status 0942hrs: not asleep

i keep having conversations with myself inside my head. i blame it on the lack of communication with people for the whole of sunday. i spoke to my dad for 5 minutes, few sentences to the SIL, tried negotiating for a free second-hand lappie from my brother, and "don't talk to me don't talk to me" to my mum.
then at 8.39am, monday, i called ryan and spoke to him for 21minutes.

they say women speak an average of 20,000 words a day.
my word count is running a deficit of 15, 000 at the very least.

now that explains why i can't sleep!