i'm feeling so tired now..yawns..
it's days like these where i wanna lie down on my bed, listen to you as you ramble, while i slowly slip into lala land.

nus rejected me. it feels like one tight slap across my face. OUCH.


just a quick update.
today, i had
*to work half day
*watched Godsend
*watched Chronicles of Roddick
*ate fishball noodles, drank barley
*cut my lip
*little muachsies for the bleeding lip ((:

Happy Harry Potter again today.
second time watching it, but i enjoyed it all the same cus of U ((:




i teared a little on my way home.
i could have lost you completely the other time.
i'm sorry. truly sorry.
i'd never give you up for anything or anyone.










u're not online and,
i miss you!

i wanted to bathe. then i saw a bottle of pink nail polish beside the computer, and i decided to paint my nails. then i realised i can't bathe because the nail polish isn't dry yet! which means i'm going to be late. which also means someone's going to frown at me (i hope not though) when i arrive late.
and now i'm typing a blog entry with my half-dried nails. which means there'll be scratches on my nails! which means i've got to re-do everything! urgh. i should've just gone to bathe.


//twirls hair

cloudsies are starting to flood the skies again.
i want my sunny sunshine.
blow wind blow. blow the fluff away.
pretty please?

i'm typing in darkness now and i'm making so many errors. i've gotta backspace a hundred and one times. i could switch on the lights but i'm too kind. the person whom i affectionately call my brother is sleeping behind me. i shall not disturb his peace. who knows what dreams i might be disrupting? maybe he's dreaming of lots and lots of money or tomorrow's toto top prize.


oh. he just stirred and scratched his nose. HA HA. i wonder how i'd feel if someone's scrutinizing my actions while i sleep.
i better stop.
like what the touch girls always say, what goes around, comes around.


missed part of FRIENDS just now. why? coz the fabulous me is suffering from a time lapse/leap again. apparently today seems to me like a wednesday. and saturday was a sunday??? makes no sense. aiya. anyways i caught gladys and oo. joey from japan. ICHIBAN! lipstick for men. hahhahahhahas.


last day of work's next wednesday, 30th of june. i can't wait for the day to come. i feel as if i'm waiting for the last a level exam paper. plah. the agony of working in an office. no way am i going to work in an office for the rest of my life. less than 6 months and i'm coughing blood (not literally). i can't imagine being a permanent office staff. can youuuu? yes you you you and you. lol. ANYWAYS. then i'll get my PAYCHECK, bank it in with the previous paycheck and GET my schnauzer. ((: *smiley* woof. chew toys. poopy training. ooooo.


i got a bullshit message from sam. he outta be sleepin and not msging marns. LOL.


i realised that i haven't been seeing shan online. SHAN where are u. owner of one-ninety blog page. u better APPEAR online before i appear at nemusa or samosa or nemasu or nemasee or. WHATEVER. you got my point, AVenue. boo!!!


now my brother's head is tilted to the right and his legs are tilted to the left. body flexing? whoa. so sly. exercing and stretching during recuperation. sly sly. no wonder his sit and reach is better than mine. blah blah. i better shuddup ahahahs..


sheeesh. gng mad. i want chongming puaygek guangrong weili. pout :<


aight. 12.36am. i better go sleep now before i fall asleep in the office again tmr and get screwed by karen. everyone gets it. whine. with such a superior, no wonder work is such a chore. i abhore. ey! it rhymes! blah. ssssssssh. -pokes myself-


nights world. muacksie. ((:

hot fudge sundae. strawberry milkshake. cheesecake. fishballs. egg mayo sandwich. soya bean drink. ban mian. crave. LOL.

*sniffles* why did czech win? now i don't get my reward. darn the czechs.








sentosa.shangrila.walks.monorail.talks.
memories will always stay.
nice.
*smiles*

i'm waiting for Godsend to be out on the 24/06/04. there're sneak previews at GV Plaza today but it's alright.. i'll wait a week later. hee. i'm quite so broke now, so does anyone want to treat glory to a movie? you get her company in return. sounding good. no? *rolls around and laughs*


bryan fucked chocolate. apparently it's dark chocolate. he's got luxurious (hairy) chocolate balls. he fantasizes about balls being squashed by a stone pounder and blended in an electric blender at top speed. hurr. horny bastard. aights. enough of bry. not like he's sexay enuf to make me drool. no wait, he's not sexay at all. muahahas.


aiya. i'm bored. ranting. blabber. blabberish. puffer fish. jellyfish.

i'm waiting for Godsend to be out on the 24/06/04. there're sneak previews at GV Plaza today but it's alright.. i'll wait a week later. hee. i'm quite so broke now, so does anyone want to treat glory to a movie? you get her company in return. sounding good. no? *rolls around and laughs*


bryan fucked chocolate. apparently it's dark chocolate. he's got luxurious (hairy) chocolate balls. he fantasizes about balls being squashed by a stone pounder and blended in an electric blender at top speed. hurr. horny bastard. aights. enough of bry. not like he's sexay enuf to make me drool. no wait, he's not sexay at all. muahahas.


aiya. i'm bored. ranting. blabber. blabberish. puffer fish. jellyfish.

after many vigorous attempts to get tanner, i am still back to square one. result: white. on second thoughts, maybe not exactly back to square one. i'm halfway thru to contracting skin cancer! *cheers* tomorrow is yet another tanning day (that is, if quinCEH successfully manages to coax her mum into letting her out. ORif momo can tear herself away from her sweetheart). na na na. either ways, i'm off to sentosa. been waiting alllllll week for saturday. na na na.


i've to come up with plans to kidnap my brother's eeyore plushie. previous kidnaps have been futile. oh did i say kidnaps? now i know why i failed. it's a DONKEY! not a kid. anyone knows how to donknap? na na na.


blabbers.
it's time for a new blogskin baybehhhh. whee!

you brought this upon yourself.
you allowed paranoia to infest.
you couldn't be alone for just a little while.


you're weak, impatient, needful, possessive.
you jerked my irridex (irritation index) up to the max.


you chose this route.
it's all over now. are you happy now?
i am.
no more obligations,
no more late nights,
lots of tv!
and space to breathe. 360 degrees and roundabout ooo!


no more having to bare with your moodiness.
no more entertaining myself when i'm out with you.
no more smiling at my own reflection to make myself smile when i'm out with u.


//suddenly the polluted air in taman jurong smells a little better LOL :D




plah. back to sleep.
work later.
shall work half day and come back to rest agains.
my body's feelin so urgh!
oo the flu bug. people, beware.
LOL.
maybe i shldn't be stubborn and just go to the damn doctor.
f.u..c...k!

stop ranting and raving.
stop acting like you're the only person in the world suffering.
stop pms-ing and be a man.
stop complaining.
stop whining and wanting everybody's attention.
stop being so needful.
stop owing people money and bloody return it all.

(((: i'm a happy girl.
despite losing my voice,yesterday was a whole hellofafun day. muahhhh.
thx to mua darlings. *grin*
i am the cheesecake professor haaahaahaa.
rights.


many messages to keep my spirits soaring.
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy. ((:


rights. my nose is leaking.
off for a shower before i head dwn to claud's place.


oo. the bimbo celest comes back today! yayyyyyy!!!!
u are dearly missed. *muahhh*










//eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
some things will never be forgotten.

i just want to be alone.
give me a break,
all three of you.
just leave me alone.

i'm hurting hurting hurting.
so so sad.

hmmmmmm. jr's games today.
bang. memories. plahhh. shitified.


oh the brighter side,
i had sandwiches today! yums.
that's one candy floss to the list.
pool with sammy. he's nicer than ever.
marvellous. lovely hahas.
i miss zee old friend marnsss.
that's another candy floss :D


ok i'm tired. nights world muahhhh!

eeek. talked to de woms celestina for three whole hrs ytd nyt.
ahhaas. lots and loads and lots and lots of craps.
celest, i crown u the queen (or issit king? LOL) of crap.
:D
she's a sick womans marns...
says things that psycho me to dream of her
*pukes pukes*
LOL
:D
aie. had fun. yup yups. *smileys*
hoho.. it's a friday afternoon,zee sun's blazing and zee ants are crawling.
and guess who's doing something Outrageous to her hair at bugis
as i'm typing this entry?
hohoohO...

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yesterday was a townsie day. spent eleven hours flat shopping and trying clothes. basically the later part of the day was just window shopping and trying very hard to convince myself that the things weren't really worth buying. it's nice to shop alone. siang calls it "inner peace" (rolls eyes).
ok. i can't type in proper sentences.
*stupid ros -pokes- came up from behind when i was in pac plaza and told me "girl, stop touching the clothes." muahahhas.. ASS!! how stupidddd... oh yes and ros was with suzi.. *WAVES* ellooooo!!
*a blonde haired guy said "hello, how are you today?"
*i took photos with myanmmar tourists! yeaps! the girl was gorgeous slurps slurps.. and i can't wait for them to send me the picture we took together. hehe. and they're using the canon ixus i. -pokes-
*fell down while going down the stairs in town. plop onto my knees. heh. it sucks when you've got a million and one things in your hands, and you fall and scratch your knees and your toe nail bends and bleeds. it's worse when people just walk past and stare, and don't bother to ask if you're ok. SOBS.



*i'm eye-ing the pinnochio glass globe and the snow white glass globe over at wheelock place. they both cost $75 each. should i? should i not? it's musical globes!
*kenzo by flower is in my list of TOP PRIORITIES. yummy. after so long, it's still THE ONE...mauhahahs.. how cheesy. plahh i can't believe i actually typed that..waahah THE ONEEEEE..




back to sleep. i'm tired. and still hungry.
two fishballs and one quail egg. that's all my parents kept for me last night. MARVELLOUS. like WAH! tht's ALOT of food ey! -pouts-

looking through the photos taken through the past three years.
beautiful moments.
i miss all those days.
i miss ponning lectures to talk to celestina koh xiao hui.
i miss one dollar mee soto, roti john, and 80-cent carrot cake.
i miss strawberry milkshake.
i miss getting pissed with shihan for being pissed with me
for no reason at all.
i miss miss lai's nagging.
i miss sleeping during geog lectures.
i miss burping out loud during econs lectures.
i miss nanana saving pink sweets for me.
i miss listening to layhorn sherms and naz telling lame shit.
i miss chi and his rah ta ta ta noise.
i miss josh and his porn-rous crap.
i miss auntie vivis and he san bah-ness.
i miss slacking in roof top cafe and cursing them for not turning on the air con till after twelve.
i miss the very one time i sat at SEXY with momo to talk
i miss receiving postcards from cow celest momo apple vivis
i miss my girlfriend and her "glory do u have anything to tell me?"
i miss sitting at the back of the canteen with celest and watching eye candies. HEH.
i miss playing dai dee.
i miss going swimming (or as yien calls it, blurp blurp)
i miss squeezing nike waterbottle at eugene
i miss those mornings scaring ongbu with
freak stories of the canteen food
i miss msging gege during lesson time.
i miss meeting gege after school.
i miss taking early leave.
i miss going to the sick bay.
i miss visiting celest's "second home".
i miss the touch girls rambling though many a times they don't make much sense.





so much more i miss. so much and much more.


right now,
i want to run away from both of them.
i want to swim.
i want to tan.
i want to run.
i want a starhub line.
i want my mini schnauzer.
i want to go shopping.
i want longer hair.
i want a new pair of specs.
i want a Tinkerbell alarm clock.
i want a disney princess glass ball.
i want that pair of mary janes.
i want to go to bali.
i want to paint my room pink.
i needz zee soluShone to moi univerzeety rejectshone.
i want to rollerblade.