THE FRIDGE and i get $20 for going to school. marvellous. how biased can you get mummy? sulks. i demand to get the SAME amount my brother gets.


i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i dont' care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care!!! 


on a lighter note, hehe, i got a nice pinky roxy pouch, a pretty roxy wallet, a straw mat for hardcore tanning, and a naval ring ball screw with a blue diamond. so right now my belly bling blings more hahahha.


darryl from the tattoo shop has been condemned. no, correction. the whole tattoo/piercing shop has been condemned. and we shall all boycott that shop okay? because damai's naval ring PLOPPED out while she was bathing and WHOSE FAULT IS IT but cute boy darryl? haha. anyway the other peircing tattoo shop has better service and THEY HAVE NETS THERE. hoho. ((((:

i've been locked out (rather, kept out) of my room because a bloody humongous grasshopper (my bro claims it's a praying mantis) decided to invade my room and plant itself right splat above my sofa.

we all know how much glory fears insects, with the exception of ants. remember the glory-cries-at-sight-of-creepy-cockroach incident? hurr hurr. how awfully, awfully frightful. 

that being the case,

i am not going to go back into that room of mine until mr. grasshopper decides to take flight and go to places where the grass is greener. literally.

dearest mr. grasshopper,

could you please tell me which part of my room looks like a yummy green field with lots of luscious green grass for you to feed on?

SULKS.

what do you do when you've got nothing to do?

you sit on your chair, wear your pretty bubble slippers and go piak-piak-piak,

then you go to everyone in the family

and say "i'm burnnnnnnntttt.... :("

afterwhich. u bug ur brother and his gf with

" THERE IS NO FOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD"

and proceed to chomp up all their chicken wing tips.

HAAHAAH heeeheee

i hate outfields.

i foresee this irritating attention seeking behaviour to go on for the next three nights.

would you come back soon? coz i miss you so.

the first half of today was spent in the sun, tanning, walking around, drinking one dollar and sixty two cents water, chasing fish, moulding mermaid boobs and tail, and playing volleyball. still regret going into the water though...am now suffering the consequences of not heeding cute boy's instructions. grrr. oh then met the rest in town. like wahhh...on a sunday!?!! so crowded loh.

part two wasn't spectacular. but.

let's not let the bitchiness be unleashed here.

lalalla.

PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAKKKKKKK.

bubble slipper piak piak piak piak. wheee.

 

mosquitoes seem to like to thrive under my computer table.
and thanks to them i'm itching all over but i can't scratch.
this feels awfully like some endurance camp event, refraining from scratching and psycho-ing myself to think that it doesn't itch.
wow.
lessons learnt from under the table.


i have one week to re-schdeule my body clockwork.
as of now, i'm sleeping at 6am, and waking up at 12pm.
first day of school is on 3rd august. and if i don't remember wrongly, it's from 1pm to 4pm. (momo celest, are the two of you having socio lect/tut at the same time too?)

there's a rumble in my tummy.
i would like a mrs. fields brownie
or some dark chocolate from mark & spencers.
yum.
((:

going to watch spiderman2!
again!
toiletbowlhugger is paying!


kirsten dunst!!!!!


//spiderman...spiderman.. spiderman.. spiderman.. 

got it pierced today.
hee. moment of impulse.
okay. not exactly.
been planning to do it but i didn't expect myself to do it today.
more painful than i thought it to be
but still alright.
but i did keep quiet for a while to focus on the pain.
there was a nagging numbness all the way though.. even till now.
momo said i looked calm.. oo! superwoman! haha.


ouch factor: 7/10?
yeah. somewhere there.


that guy forgot to collect the payment from me.
he got THAT LOOK from the indian guy when i said i hadn't paid up. heheh.




to damai: that cute guy's name is DARRYL.

i've got this queer feeling in my right ear.
it's like air bubbles continually bursting inside.
fuck it's irritating.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
has anyone experienced it before?? solutions of how to get rid of it? pls?

went down to RELC today to submit the UOL application with the longlegscelestinakoh.
dragged her to SHOP after that.
heheheh.. from espirit to zara to wisma to taka..
shop after shop after shop and a few rounds in the various shops.
you should've seen her face marns. it spelt EXASPERATION.
thanks babe.
lurrveee ya loads. muahhh! ((:


evidence of celestinaGOONDOOkoh's ultimate crapness.
these two super sweet jap ladies came to ask for directions,


them: "may we know where is the duty free shop??"
(celest hears it as: "may we know where is the BEAUTIFULLY SHOP??")


hoho. you can't deny. she is the queen of crap.


o yay. chongming has been exiled to hug the toilet bowl to sleep.
may you and the toilet bowl find love!
-grins-

i went to sleep at the earliest time of 12am,

immediately after CSI.

only to find myself awakening at 1.40am, unable to carry on sleeping.

(which is NOW lar)

CSI was damn gross.

this guy got shot in the mouth.

the bullet went right through, chipping off his front tooth,

slicing his tongue into half, (like some rift valley marns)

right to the throat.

thank god it didn't come out from the neck.

and blood was gorging out from his mouth.

gross i tell ya.

CSI never fails to amaze me.

the way the figure things out, spectacular isn't it?

eunice! the OCEAN cd is damn nice.

although i can't quite catch the words lar.

ok i lied. not can't quite. i can't catch the words.

heheh.

oh..! oh! i caught the part "...long island ice tea..." though

oh. pang mingyang called me to talk! HAAHAAHAA.

like cow funny can.

and he talked ALOT. even more than i did.

but i hung up to watch amazing race la.

the tv rawks.

haahaahaaa.

i want to join the amazing race!

did u see the amount of chocs they had to chew through to find the clue?

it's 12 000 chocolates there marns.

-slurps-

i want chocs!

come, chant with me.

- i want chocs! i want chocs! i want chocs!-

hehehhhhehehehe.

i still want an ipod. *sniffs*

got my cds!
jet, starsailor, and the chinese cd..ocean or something (which i duno what it's called. i only know it sounds gooooood. euniceeeeeeee!! you know don't you????)
yay.

i see this blog as an outlet to vent my frustrations at this current point of time.


why is it that you are not even anxious to make your fee payment and send in your application??
do not tell me that your part time job as a sales girl at topshop is more important than your future.
do not tell me "glory, i'm working. i don't have alot of free time."
do not tell me that your fucking low pay of $4 an hour is SO IMPORTANT that u can't even take a half day off to settle everything first.


saying that your certificates are not with you, and that your friend has no time to pass it to you is ultimate bullshit. long long ago u knew you needed it but you refused to get it back from her as soon as possible. it's all excuses. and as sure as hell you know you're giving yourself excuses.
right. AND EVEN IF THAT IS REALLY THE CASE, 
you always have to alternative of getting another certificate printed out at MOE customer's service centre. sure you have to pay for the cert, but how much do you have to pay? answer: very little. why do you have to be at the mercy of your friend??? 


chances are you will never get to read this entry. you might, but you might not.
but,
go ponder.
 

HAI YAR!
i am so bored but i'll still have to drag my lazy lil big ass to jurong point to find a pretty lovely dainty yummy cake for the birthday dinosaur. she's 18 this year okay. sweet 18 must be accompanied by a SWEET cake as well.


am i not a wonderful sister-in-law (to be) ??
((((((((((:


*prances around the room*




shall pop by the library to get some books.
 
 

i can't seem to grasp the source of my current state of confusion. it is clear that going on thinking will not lead to any solution, but i can't drop it.


blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah.


third day into my samsung x430 and i'm still pretty much in love with it. i wonder how long more it will captivate me, the one who can never stay committed for long. heheh.


people on my msn list should wake up early (the girls),  AWOL from NS (the guys), and quit school (the poly people, jc people, etc.). only then will my morning be more lively. i am dying online with no source of entertainment because celest damai ezdi eunice quincy shihan weishan vivis gillian DO NOT BLOG ENOUGH.


then again, i could choose to stop complaining and just sleep in late.


things to do today
*pay school fees at SIM
*submit application at RELC (???)
*holland V to get guinea pig food
*BBDC to apply for basic theory
*westmall to change sim card
*jp to get a cake for the birthday dinosaur


hohoho. what has become of my blog...a to do list???


this changing font color thing is getting very addictive. heeheeheee.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HEHEHheEHHEhehehehehEHehehHEHehehEHEhehhee.
my life is so boring now, it isn't even worth mentioning..
coz everything is so mundane!!!
wake up, bathe, brush teeth, feed guinea pig, watch vcd, sleep, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep.
and then the cycle repeats all over and over again.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
no wait, i watched brotherhood today.
THAT'S ALL FOLKS.
-waves-
((:

was deleting the calender notes in my old 6610 before passing it to my dad. looking at the notes, i cldn't help thinking back.
backplaying through the rain ringtone throughout the night.
memories.
the ouch.
hmm.....
 

this entry shall be in pink.
 
new blogskin. pretty pink hearts in little cookies.
quin: it's nothing really. but thanks for calling ya. oh you know what? you're the FIRST person i talked to with my new hp! aren't you glad? hohoho.
hee. gonna plop into my bed soon.
watching brotherhood tomorrow afternoon. hope it's gonna be nice! yup yup.

it's 8.07am. the last time i looked at my hp, it was 6.03am.

not bad. i slpt for 2 hrs. (rolls eyes)

then pple start walking in and out of your room and from afar u hear ur guinea pigs squeaking.

urgh. irritated to the max.

iamfuckingtired.

ihaveafuckingheadache.

hairy bear, wake up quick and take my Mondaysunday blues away.

i want my new

P H  O   N    E     .

swapped rooms with my brother. heheh.

but u know what's the biggest problem?

there's no telephone line in my brother's ex-room, aka, MY room.

now if only i could get my daddy to drill some holes and get the phone and tv cable fixed, drag people to ikea and lug pink curtains and big cushies, floor lamps and wall lights, some wooden wall shelves, and err, maybe a nicer table and a new wardrobe. wheee. purrfect. meow.

i have half a month to splash pink paint on the walls of my room.

okkk. time to wash up and get some sleep. it's 5 am in the morning. yawns.

King arthur this morning.
swords axes black horses white horses fire burning villages walls gates a heroine knights in not-so-shiny armour.
nice movie, would have been nicer if there wasn't someone jab jab jabbing me all over from top to toe with his little finger throughout the entire movie. -frowns-


and so i wanted to go swimming but the grey clouds are overhead. booboo.


yesterday was a day spent rolling arnd at home, followed by an evening with the touch rugby girls...roamed all over the place, talking walking, walking laughing, laughing talking walking. oh. and EATING. (((:


 

I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.





ten things i hate about u.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...
alright.
time to sleep. goodnights!

i dreamt of a handphone last night.
a flip phone.
this is a sign.
A SIGN!
it is time to change handphones.
mine is one year, one month, and 13 days old.
haa.
flip phone here i come!
say hi to mama.

reality check, 90% of what's in the wardrobe was bought within a timespan of ONE YEAR. fwah. time to cut down on that aspect...oh yes..after i get a few more tee shirts and a denim skirt and maybe one or two here there everywhere hahaha. sheesh. but i will cut down!! yes i will i will!


i watched the italian job for the fifth time today. i mean if both you and i can't seem to control the cars in NFS, we'll leave it to the movie to steer the cars around. just fix the eyes on the tee vee. wheeee. fantastic cars, great planning and a hot chick. can't seem to get enough of it. everyday i live, i awe. or should i say, everytime i watch, i awe. heheh.


and today i'm going to grow FAT FAT FAT very fat because my good ol' darling uncle chongming bought me chocs. yum yum. it's the greatest feeling in the world to lay beside your bestest best friend, watch tv and just roll around. muahhh! i lurve you to many many many little tiny itsy witsy little pieces.


who needs a special someone when u've got your darling bimbos and your precious himbo? *winks*

yays.
windstruck + mean girls wid the blardee mermaid.
which is goooooood.
it's okay when everyone fails me
i know that my bimbos will be THERE FOR ME (RIGHT?!??!!?!)
yayyy.
happy happy happy.

i feel like a moron.
but i can't deny that i feel so much happier after yesterday.
so am i really going to get strawberries from mos burger? HMMM.


and btw, those people who only know me for 3 months, should stop adding my friends onto their msn list, and tell them about me because helloooooooo?? i've known my friend for like howmanydonkeyyears and, aiya, basically it's like, making a fool out of yourself cause obviously he knows me much much better than you. RIGHT?


it's raining. pitter patter on my window pane. if the rain stops i'll run over to brend's place to play basketball (wazzzzzaaaaaa??!) with bren + sam. i'm hoping to turn it netball style hahahahhaa. okay bullshit.


HAIYA....ros will be leaving tmr. so sad. the air in taman jurong will be a little less funky wahahhaa.

i'm starting to like being alone. being alone gives me a sense of achievement. like some kind of power over my current vulnerable emo state. a form of control, or so to say. being alone, i start to observe, to scrutinize every detail on every person walking around me. this silent observation which they know not of, robs them of the ability to fight for their rights, of the chance to rebutt. and that makes me feel superior over them.


being alone forces me to APPEAR nonchalent about the things going on around me. this so-called "strength" is what i'm feeding on right now. real or fake, whatever it takes to help me stand up again. call it self deceit, but if it helps, why not?


i want to leave everything that hurts behind. everything.




Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out




ezdi's nick reads: something very sexy about power
certainly. and power is what i desire right now.

sneezing like crazy now.
got awakened by my hp message ringtone yesterday but it's worthwhile.
(:
i'm going back to sleep after blogging. feeling so. urgh.


new additions to the family. Bubbles and Pinky. guinea pigs. just this morning they started eating from my hand. sweets. they're shy creatures who get alarmed at every little movement..well, at least for the time being.


urhg. feeling awful. gonna sleep now. goodnights.






oh, and siang, can u pls stop trying to add chongming to your msn list? thanks.

i'm a lousy little girl.
my cough hasn't gone away and i've got new sicknesses. my nose is leaking and my head feels so light. my eyelids seem to have gained some weight too. -frowns-








wish you'd call

Insignificant:
1. Not significant, especially:
a. Lacking in importance; trivial.
b. Lacking power, position, or value; worthy of little regard.
c. Small in size or amount.
2. Having little or no meaning.


i'm insignificant. so i've not made your "saddening days" any happier. that came as one huge OUCH. i should consider signing up for comedy lessons to humour you since my presence does not in any way make you any happier.


and maybe you yourself should sign up for sensitivity classes. you need an entire lifetime of those.

tanning today. the sun was shiok-alinggum (wid the indian accent marn!).
then the two bimbos went rollerblading and flirting wid ang moh boy...and the sri-lankan crab went waddling arnd in the water leaving me alone to act dead on the beach.
the many "DEHHH" and zero "ding ding ding!" on the bus. and that freaky skinny white anemic looking man in thongs and long sleeves. hahahaaha.


lurve u all. muahhhhh.

feelin neglected. a thousand and one unreplied sms.
go. play with your comp and stay forever busy busy busy busy busy. come back when you feel like it.
it's always this way isn't it?
let's just keep it this way then.
i won't msg you unless you msg me.




maybe it's just pms. :(

oo.superduperyummydummy.
FIRST DAY WITHOUT WORK and boy am i enjoying it.
whoops! ((:

i'm feeling so tired now..yawns..
it's days like these where i wanna lie down on my bed, listen to you as you ramble, while i slowly slip into lala land.

nus rejected me. it feels like one tight slap across my face. OUCH.


just a quick update.
today, i had
*to work half day
*watched Godsend
*watched Chronicles of Roddick
*ate fishball noodles, drank barley
*cut my lip
*little muachsies for the bleeding lip ((:

Happy Harry Potter again today.
second time watching it, but i enjoyed it all the same cus of U ((:




i teared a little on my way home.
i could have lost you completely the other time.
i'm sorry. truly sorry.
i'd never give you up for anything or anyone.










u're not online and,
i miss you!

i wanted to bathe. then i saw a bottle of pink nail polish beside the computer, and i decided to paint my nails. then i realised i can't bathe because the nail polish isn't dry yet! which means i'm going to be late. which also means someone's going to frown at me (i hope not though) when i arrive late.
and now i'm typing a blog entry with my half-dried nails. which means there'll be scratches on my nails! which means i've got to re-do everything! urgh. i should've just gone to bathe.


//twirls hair

cloudsies are starting to flood the skies again.
i want my sunny sunshine.
blow wind blow. blow the fluff away.
pretty please?

i'm typing in darkness now and i'm making so many errors. i've gotta backspace a hundred and one times. i could switch on the lights but i'm too kind. the person whom i affectionately call my brother is sleeping behind me. i shall not disturb his peace. who knows what dreams i might be disrupting? maybe he's dreaming of lots and lots of money or tomorrow's toto top prize.


oh. he just stirred and scratched his nose. HA HA. i wonder how i'd feel if someone's scrutinizing my actions while i sleep.
i better stop.
like what the touch girls always say, what goes around, comes around.


missed part of FRIENDS just now. why? coz the fabulous me is suffering from a time lapse/leap again. apparently today seems to me like a wednesday. and saturday was a sunday??? makes no sense. aiya. anyways i caught gladys and oo. joey from japan. ICHIBAN! lipstick for men. hahhahahhahas.


last day of work's next wednesday, 30th of june. i can't wait for the day to come. i feel as if i'm waiting for the last a level exam paper. plah. the agony of working in an office. no way am i going to work in an office for the rest of my life. less than 6 months and i'm coughing blood (not literally). i can't imagine being a permanent office staff. can youuuu? yes you you you and you. lol. ANYWAYS. then i'll get my PAYCHECK, bank it in with the previous paycheck and GET my schnauzer. ((: *smiley* woof. chew toys. poopy training. ooooo.


i got a bullshit message from sam. he outta be sleepin and not msging marns. LOL.


i realised that i haven't been seeing shan online. SHAN where are u. owner of one-ninety blog page. u better APPEAR online before i appear at nemusa or samosa or nemasu or nemasee or. WHATEVER. you got my point, AVenue. boo!!!


now my brother's head is tilted to the right and his legs are tilted to the left. body flexing? whoa. so sly. exercing and stretching during recuperation. sly sly. no wonder his sit and reach is better than mine. blah blah. i better shuddup ahahahs..


sheeesh. gng mad. i want chongming puaygek guangrong weili. pout :<


aight. 12.36am. i better go sleep now before i fall asleep in the office again tmr and get screwed by karen. everyone gets it. whine. with such a superior, no wonder work is such a chore. i abhore. ey! it rhymes! blah. ssssssssh. -pokes myself-


nights world. muacksie. ((:

hot fudge sundae. strawberry milkshake. cheesecake. fishballs. egg mayo sandwich. soya bean drink. ban mian. crave. LOL.

*sniffles* why did czech win? now i don't get my reward. darn the czechs.








sentosa.shangrila.walks.monorail.talks.
memories will always stay.
nice.
*smiles*

i'm waiting for Godsend to be out on the 24/06/04. there're sneak previews at GV Plaza today but it's alright.. i'll wait a week later. hee. i'm quite so broke now, so does anyone want to treat glory to a movie? you get her company in return. sounding good. no? *rolls around and laughs*


bryan fucked chocolate. apparently it's dark chocolate. he's got luxurious (hairy) chocolate balls. he fantasizes about balls being squashed by a stone pounder and blended in an electric blender at top speed. hurr. horny bastard. aights. enough of bry. not like he's sexay enuf to make me drool. no wait, he's not sexay at all. muahahas.


aiya. i'm bored. ranting. blabber. blabberish. puffer fish. jellyfish.

i'm waiting for Godsend to be out on the 24/06/04. there're sneak previews at GV Plaza today but it's alright.. i'll wait a week later. hee. i'm quite so broke now, so does anyone want to treat glory to a movie? you get her company in return. sounding good. no? *rolls around and laughs*


bryan fucked chocolate. apparently it's dark chocolate. he's got luxurious (hairy) chocolate balls. he fantasizes about balls being squashed by a stone pounder and blended in an electric blender at top speed. hurr. horny bastard. aights. enough of bry. not like he's sexay enuf to make me drool. no wait, he's not sexay at all. muahahas.


aiya. i'm bored. ranting. blabber. blabberish. puffer fish. jellyfish.

after many vigorous attempts to get tanner, i am still back to square one. result: white. on second thoughts, maybe not exactly back to square one. i'm halfway thru to contracting skin cancer! *cheers* tomorrow is yet another tanning day (that is, if quinCEH successfully manages to coax her mum into letting her out. ORif momo can tear herself away from her sweetheart). na na na. either ways, i'm off to sentosa. been waiting alllllll week for saturday. na na na.


i've to come up with plans to kidnap my brother's eeyore plushie. previous kidnaps have been futile. oh did i say kidnaps? now i know why i failed. it's a DONKEY! not a kid. anyone knows how to donknap? na na na.


blabbers.
it's time for a new blogskin baybehhhh. whee!

you brought this upon yourself.
you allowed paranoia to infest.
you couldn't be alone for just a little while.


you're weak, impatient, needful, possessive.
you jerked my irridex (irritation index) up to the max.


you chose this route.
it's all over now. are you happy now?
i am.
no more obligations,
no more late nights,
lots of tv!
and space to breathe. 360 degrees and roundabout ooo!


no more having to bare with your moodiness.
no more entertaining myself when i'm out with you.
no more smiling at my own reflection to make myself smile when i'm out with u.


//suddenly the polluted air in taman jurong smells a little better LOL :D




plah. back to sleep.
work later.
shall work half day and come back to rest agains.
my body's feelin so urgh!
oo the flu bug. people, beware.
LOL.
maybe i shldn't be stubborn and just go to the damn doctor.
f.u..c...k!

stop ranting and raving.
stop acting like you're the only person in the world suffering.
stop pms-ing and be a man.
stop complaining.
stop whining and wanting everybody's attention.
stop being so needful.
stop owing people money and bloody return it all.

(((: i'm a happy girl.
despite losing my voice,yesterday was a whole hellofafun day. muahhhh.
thx to mua darlings. *grin*
i am the cheesecake professor haaahaahaa.
rights.


many messages to keep my spirits soaring.
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy. ((:


rights. my nose is leaking.
off for a shower before i head dwn to claud's place.


oo. the bimbo celest comes back today! yayyyyyy!!!!
u are dearly missed. *muahhh*










//eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
some things will never be forgotten.

i just want to be alone.
give me a break,
all three of you.
just leave me alone.

i'm hurting hurting hurting.
so so sad.

hmmmmmm. jr's games today.
bang. memories. plahhh. shitified.


oh the brighter side,
i had sandwiches today! yums.
that's one candy floss to the list.
pool with sammy. he's nicer than ever.
marvellous. lovely hahas.
i miss zee old friend marnsss.
that's another candy floss :D


ok i'm tired. nights world muahhhh!

eeek. talked to de woms celestina for three whole hrs ytd nyt.
ahhaas. lots and loads and lots and lots of craps.
celest, i crown u the queen (or issit king? LOL) of crap.
:D
she's a sick womans marns...
says things that psycho me to dream of her
*pukes pukes*
LOL
:D
aie. had fun. yup yups. *smileys*
hoho.. it's a friday afternoon,zee sun's blazing and zee ants are crawling.
and guess who's doing something Outrageous to her hair at bugis
as i'm typing this entry?
hohoohO...

Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

yesterday was a townsie day. spent eleven hours flat shopping and trying clothes. basically the later part of the day was just window shopping and trying very hard to convince myself that the things weren't really worth buying. it's nice to shop alone. siang calls it "inner peace" (rolls eyes).
ok. i can't type in proper sentences.
*stupid ros -pokes- came up from behind when i was in pac plaza and told me "girl, stop touching the clothes." muahahhas.. ASS!! how stupidddd... oh yes and ros was with suzi.. *WAVES* ellooooo!!
*a blonde haired guy said "hello, how are you today?"
*i took photos with myanmmar tourists! yeaps! the girl was gorgeous slurps slurps.. and i can't wait for them to send me the picture we took together. hehe. and they're using the canon ixus i. -pokes-
*fell down while going down the stairs in town. plop onto my knees. heh. it sucks when you've got a million and one things in your hands, and you fall and scratch your knees and your toe nail bends and bleeds. it's worse when people just walk past and stare, and don't bother to ask if you're ok. SOBS.



*i'm eye-ing the pinnochio glass globe and the snow white glass globe over at wheelock place. they both cost $75 each. should i? should i not? it's musical globes!
*kenzo by flower is in my list of TOP PRIORITIES. yummy. after so long, it's still THE ONE...mauhahahs.. how cheesy. plahh i can't believe i actually typed that..waahah THE ONEEEEE..




back to sleep. i'm tired. and still hungry.
two fishballs and one quail egg. that's all my parents kept for me last night. MARVELLOUS. like WAH! tht's ALOT of food ey! -pouts-

looking through the photos taken through the past three years.
beautiful moments.
i miss all those days.
i miss ponning lectures to talk to celestina koh xiao hui.
i miss one dollar mee soto, roti john, and 80-cent carrot cake.
i miss strawberry milkshake.
i miss getting pissed with shihan for being pissed with me
for no reason at all.
i miss miss lai's nagging.
i miss sleeping during geog lectures.
i miss burping out loud during econs lectures.
i miss nanana saving pink sweets for me.
i miss listening to layhorn sherms and naz telling lame shit.
i miss chi and his rah ta ta ta noise.
i miss josh and his porn-rous crap.
i miss auntie vivis and he san bah-ness.
i miss slacking in roof top cafe and cursing them for not turning on the air con till after twelve.
i miss the very one time i sat at SEXY with momo to talk
i miss receiving postcards from cow celest momo apple vivis
i miss my girlfriend and her "glory do u have anything to tell me?"
i miss sitting at the back of the canteen with celest and watching eye candies. HEH.
i miss playing dai dee.
i miss going swimming (or as yien calls it, blurp blurp)
i miss squeezing nike waterbottle at eugene
i miss those mornings scaring ongbu with
freak stories of the canteen food
i miss msging gege during lesson time.
i miss meeting gege after school.
i miss taking early leave.
i miss going to the sick bay.
i miss visiting celest's "second home".
i miss the touch girls rambling though many a times they don't make much sense.





so much more i miss. so much and much more.


right now,
i want to run away from both of them.
i want to swim.
i want to tan.
i want to run.
i want a starhub line.
i want my mini schnauzer.
i want to go shopping.
i want longer hair.
i want a new pair of specs.
i want a Tinkerbell alarm clock.
i want a disney princess glass ball.
i want that pair of mary janes.
i want to go to bali.
i want to paint my room pink.
i needz zee soluShone to moi univerzeety rejectshone.
i want to rollerblade.

yay! i just bought a pink polo tee!
lurve polo tees!
and yays!! i just ordered my clothes over ebay!!!
and yay yay!!! it's the great singapore sale!
hahahaahas.
//twirls hair

Donkey: Just lie and say that you're wearing lady's underwear.
Pinocchio: Um, Ok. I'm wearing ladies underwear.
[silence]
Shrek: Are you wearing ladies underwear?
Pinocchio: I most certainly am not
[nose extends]
Shrek: Yeah you are.
Pinocchio: No I'm not.
[nose extends]
Shrek: What kind are you wearing?
Gingerbread Man: IT'S A THONG!

(hahahahahahas... my favourite part of de show!
i've gotta watch it again! i don care. lalaala..)

spead the sheep ((: