i'm eating ice cream at 3 am in the morning..totally inappropriate, but these days, where girls wear knee high boots in 32degree celcius tropical singapore, what's eating icecream in the middle of the night?
chongming is gonna be away for a month. we spent the past three days together and the past three days must've been the best days of my life. (: no doubt about it.

days have been gray.
(the following passage is gonna be in rotton language)
quarrel until vomit blood. cry until wanna die. drink until puke like mad. don't even know why we're still together!!?! no money to shop. no money for new clothes. no money for good food. kns.
(end of totally rotton language)
swimming rocks at keeping a mind sane. and talking to very gossipy lifeguards too. :D

we brought snuffles out to play today! she's a happy girl now.

drown me in water, throw me against a wall and give me a good hard knock all around. i won't feel a thing!
when your boyfriend falls asleep on you while you're crying away, you're strong enough for anything..anything at all.
and as if once is not enough, he does it twice in three days.
totally awesome.


where have all the good days gone?
have i been blinded that i only see the bad?