hohoho.
shop opening later this afternoon!!
talk about E-F-F-E-C-I-E-N-C-Y!


suffering from sleep defecit. getting home at 6am in the morning is not fun.
):

tired tired tired.
gotta do the crappish packing..
who wants to pack for me? yay.

been so busy i only got to pee TWICE since 7.53am friday to 4.37am, saturday.
endurance of the bladder. wow.


down with the exams.
other more important things to do.
TIRED TIRED TIRED!

approximately 12 more hrs to my last paper, and 15 more to my so-called freedom.
let me give you a picture of what i see in my head for tmr's paper.
@!$%^*$ fail! @!#@%&@# FAIL!!! FAIL!!!!! !#@%& FAIL FAIL!!!
i think it's pointless to continue reading. i give up.

the past week has been horrible. i took it easy and thought i could get by. not expecting to score not expecting to get even a 50. only a mere 34, the passing grade. i come out after every paper, feeling more miserable than before. each night i cried before my paper in the morning, even though i knew it wouldn't help me do any better. i got panic attacks where my mind totally blanked out on me. i don't think i'll ever feel this bad for the rest of my life. and now i've got one more paper to go on friday and i already know i'm fighting a losing battle. this sense of helplessness.. is far too much for me to bear.

thanks elainey eunice celestina air poo vivis xiangling wormy mummy daddy stupidfatkorkor stan and all the rest who've been there to just stand by me. hugs silky and funky for sitting on the chair next to me every night.

coming next sem, i shall retake my failed modules (soci, econs and ibm). this round's failure is classic.. much as i wish i'd scrape through by some miraculous means...... it's tit for tat. i put in zero effort and get zero in return.
i've got no one to blame and i admit defeat. i don't have super duper power memory, i don't have a truckload of four-leaf clovers and beams of sunshine and rainbows shining over my head.
no it's not that bad. even if all my friends are moving on to year two, and i'd be all alone, i'll pull through.


i'll go at my own pace....nothing's wrong with being slower.



need help with setting up shop this weekend! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Milady opening at Far East Plaza on the 23rd of may (tentatively). Plus sized clothing, shoes, and accessories. please drop by. located at #01-67, under the escalator, next to spectacle hut.

to the previously flattened worm. pppfffffffttttt!


when i'm pissed make me laugh by acting cute and looking stupid. you must do whatever i ask you to do.
when I cry you are by default, in the wrong, even when i'm in the wrong.
appease me with nice pink things or lollipops and beg to be forgiven.


never attempt to keep quiet. it will make me angrier.
speak up for yourself. otherwise i'd hurl vulgarities and call you a wimp.
during an argument, attempt to speak faster, in any language, so that i won't be able to catch up.


your rebuttal must not offend/insult me in any form or manner. otherwise you'll be in deeper shit.


say something that'll never cross my mind..catch me unaware and make me contradict myself.
when that happens you win, and i stop crying.


when will all these ever get rooted in your brain?


in short. you must act miserable when i cry. drama rama i say.

TRAMPLES ON WORMY and follows to drive a tree tonner over him.
i dowan to bother anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

econs is fucked. once again history repeats itself. of all the things to forgot, you forget the AXIS of your graphs. wheeeeeeee.


http://www.starbucks.com.sg/promo/p_light_coupon.htm
extra coffee!

i haven't slept for more than 3 hrs the past two days, in a frantic attempt to cramp a whole year's syllabus into my brain.
last minute studying kills. when will i ever learn???


econs paper to drive me mad in 2hrs time.
there's a curve on the open economy graph with the initials of my name! how cool is that.


i pay $2000 to go through torture in the company of 2000 other people, and freezing temperatures. so cold you can't keep your fingers from shivering.
momo claims the pee in her bladder turns to ice and she pees ice-cubes.
HA HA. tell me about it.
and today's a rainy day. COLDER TEMPERATURES! UOL rocks my socks. they teach us survivor skills during exam.
i'm sure it's gonna snow at the expo. hehe. snowflakes on your graphs man.
maybe i can build a snowman and get graded for that instead.

hahahahhaa.....i dreamt of all the girls... i dreamt of touch..i dreamt of jerseys shorts caps and rugby balls..... i dreamt of oks..


i also dreamt of elaine and elaine's mum.. i dreamt her mum turned on all the 10 stoves and 1 oven... so i went to quin, crying, cause i thought her mum was gonna kill the entire family... hahahah...and quin just went to turn off all the stoves. bleahhhh make me feel so dumb.


i dreamt i took a free shuttle bus from school to the train station with quin... but i ended up in chongming's hostel cause i left my wallet in sch and quin didn't have enough to lend me...
and while i was at his hostel room, i dreamt i found out that chongming was cheating on me.


whoa. too much for one night man.
and QUIN! so much of you for the night.. this is a signnnnn... a sign that i miss you. SOMETIMES. muahaha =p

revision for maths paper on wednesday isn't really working out. basically it's just glory doing question after question and getting so many wrong answers because of errors here there everywhere. SIGH! brings me back to amaths detention days. just that back then, i had company!!! now i'm all by myself in my cold cold room mugging. ): ok i mean trying hard to mug.


*hugs pink pig from wormy*


i also think my brain has limited capacity.
i don't quite remember how to do stats already.
and stats is ermmm on tuesday?
OH MAN...


//dear god if you can hear me please grant me a powerup brain for the next 13 days although i honestly don't deserve it since i've been so laid back for the entire sem. but pls be kind oright? sends you lots of kisses and big big hugs.


bleah. self deceit. poutsssssssss.

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FUNKY!!!
rightssssssss.

ah! 9 days.
i think it's REALLY time to get down to work.
problem is, i don't feel like it.
fkit.


so many things on my mind.
ruining my sleep!
Arghhh.


i have a good mind to plug out all my comp switches tv switches game console switches telephone lines.
BUT.
my mind is far from good. it is faulty and hence i will not be doing so.
CHEYYYYY.

muahs! for the good time spent here!

out with the usuals today. coffeebean. drinks. and gossiping. love you steph and love you two fuckers. it was a solid three hours of laughter and entertainment. sending lots of kisses to steph bryan and stan. and thanks yaow koon giving us a ride to bojangles heh. longer cherry stalks next time ya.

((((((((((:

sweetheart i'm glad you made an effort to turn up for the outing with the bros. it was hard to put up that front when we were out with them.

i guess i really needed that two hour talk we had. i should've known better than to keep it to myself. exceeded capacity. bleahs. and it feels so much better to trash things out rather than keeping it inside of me for such a long time. my heart's so much lighter and i honestly feel so relieved now. thanks for your patience and your love.

suddenly feeling very very tired. i want a breakup.

checkup says all clear. but my mum insists it should be removed. boo hooo ):


my hair's damaged with hair dye, hair bleach, and chlorine from the swimming pool. the only probable difference between my hair and the hay that my guinea pigs chew on is probably the smell.
nah nah nah.


chomp chomp. i love my silky and funky. i feel bad that i'm buying a goldie this year end... am i betraying my guinea pigs???!!

talks with steph have always been wonderful...all the way from sec1 till now, 8 years later. the conversation just keeps going. love you to bits. always nothing something more to talk about sweetie.


and i realise after all these years, we've only taken one photo together. and that wasn't even a photo.. it was a neoprint. blaablooo. times like this, the evolution of digital cameras comes in handy.

hi all. i greet you with lots of can food in the background, and red in my hair.
streaks are out. say hi to patches.

yayyyyyyyyyy!!!! i cut my hair!
and now i've got rainbow hair.. okay not much of a rainbow but. red and golden and brown.. wheee

finally! a new blog skin.
abit too colorful. abit to cheery.
haaahaahaa..
wah lau ey.

haa. lied to chongming about going out with the touch girls at night and went out with another guy instead. the guy whom he hates. BIG MISTAKE. anyways the truth came out and he boiled inside like a pressure cooker.my god, it was hell. every word that came out from his mouth thereafter was filled with thorns and thistles.

but a little trip down to his place to pacify the angry heart and a bucket full of tears of regret proved useful. *claps hands* heheh guys..so easily softened by tears. but crying's like so loser ey... wth.

nfs-ed with the boyboy the entire sunday afternoon. he kept losing and i kept winning. won him hands down. competition level: ZERO. now who says guys are better at video games than girls are?

xie ting feng on tv yesterday night. wheeee. the whole world hates him but i'm still pretty much in love with him. hahaha. and the show made me think of those years back where cm bought chupa chups for me oh so often. *nudges my boy* WHERE HAVE ALL THE CHUPA CHUPS GONE?!??

coach carter with the girls at marina square and boy we must have created quite a scene in our mad dash to the cinema from city hall mrt station. then we made alot of noise in the bus, trying desperately to snap CLEAR photos while the bus was moving. siam kitchen saw many stories unfolding. aiya basically just damai's stories but HOHOHO. okayyyy to sum it all up we were basically very noisy everywhere. i think we could've been sued for noise pollution. WHEE.

gotta pump pump pump all the info into my head by this week. stats and maths into my little head and then stuff the whole chunk of econs notes down my throat next week. haaa. can somebody tell me how i'm gonna cramp one whole year's work in less than 2 weeks? i think i shld stop going out with cm for this month. his presence is an interuption to my studies.ELAINE LAINE!! MO MO!! i love you both with all me heart this month. so love me and teach me maths and stats and econs. heheh.